Friday night she attacked me with the Fleshlight. If I haven't mentioned how amazing it is to have a woman sex up your cock with one of these, consider this me doing it now. Basically, it's like her giving you a fantastic fucking -- but with a well-lubed vagina she holds in her hand. She's still a little bent about finding out last week, but she can't resist the Cock Worship training she's had already. She just needed to make me cum, and we both know that this is the best toy we've found for doing it.
I'd call that a great start to the weekend, but it only got better. I've been playing the special mix I made to salvage the situation after "The Great Discovery" and so she couldn't help but wake me up early Saturday, stroking my cock to hardness and asking me to slide it up against her pussy. She was already sopping wet. "I am so fucking horny for you this morning," she growled. I teased her until she started groaning, and then slid into her, surprising both of us with how good she found it.
"God yes, this this this!" She hasn't accepted the "please" commands in the training file yet, so no abject begging, but I asked her if this was what she needed, and she moaned a yes. "Yes, I need your cock so bad! Oh my God, I need this!" She came so hard, so quickly... I wasn't even close to ready.
Which was just fine by me. I watched her beautiful body recover in its afterglow, knowing that by the time evening rolled around... she'd be ready to reciprocate. :D
More emails this week from prospective clients and beginning-to-be satisfied customers. "She's become a lot more 'touchy-feely'" came from Spike, and AGoodStart writes "she sent me a text saying she had been thinking about 'snuggling' tonight... That's our word for doing it!"
So how can you identify if a subliminal works or not? The simple matter is, with enough time, every subliminal will have an effect on her. She's going to respond more quickly if she's exposed to the file more -- I always recommend playing it every night where it's within earshot for her. She's going to respond more quickly if she is not already committed to being *against* it.
For instance: I discovered that the watching porn file was not working with her because she had made a conscious commitment to not watch porn. In her mind, when the voices in her head started insisting she watch porn, she assumed it was some weakness in her trying to break her resolve to stay away from it, and redoubled her efforts. All the files were doing at this point were causing anxiety in her, which was not the desired result at all!
If your wife has a religious objection to anal sex, for instance, it's going to take a while to change her mind about it. She's spent a lifetime building up "buttsex is bad" -- that won't change with a week's worth of subliminal training. The question you want to ask yourself is "Do I want to force this change, or are there other actions I can get traction on instead?" For me, I'm doubling down on the porn watching, because I think once I addict her to watching porn, she'll start becoming a lot more open to other activities, for virtue of watching and masturbating to it all the time. You just need to learn to read the signs: is she slowly moving toward or away from the goal you have in mind. If it seems like "away" then that's your sign that this will be a harder, more uphill journey than first expected.
As always, let me know how your wife's training is going. I love hearing about your success (and frustration) stories! You can email me @ thesubliminalwifetrainer@gmail.com. I answer every email, usually. :p
SWT
Showing posts with label Porn Addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Porn Addiction. Show all posts
Monday, August 3, 2015
Thursday, June 18, 2015
Program: Porn Watching Addiction, day 7
What a great day!
So today, she didn't watch any porn. From what I can tell on her browser, she didn't have time to. She was only on the internet for about an hour in total. That's ok. Because the one link she did send to me in the afternoon was Jamie Lee Curtis stripping for Arnold in True Lies. As far as I'm concerned, that's pretty damn close to her sharing some "safe for work" porn with me!
Anyway, so we are officially 1 week into her three week training schedule with watching porn. This training regimen has three factors: watch porn like an addict (multiple times a day, multiple days a week), initiate and watch porn with me, and start porn addiction with being a horny slut. Yesterday she browsed for and watched a porn video. Today she sent me a link to a very sexy video. I'd call that good progress for the first week.
After I got home from work, she was all over me. The kids were out playing, so she pulled my trousers down and went to town on my cock, sucking it to hardness -- and we were interrupted by the kids coming in. Gah!!!
We waited until they went to bed (apparently I'm not allowed to just chain them to the garage) , and she showed me a surprise: she'd painted her nails Fuck-Me-Red and bought a new massage oil. My cock sprang to life again, and she poured the oil on my cock and gave me a fantastic oily hand-job, talking dirty and teasing me into an orgasm that I think lasted like... I don't know. There were three huge spurts, and then about 6-7 after-spurts. It was a lot of cum. She milked the fuck out of me.
This is the sex life I have always dreamed about. I am so glad I finally found a formula that seems to work with these subliminals.
So today, she didn't watch any porn. From what I can tell on her browser, she didn't have time to. She was only on the internet for about an hour in total. That's ok. Because the one link she did send to me in the afternoon was Jamie Lee Curtis stripping for Arnold in True Lies. As far as I'm concerned, that's pretty damn close to her sharing some "safe for work" porn with me!
Anyway, so we are officially 1 week into her three week training schedule with watching porn. This training regimen has three factors: watch porn like an addict (multiple times a day, multiple days a week), initiate and watch porn with me, and start porn addiction with being a horny slut. Yesterday she browsed for and watched a porn video. Today she sent me a link to a very sexy video. I'd call that good progress for the first week.
After I got home from work, she was all over me. The kids were out playing, so she pulled my trousers down and went to town on my cock, sucking it to hardness -- and we were interrupted by the kids coming in. Gah!!!
We waited until they went to bed (apparently I'm not allowed to just chain them to the garage) , and she showed me a surprise: she'd painted her nails Fuck-Me-Red and bought a new massage oil. My cock sprang to life again, and she poured the oil on my cock and gave me a fantastic oily hand-job, talking dirty and teasing me into an orgasm that I think lasted like... I don't know. There were three huge spurts, and then about 6-7 after-spurts. It was a lot of cum. She milked the fuck out of me.
This is the sex life I have always dreamed about. I am so glad I finally found a formula that seems to work with these subliminals.
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
Program: Porn Watching Addiction, day 6
We have porn-sign!
Day 6 on her Porn Watching Addiction training file, listening to it every night and most of every day, twice an hour, and yesterday I found an xhamster link in her browser history. She scrolled through five pages of links, then picked a pretty hot scene, that I bet she finger-fucked herself with.
We're going to call this just early signs that the training is starting to change her mental processes. What we are looking to see now is increased viewing: every day, or close to it (I'd be happy with 4-5 times a week once it's an established habit), multiple searches for porn a day, and then the final sign of success: her telling me that she's watching porn, and inviting me to watch it with her.
Sadly, that's the only sexual activity I can report on today. We had a pretty big fight: she found an old email from a former girlfriend of mine that I hadn't deleted, and it pissed her off to the point where she wasn't going to have anything to do with my cock. I apologized profusely and we went to bed without any sex.
But the two oral sex files and the porn file were still playing all night long... She woke me up with her hand on my cock, teasing it to full hardness again. She kissed me, held me close, and said she forgave me... I will never doubt the power of subliminal programming, and neither should you!
There's still 15 days in the Porn Watching Addiction training regimen. I've started writing the next file, though. We're going into near-virgin territory, to give her subliminal programming a real test:
Anal.
Day 6 on her Porn Watching Addiction training file, listening to it every night and most of every day, twice an hour, and yesterday I found an xhamster link in her browser history. She scrolled through five pages of links, then picked a pretty hot scene, that I bet she finger-fucked herself with.
We're going to call this just early signs that the training is starting to change her mental processes. What we are looking to see now is increased viewing: every day, or close to it (I'd be happy with 4-5 times a week once it's an established habit), multiple searches for porn a day, and then the final sign of success: her telling me that she's watching porn, and inviting me to watch it with her.
Sadly, that's the only sexual activity I can report on today. We had a pretty big fight: she found an old email from a former girlfriend of mine that I hadn't deleted, and it pissed her off to the point where she wasn't going to have anything to do with my cock. I apologized profusely and we went to bed without any sex.
But the two oral sex files and the porn file were still playing all night long... She woke me up with her hand on my cock, teasing it to full hardness again. She kissed me, held me close, and said she forgave me... I will never doubt the power of subliminal programming, and neither should you!
There's still 15 days in the Porn Watching Addiction training regimen. I've started writing the next file, though. We're going into near-virgin territory, to give her subliminal programming a real test:
Anal.
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Program: Porn Watching Addiction, day 5
Last night we had a late night. Had to do some last minute shopping and didn't get to bed until almost 2:00 am. That didn't stop her from stroking me to sleep again. You get really spoiled when your wife is handling your cock every day! No sign of porn watching on her phone yet. That part disturbed me...
UNTIL:
I woke up about 3:00 in the morning, to the sound and movement of her masturbating her brains out. I think that's a sign the slutty affirmations that are overlayed with the Porn Watching Addiction file are starting to take hold. It's been months since I've seen her masturbate. I don't know about you, but that's the sexiest fucking thing ever.
So it was no surprise that I woke up horny as hell, and I set to waking her up with my need. "I am so horny for you right now," I told her, and it was true. "I want to fuck you right now!"
Normally, she'll groan and say "Uh huh. Whatever," and then depending on her mood either roll toward or away from me. This morning, though, she smiled and let me finger her -- she was already wet! We were both hot and horny and she came quickly -- a good thing, because I was almost there already!
The Porn Watching Addiction file bombards her daily with affirmations that she wants to watch porn, she's a cum slut and she loves it, and she wants to watch porn with me. In addition, I also play for her the Oral Sex Mastery and Advanced Oral Sex files to help anchor those behaviors in her.
We're almost a week into the Porn Addiction file. I'm starting to get a little nervous about the lack of interest she's seeing. Still going to let it run for three weeks first, though, before making a full analysis.
UNTIL:
I woke up about 3:00 in the morning, to the sound and movement of her masturbating her brains out. I think that's a sign the slutty affirmations that are overlayed with the Porn Watching Addiction file are starting to take hold. It's been months since I've seen her masturbate. I don't know about you, but that's the sexiest fucking thing ever.
So it was no surprise that I woke up horny as hell, and I set to waking her up with my need. "I am so horny for you right now," I told her, and it was true. "I want to fuck you right now!"
Normally, she'll groan and say "Uh huh. Whatever," and then depending on her mood either roll toward or away from me. This morning, though, she smiled and let me finger her -- she was already wet! We were both hot and horny and she came quickly -- a good thing, because I was almost there already!
The Porn Watching Addiction file bombards her daily with affirmations that she wants to watch porn, she's a cum slut and she loves it, and she wants to watch porn with me. In addition, I also play for her the Oral Sex Mastery and Advanced Oral Sex files to help anchor those behaviors in her.
We're almost a week into the Porn Addiction file. I'm starting to get a little nervous about the lack of interest she's seeing. Still going to let it run for three weeks first, though, before making a full analysis.
Monday, June 15, 2015
Program: Porn Watching Addiction, day 4
I keep a daily journal of the times she verbally expresses arousal, does something sexy/slutty, or flat out makes me cum. The best part about this is seeing how the frequency is increasing! In the first month of her new training regimen, she got me off more than 50% of the days in the training period-- better than every other day!
For the first half of June -- even including a camping weekend where we simply couldn't find a way to be intimate with no privacy -- it's 7 for 14, with with six of those including oral sex! What I'm finding truly amazing is that she's often initiating sex with oral -- I walked by her in the bedroom and she smiled, grabbed me by the hips, pulled down my pants and dropped her head right onto my cock!
Saturday night, I was a little disgruntled, because we hadn't had sex. I think the Saturday blog entry was a little sour as a result. But I woke up that night with a sudden realization that I was hard... and her hand was draped over my cock, stroking it slowly and sleepily. "I love your cock so much," she told me. "I just want you to know that."
How do you not cum in her face when she's saying that?
Have not seen any sign of the porn addiction taking hold yet. It's only been a few days. We'll keep an eye out and report when she finally cracks.
For the first half of June -- even including a camping weekend where we simply couldn't find a way to be intimate with no privacy -- it's 7 for 14, with with six of those including oral sex! What I'm finding truly amazing is that she's often initiating sex with oral -- I walked by her in the bedroom and she smiled, grabbed me by the hips, pulled down my pants and dropped her head right onto my cock!
Saturday night, I was a little disgruntled, because we hadn't had sex. I think the Saturday blog entry was a little sour as a result. But I woke up that night with a sudden realization that I was hard... and her hand was draped over my cock, stroking it slowly and sleepily. "I love your cock so much," she told me. "I just want you to know that."
How do you not cum in her face when she's saying that?
Have not seen any sign of the porn addiction taking hold yet. It's only been a few days. We'll keep an eye out and report when she finally cracks.
Saturday, June 13, 2015
Program: Porn Watching Addiction, day 3
And now, we wait.
I had hoped to start seeing a glimmer of change in her really early, but again I am reminded that things don't always change overnight. Also, I am not certain that I built this subliminal correctly: it doesn't sound the same way the other two do. I think I had the volumes set incorrectly, because when played one after the other with Oral Sex Mastery, this file is much lower in audible volume.
Today I am going to spend some time experimenting with my volume settings, to try and equalize this file with the others, because I think that might be affecting how the subliminal portion of the file is being heard (or not heard, as the case may be).
The other thing I want to test is how much the previous subliminals have "stuck" with her. Now that I'm playing the porn file instead of the oral sex file, will her appetite for cum decrease? These are the questions I'm looking into for the next few days.
No post on Sunday, next post Monday. Hope to have great results then!
I had hoped to start seeing a glimmer of change in her really early, but again I am reminded that things don't always change overnight. Also, I am not certain that I built this subliminal correctly: it doesn't sound the same way the other two do. I think I had the volumes set incorrectly, because when played one after the other with Oral Sex Mastery, this file is much lower in audible volume.
Today I am going to spend some time experimenting with my volume settings, to try and equalize this file with the others, because I think that might be affecting how the subliminal portion of the file is being heard (or not heard, as the case may be).
The other thing I want to test is how much the previous subliminals have "stuck" with her. Now that I'm playing the porn file instead of the oral sex file, will her appetite for cum decrease? These are the questions I'm looking into for the next few days.
No post on Sunday, next post Monday. Hope to have great results then!
Friday, June 12, 2015
Program: Porn Watching Addiction, day 2
Two nights ago I added the PWA file to her subliminal mix, prioritizing it so that for thirty minutes of every hour, she is getting barraged with messages affirming her love of watching porn, how much watching porn arouses her, how she wants to watch it with me, and loving how much of a slut watching porn makes her feel.
During the day, she asked if I wanted another repeat of last night (when she took my load in her mouth). I said, yes, of course, and reinforced her pleasure with how much I enjoyed it: her affirmations are training her to enjoy making me feel good, so every time she makes me cum, it makes her happy.
No sexual activity to report, but that's ok overall... I've had 9 orgasms in the last two weeks -- our most sexual activity in a 14-day period in like...ever, I think. Plus, with as freaky and enthusiastic as she's been, my output has been tremendous! Having a woman literally craving your cock goes a long way toward boosting cum production, in my experience.
Last night I modified the nightly regimen. The CD player is now playing PWA exclusively. I want to see if I can spot increased porn viewing habits on her web browsers by the end of the day. It will be an interesting test of the current programming method I'm using this time. I'm not entirely happy with the software yet... I can hear some high-pitched tweets during playback. It might not have encoded well. We'll know for sure in a day or two.
PWA's affirmations:
I love watching porn
I want to watch porn with my husband
Watching porn makes me horny
I am a cumslut
I love being a cumslut
During the day, she asked if I wanted another repeat of last night (when she took my load in her mouth). I said, yes, of course, and reinforced her pleasure with how much I enjoyed it: her affirmations are training her to enjoy making me feel good, so every time she makes me cum, it makes her happy.
No sexual activity to report, but that's ok overall... I've had 9 orgasms in the last two weeks -- our most sexual activity in a 14-day period in like...ever, I think. Plus, with as freaky and enthusiastic as she's been, my output has been tremendous! Having a woman literally craving your cock goes a long way toward boosting cum production, in my experience.
Last night I modified the nightly regimen. The CD player is now playing PWA exclusively. I want to see if I can spot increased porn viewing habits on her web browsers by the end of the day. It will be an interesting test of the current programming method I'm using this time. I'm not entirely happy with the software yet... I can hear some high-pitched tweets during playback. It might not have encoded well. We'll know for sure in a day or two.
PWA's affirmations:
I love watching porn
I want to watch porn with my husband
Watching porn makes me horny
I am a cumslut
I love being a cumslut
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