Day 17:
She was out with her mother most of the day, so she didn't get much time to listen to any of her subliminals, let alone spend time masturbating or watching porn (I can only presume). And we both had pretty hard days physically, so there wasn't much of a question of sex today. We spent some intimate moments snuggling, but that was about it.
It's easy to think, when you're planning all this stuff out, that things will happen in a certain way, in a certain time frame for you. What I am learning through experiment #1 is that even though it does appear that subliminal programming works -- it seems to work only to a limited extent.
What I've noticed so far, is that when she is listening to them all day, the arousal triggers work like gangbusters. She used to never watch porn -- she knows someone who went into the industry, and stopped watching when she was younger for fear of spotting that person inadvertently -- and know she is hearing those urges in her head, but for the most part, successfully filtering them out. In addition, she's never had an interest in lesbian porn, and the subliminals do not appear to be changing her mind about it.
She used to give me hand jobs and blow jobs in addition to regular sex a lot when we were dating and first married, and that seems to be ramping back up to those levels. But taking my load in her mouth? She never liked that, and so far there's no evidence whatsoever that that might change due to her programming.
And I know she's masturbated in the past, but now she seems to be masturbating a lot, and that's great. So again... The subliminals seem to strengthen things you already want to do, but the don't seem to change your mind about things you don't want to do.
Every subliminal site out there says it takes about 45 days for programming to take effect. That's why we're doing this 45 day session with the first set of subliminals. We'll reevaluate for session two with the lessons learned in this experiment.
No points today, sadly. Ah well. You can't win them all.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 257/360.
Friday, January 31, 2014
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Day 16:
Most of the day was very uneventful. When I planned this experiment, I think I had my head in the clouds a little, and forgot all the other things that go on around us besides thinking about and having sex 24/7 lol. I have been very tired recently, and not sleeping well -- I think because of trying to pretend to be sleeping so I can listen for her masturbating.
At the end of the day, today, though, as we were heading to bed, she reached over and started fondling me to hardness, and then asked me to get up on my knees. When I did, she continued stroking me with one hand, and guided my hands to her pussy with the other.
I finger fucked her while she stroked my cock until she begged me to fuck her, which I did -- and she started telling me how much she loved my cock, and couldn't get enough of it, and how she loved being a horny little slut for me. The effect of the increased dirty talk? Well, I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I blew my load hard after just a few minutes. Then I finger fucked her more while she stroked her clit furiously and she came in a massive orgasm too.
It was the best sex we've had in a long time. It's only worth two points on the experiment's scorecard, for increased horniness/sex and masturbation (even though I was involved in it too, she was clearly sel-pleasuring her clit, and that counts, as far as I'm concerned).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 265/360.
Most of the day was very uneventful. When I planned this experiment, I think I had my head in the clouds a little, and forgot all the other things that go on around us besides thinking about and having sex 24/7 lol. I have been very tired recently, and not sleeping well -- I think because of trying to pretend to be sleeping so I can listen for her masturbating.
At the end of the day, today, though, as we were heading to bed, she reached over and started fondling me to hardness, and then asked me to get up on my knees. When I did, she continued stroking me with one hand, and guided my hands to her pussy with the other.
I finger fucked her while she stroked my cock until she begged me to fuck her, which I did -- and she started telling me how much she loved my cock, and couldn't get enough of it, and how she loved being a horny little slut for me. The effect of the increased dirty talk? Well, I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I blew my load hard after just a few minutes. Then I finger fucked her more while she stroked her clit furiously and she came in a massive orgasm too.
It was the best sex we've had in a long time. It's only worth two points on the experiment's scorecard, for increased horniness/sex and masturbation (even though I was involved in it too, she was clearly sel-pleasuring her clit, and that counts, as far as I'm concerned).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 265/360.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Day 15:
What a day!
I woke up horny as hell. She noticed, and stroked me to full hardness, then gave me a great wake-up blow job. I came on her tits, and we both laughed about it because it was a hell of a shot. I'm an older guy... If I get a nice blast with "shoot across the room" velocity, that's a big deal. Made me feel better about myself, and she wiped it all over, telling me how much she loved my cock.
Later in the day, she searched for and watched lactation porn. This is interesting. That's not really lesbian porn, but it's porn that specifically targets a woman's bodily functions. I think this is an outstanding sign.
That night, as we headed to bed, she must have been really horny too -- for the first time since we've been married, she had me help her masturbate. She took my hands and put them on my breasts, and then silently proceeded to finger herself for what I think must have been a half hour. I fondled her tits, tweaked her nipples, and respected her silence by saying nothing myself as she passionately took care of this compulsion I've given her. Finally, she gave out a great heaving moan and called out my name, and came hard.
She said she loved me so much, and I said I loved her too. I told her how much I love watching her masturbate (which is true -- it's why I'm encouraging her to do it more in her training).
This was a bellweather day. She is responding magnificently to the basic tenets of the subliminals. There's still the more challenging aspects of this experiment I'm hoping to see traction on, but wow, this was great. We added four points today, for oral sex, watching porn, masturbating, and increased horniness/sex. Not bad at all!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 6/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 13/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 271/360.
What a day!
I woke up horny as hell. She noticed, and stroked me to full hardness, then gave me a great wake-up blow job. I came on her tits, and we both laughed about it because it was a hell of a shot. I'm an older guy... If I get a nice blast with "shoot across the room" velocity, that's a big deal. Made me feel better about myself, and she wiped it all over, telling me how much she loved my cock.
Later in the day, she searched for and watched lactation porn. This is interesting. That's not really lesbian porn, but it's porn that specifically targets a woman's bodily functions. I think this is an outstanding sign.
That night, as we headed to bed, she must have been really horny too -- for the first time since we've been married, she had me help her masturbate. She took my hands and put them on my breasts, and then silently proceeded to finger herself for what I think must have been a half hour. I fondled her tits, tweaked her nipples, and respected her silence by saying nothing myself as she passionately took care of this compulsion I've given her. Finally, she gave out a great heaving moan and called out my name, and came hard.
She said she loved me so much, and I said I loved her too. I told her how much I love watching her masturbate (which is true -- it's why I'm encouraging her to do it more in her training).
This was a bellweather day. She is responding magnificently to the basic tenets of the subliminals. There's still the more challenging aspects of this experiment I'm hoping to see traction on, but wow, this was great. We added four points today, for oral sex, watching porn, masturbating, and increased horniness/sex. Not bad at all!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 6/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 13/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 271/360.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Day 14:
Well, today was kind of a disappointment -- at least to begin with. I am finding that making these changes in my wife takes more time -- and is more of a process -- than I had first hoped. She was irritable today, and didn't exhibit any of the behaviors I've been subliminally training her to do.
Until I got home from work. The moment I got home, she took me into our bedroom, and went to work on my cock with her hands and mouth into one of the most satisfying blowjobs I've had in a long time. Certainly one of her personal best!
She didn't let me come in her mouth, so there's still that roadblock to overcome (I know she has a real issue with the texture of come, and it's possible that no amount of subliminal programming can change that, but I'm still making the effort.
Today gets 2 points, one for horniness/sex, and another point in oral sex! As we can see, the horniness/sex part is fantastic -- we haven't had this many orgasms between the two of us since our first year of marriage. The three 0-scores are the roadblocks. Those are the things she doesn't like at all -- the true test of this subliminal training cocktail will be whether or not they ever get points.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 3/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 12/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 275/360.
Well, today was kind of a disappointment -- at least to begin with. I am finding that making these changes in my wife takes more time -- and is more of a process -- than I had first hoped. She was irritable today, and didn't exhibit any of the behaviors I've been subliminally training her to do.
Until I got home from work. The moment I got home, she took me into our bedroom, and went to work on my cock with her hands and mouth into one of the most satisfying blowjobs I've had in a long time. Certainly one of her personal best!
She didn't let me come in her mouth, so there's still that roadblock to overcome (I know she has a real issue with the texture of come, and it's possible that no amount of subliminal programming can change that, but I'm still making the effort.
Today gets 2 points, one for horniness/sex, and another point in oral sex! As we can see, the horniness/sex part is fantastic -- we haven't had this many orgasms between the two of us since our first year of marriage. The three 0-scores are the roadblocks. Those are the things she doesn't like at all -- the true test of this subliminal training cocktail will be whether or not they ever get points.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 3/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 12/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 275/360.
Monday, January 27, 2014
Day 13:
Her browser history shows that today she was Googling penises. She didn't pick any porn sites, though, so I'm not going to count it. Apparently, though, you can find several dick videos on YouTube, if you're looking for that sort of thing.
Several times during the day she mentioned wanting to suck my cock, and how much she loved it, but at the end of the day, it was just idle chatter. We did not make time for anything, and ended the night pretty exhausted. I like that she's starting to think about it -- and feeling freer to talk about it... The constant dirty talk going on in the subliminals is very definitely affecting her vocabulary and the kinds of erotic thoughts she's willing to vocalize.
Bonus: I got a big smile as I drifted into sleep. I could hear the distinctive wet smacking of her fingers rubbing her clit as she masturbated herself to sleep. So, she's horny and masturbating, but didn't feel the urge strongly enough to initiate sex. Small steps, leading to a large prize in the future.
Three points for the day. Increased horniness, masturbation and a point for directly stating her desire for oral sex. I can't help but wonder if we'll ever have an 8-point day. It seems unlikely at this junction, but we're still pretty early into this training session.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 2/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 11/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 281/360.
Her browser history shows that today she was Googling penises. She didn't pick any porn sites, though, so I'm not going to count it. Apparently, though, you can find several dick videos on YouTube, if you're looking for that sort of thing.
Several times during the day she mentioned wanting to suck my cock, and how much she loved it, but at the end of the day, it was just idle chatter. We did not make time for anything, and ended the night pretty exhausted. I like that she's starting to think about it -- and feeling freer to talk about it... The constant dirty talk going on in the subliminals is very definitely affecting her vocabulary and the kinds of erotic thoughts she's willing to vocalize.
Bonus: I got a big smile as I drifted into sleep. I could hear the distinctive wet smacking of her fingers rubbing her clit as she masturbated herself to sleep. So, she's horny and masturbating, but didn't feel the urge strongly enough to initiate sex. Small steps, leading to a large prize in the future.
Three points for the day. Increased horniness, masturbation and a point for directly stating her desire for oral sex. I can't help but wonder if we'll ever have an 8-point day. It seems unlikely at this junction, but we're still pretty early into this training session.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 2/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 11/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 281/360.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Day 12:
She wakes up horny almost every morning now -- so do I. I am certain that having the subliminals playing from two different directions all night long affects both of our libidos like crazy. She's getting told all night long that she loves oral sex, she loves swallowing cum, she wants to watch lesbian porn with me, and that she loves masturbating with a dildo. My subconscious already wants her to do all of that, so it's not exactly like the subliminals are changing me in any way -- just reaffirming what I already deeply desire. But I think my cock truly enjoys knowing that she's being molded to match those desires every minute of the day.
I woke up this morning to find her just leaning against me, and idly stroking my cock. She told me how much she loved it, and that she thinks about it all the time. Normally I might just chalk this up to her trying to butter me up before sex, but I'm not sure today. I think it's true, and that the subliminals are starting to have a profound effect on her thinking.
We proceeded to fuck like animals, and it didn't take either of us very long at all. Unfortunately, I didn't see any other signs of progress, and still no urges for oral sex from her, which is a little disappointing, but any day I wake up and find a horny woman lusting for my cock in bed? That's still a good day.
Just the one point for increased sex/horniness today. We are officially at the 1/4 point of the 45-day training session. I'm starting to plan for session #2. I think the best plan is to find 1 thing she didn't respond well to in this session, and then add 3 new items, to continually expand her sexual horizons, while still working on trouble areas she hasn't fully adjusted to yet.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 10/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 286/360.
She wakes up horny almost every morning now -- so do I. I am certain that having the subliminals playing from two different directions all night long affects both of our libidos like crazy. She's getting told all night long that she loves oral sex, she loves swallowing cum, she wants to watch lesbian porn with me, and that she loves masturbating with a dildo. My subconscious already wants her to do all of that, so it's not exactly like the subliminals are changing me in any way -- just reaffirming what I already deeply desire. But I think my cock truly enjoys knowing that she's being molded to match those desires every minute of the day.
I woke up this morning to find her just leaning against me, and idly stroking my cock. She told me how much she loved it, and that she thinks about it all the time. Normally I might just chalk this up to her trying to butter me up before sex, but I'm not sure today. I think it's true, and that the subliminals are starting to have a profound effect on her thinking.
We proceeded to fuck like animals, and it didn't take either of us very long at all. Unfortunately, I didn't see any other signs of progress, and still no urges for oral sex from her, which is a little disappointing, but any day I wake up and find a horny woman lusting for my cock in bed? That's still a good day.
Just the one point for increased sex/horniness today. We are officially at the 1/4 point of the 45-day training session. I'm starting to plan for session #2. I think the best plan is to find 1 thing she didn't respond well to in this session, and then add 3 new items, to continually expand her sexual horizons, while still working on trouble areas she hasn't fully adjusted to yet.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 10/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 286/360.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Day 11:
Had my first sign of desire for oral sex this morning! She started what ended up being a great handjob with her mouth... Got me nice and hard with her tongue, and then pulled out some lube and worked my cock hard while talking very dirty to me. The subliminals that are constantly playing in the house are loaded with filthy dirty talk -- teaching her to call herself a dirty slut, a come-slut, and some other key phrases I haven't heard yet, but hope to soon.
I am guessing that it might take the entire 45-day training session to get her to want to come in her mouth. That's a hard-set thing in her mind, and the only way to break her into wanting it is to just continue bombarding her thoughts with affirmations of desire. Soon enough she'll think the thoughts on her own -- not just hear them spoken 24/7 in her head.
Later in the day, she teased about needing to go masturbate... I know she wasn't really teasing though. She's starting to need it every day. This part of the training, at least, is an unqualified success. Now hopefully she'll start responding to the desire to use toys when she does it.
3 points gained today, for oral sex, masturbation and increased horniness. The first oral sex point. A good day!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 9/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 293/360.
Had my first sign of desire for oral sex this morning! She started what ended up being a great handjob with her mouth... Got me nice and hard with her tongue, and then pulled out some lube and worked my cock hard while talking very dirty to me. The subliminals that are constantly playing in the house are loaded with filthy dirty talk -- teaching her to call herself a dirty slut, a come-slut, and some other key phrases I haven't heard yet, but hope to soon.
I am guessing that it might take the entire 45-day training session to get her to want to come in her mouth. That's a hard-set thing in her mind, and the only way to break her into wanting it is to just continue bombarding her thoughts with affirmations of desire. Soon enough she'll think the thoughts on her own -- not just hear them spoken 24/7 in her head.
Later in the day, she teased about needing to go masturbate... I know she wasn't really teasing though. She's starting to need it every day. This part of the training, at least, is an unqualified success. Now hopefully she'll start responding to the desire to use toys when she does it.
3 points gained today, for oral sex, masturbation and increased horniness. The first oral sex point. A good day!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 9/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 293/360.
Friday, January 24, 2014
Day 10:
Everything is going according to plan. I see small changes in her daily. Her language is becoming coarser -- she is using more sexual innuendo when she talks to me. I caught her masturbating again. I wonder how often she's getting herself off when I'm not able to spy on her or peek in? Based on the frequency of times I've seen it? I'm guessing she's getting close to every day.
I noticed the sound was off on her computer. I need to find a way to make sure it comes back up everytime she starts it. This is, I think, affecting her porn viewing affirmations.
Also, I am still looking for more hope or evidence that she's going to want more blowjobs, to swallow my load, and to start masturbating with a dildo. This may come with time, but at the 10-day mark, there's not a whole lot of evidence that it's working yet. Two points today: for masturbating and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 298/360.
Everything is going according to plan. I see small changes in her daily. Her language is becoming coarser -- she is using more sexual innuendo when she talks to me. I caught her masturbating again. I wonder how often she's getting herself off when I'm not able to spy on her or peek in? Based on the frequency of times I've seen it? I'm guessing she's getting close to every day.
I noticed the sound was off on her computer. I need to find a way to make sure it comes back up everytime she starts it. This is, I think, affecting her porn viewing affirmations.
Also, I am still looking for more hope or evidence that she's going to want more blowjobs, to swallow my load, and to start masturbating with a dildo. This may come with time, but at the 10-day mark, there's not a whole lot of evidence that it's working yet. Two points today: for masturbating and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 298/360.
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Day 9:
Some progress on her porn watching. She clicked on a link to some male sex toys, then watched a FFF video (excellent!) and then, huh, searched specifically for tranny porn. This is intriguing to me. I wonder if her mind is trying to wrap her new interest in lesbian sex around her obvious heterosexuality, by trying to couch a male as the female? I'm not sure. All I know is that it's good that she's starting to watch more porn.
I think I mentioned earlier that I installed a synch in her browser so I can see what she's watching on the web by just synching my browser to hers... So I'm seeing her watch porn videos for a few minutes, and then she opens a chat window and starts talking to me about my orgasms. She wants me to try a technique that might increase the velocity of my come shot (!) -- I usually get a good shot off, but hell, I'll try anything :)
Then, she chatted that she needed to go lay down and think about me some more. Yup. Chalk up a point for masturbation today. And that makes today a great day for the scorecard. 4 points out of 8, for our best day ever. She scored in porn watching, lesbian porn-specific, masturbation, and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 303/360.
Some progress on her porn watching. She clicked on a link to some male sex toys, then watched a FFF video (excellent!) and then, huh, searched specifically for tranny porn. This is intriguing to me. I wonder if her mind is trying to wrap her new interest in lesbian sex around her obvious heterosexuality, by trying to couch a male as the female? I'm not sure. All I know is that it's good that she's starting to watch more porn.
I think I mentioned earlier that I installed a synch in her browser so I can see what she's watching on the web by just synching my browser to hers... So I'm seeing her watch porn videos for a few minutes, and then she opens a chat window and starts talking to me about my orgasms. She wants me to try a technique that might increase the velocity of my come shot (!) -- I usually get a good shot off, but hell, I'll try anything :)
Then, she chatted that she needed to go lay down and think about me some more. Yup. Chalk up a point for masturbation today. And that makes today a great day for the scorecard. 4 points out of 8, for our best day ever. She scored in porn watching, lesbian porn-specific, masturbation, and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 303/360.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Day 8:
Sometimes life gets in the way of your nefarious plans to brainwash your wife. LOL. Today she had to go to the doctor because of a leg injury that's been impeding our ability to have regular "actual" sex (and thus part of my need to increase her libido and desire to perform sexual acts outside of intercourse). Because her schedule was messed up, though, she had no free time during the day to mastubate or watch porn.
Pretty much all day she was irritable and not feeling well, and no matter how horny you make a woman, if she's not happy, she's not having it. But an interesting thing... We talked about her friend some more, and I laughed about how we'd have to make her come to our house for dinner one night. My wife replied "Oh I'll make her come all right," and was totally sexual about it. Whoa! That was awesome. She's not just thinking about lesbian porn -- but full on lesbian sex. This will go a long way toward experiment two, when we're ready to start it.
At the end of the night, she approached me and drew me into a very nice hand job. I'm really enjoying these, but am wondering when she'll start performing more oral. Today's score is 1/8 for the increased horniness and sex.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 7/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 307/360.
Sometimes life gets in the way of your nefarious plans to brainwash your wife. LOL. Today she had to go to the doctor because of a leg injury that's been impeding our ability to have regular "actual" sex (and thus part of my need to increase her libido and desire to perform sexual acts outside of intercourse). Because her schedule was messed up, though, she had no free time during the day to mastubate or watch porn.
Pretty much all day she was irritable and not feeling well, and no matter how horny you make a woman, if she's not happy, she's not having it. But an interesting thing... We talked about her friend some more, and I laughed about how we'd have to make her come to our house for dinner one night. My wife replied "Oh I'll make her come all right," and was totally sexual about it. Whoa! That was awesome. She's not just thinking about lesbian porn -- but full on lesbian sex. This will go a long way toward experiment two, when we're ready to start it.
At the end of the night, she approached me and drew me into a very nice hand job. I'm really enjoying these, but am wondering when she'll start performing more oral. Today's score is 1/8 for the increased horniness and sex.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 7/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 307/360.
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Day 7:
Some movement on the porn directive. Today she started watching some porn videos -- it doesn't look like she did any specific searching, but she watched two videos, and spent a few minutes on each. Her browser history shows she also clicked on a Groupon link for a new vibrator (it's crazy what you can buy on Groupon these days, right?).
I may need to install a small camera in the bedroom, so I can observe if she's masturbating during the day. I don't always stay awake long enough to catch her masturbating at night, and I did not observe her doing to today.
I am very pleased with the progress she's making. I'd like to see her watching more porn more regularly, and start directing toward lesbian porn soon, too, if possible. As well, shopping for a vibrator needs to lead to actually buying it (this would be a HUGE victory) and then using it regularly too.
Still, today earns another 2 points, for horniness and watching porn.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 6/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 314/360.
Some movement on the porn directive. Today she started watching some porn videos -- it doesn't look like she did any specific searching, but she watched two videos, and spent a few minutes on each. Her browser history shows she also clicked on a Groupon link for a new vibrator (it's crazy what you can buy on Groupon these days, right?).
I may need to install a small camera in the bedroom, so I can observe if she's masturbating during the day. I don't always stay awake long enough to catch her masturbating at night, and I did not observe her doing to today.
I am very pleased with the progress she's making. I'd like to see her watching more porn more regularly, and start directing toward lesbian porn soon, too, if possible. As well, shopping for a vibrator needs to lead to actually buying it (this would be a HUGE victory) and then using it regularly too.
Still, today earns another 2 points, for horniness and watching porn.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 6/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 314/360.
Monday, January 20, 2014
Day 6:
She started an interesting topic today. Would I be all right if she went to visit an old girlfriend for a few days? I told her of course. She's told me in the past that if there was any girl she'd be comfortable having a lesbian encounter with, it would be this friend. So I think she's got lesbian sex on her mind. Also, an interesting thing. Her browser history showed she went to Keez today... She didn't click any links or stay on the page.. But she went. I count that. It's a start.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 5/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 320/360.
She started an interesting topic today. Would I be all right if she went to visit an old girlfriend for a few days? I told her of course. She's told me in the past that if there was any girl she'd be comfortable having a lesbian encounter with, it would be this friend. So I think she's got lesbian sex on her mind. Also, an interesting thing. Her browser history showed she went to Keez today... She didn't click any links or stay on the page.. But she went. I count that. It's a start.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 5/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 320/360.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Day 5:
I woke up feeling very pleasant and as I came to, I realized that I was rock hard. Rock hard, and with a hand around it, slowly stroking it. I'm not sure how big of a grin came to my face, but she smiled back at me and said "Good morning."
The next twenty minutes or so were all about her just luxuriating over my cock, and giving me a slow, satisfying hand job. I was a little disappointed that she didn't lean down and take it into her mouth, but it's hard to deny that this wasn't fucking fantastic.
The rest of the day was uneventful. I didn't notice any other changes in her behavior. At least we got back on track with progressing toward training her to be the perfect, horny, masturbating, porn-watching slut. 1 of 8 points today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 4/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 326/360.
I woke up feeling very pleasant and as I came to, I realized that I was rock hard. Rock hard, and with a hand around it, slowly stroking it. I'm not sure how big of a grin came to my face, but she smiled back at me and said "Good morning."
The next twenty minutes or so were all about her just luxuriating over my cock, and giving me a slow, satisfying hand job. I was a little disappointed that she didn't lean down and take it into her mouth, but it's hard to deny that this wasn't fucking fantastic.
The rest of the day was uneventful. I didn't notice any other changes in her behavior. At least we got back on track with progressing toward training her to be the perfect, horny, masturbating, porn-watching slut. 1 of 8 points today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 4/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 326/360.
Friday, January 17, 2014
Day 4:
Today was a really busy day for the both of us. There wasn't much to report on. The house subliminals are still playing the file I call "Lessons." The relaxation CD plays all night, with Lessons and additional subliminals encouraging the love and craving of oral sex. A third subliminal plays on her computer every day, encouraging her to watch porn whenever she's online.
I didn't notice any behavioral changes today, and we never really had any quiet time -- it was go, go, go all day. At one point, she laughed about needing a little "me" time -- and she said it in a sexy voice, so I wonder if she was at least thinking about needing to masturbate. But that was about it.
For the first time in this experiment, we had a 0-out-of-8 score, as I could not observe a single item on the "things my wife will start doing" list. Bummer. :/
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 333/360.
Today was a really busy day for the both of us. There wasn't much to report on. The house subliminals are still playing the file I call "Lessons." The relaxation CD plays all night, with Lessons and additional subliminals encouraging the love and craving of oral sex. A third subliminal plays on her computer every day, encouraging her to watch porn whenever she's online.
I didn't notice any behavioral changes today, and we never really had any quiet time -- it was go, go, go all day. At one point, she laughed about needing a little "me" time -- and she said it in a sexy voice, so I wonder if she was at least thinking about needing to masturbate. But that was about it.
For the first time in this experiment, we had a 0-out-of-8 score, as I could not observe a single item on the "things my wife will start doing" list. Bummer. :/
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 333/360.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Day 3:
I was encouraged by yesterday's results. I made sure the subliminals in the house speakers were still playing, that the file on her computer was still running and hoped for the best. Still, there was no evidence of any significant changes in her behavior or habits. I found a way to sync up her web browser with mine -- meaning I could view her internet viewing history without having to be on her computer, so I set that up.
That night, after we'd gone to bed, I was awoken by the wet sounds of her pussy and fingers again. She masturbated in small, short bursts -- I think she was trying to get off without me knowing again. It went on for a while, an intense fingering session, then a pause... At one point I thought she'd simply fallen asleep while masturbating (which would have been cool in and of itself!) Then she regathered her will to orgasm and finished herself off in a flurry.
I went to sleep hard as hell, and grinning furiously. At least as far as masturbation goes, this subliminal training is working like gangbusters. So, only 2 points out of 8 again, but still... We're going from nothing out of nothing... All progress is good progress when it comes to training your wife.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 341/360.
I was encouraged by yesterday's results. I made sure the subliminals in the house speakers were still playing, that the file on her computer was still running and hoped for the best. Still, there was no evidence of any significant changes in her behavior or habits. I found a way to sync up her web browser with mine -- meaning I could view her internet viewing history without having to be on her computer, so I set that up.
That night, after we'd gone to bed, I was awoken by the wet sounds of her pussy and fingers again. She masturbated in small, short bursts -- I think she was trying to get off without me knowing again. It went on for a while, an intense fingering session, then a pause... At one point I thought she'd simply fallen asleep while masturbating (which would have been cool in and of itself!) Then she regathered her will to orgasm and finished herself off in a flurry.
I went to sleep hard as hell, and grinning furiously. At least as far as masturbation goes, this subliminal training is working like gangbusters. So, only 2 points out of 8 again, but still... We're going from nothing out of nothing... All progress is good progress when it comes to training your wife.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 341/360.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Day 2:
Today was pretty uneventful. Your usual "no sex because we're too busy" day. The subliminals are playing through the house all day, the relaxation CD next to our bed plays subliminals all night. A hidden subliminal player plays subliminals on her computer when she's online.
I really didn't put any stock in anything happening today, because it's just day two. What could happen in a day?
We went to bed, and as I was falling asleep, I felt her arm twitch. I pretended to be asleep, and oh, my, God... She was masturbating. She was being very quiet and trying not to wake me up, but she was horny and in need, and getting herself off famously.
I know she didn't want me to see it because that's simply something she hasn't done in front of me before. How could she know that I'm the one encouraging her to want -- need -- to do it?
Well, if the program is this successful at one of the easier items on the list, how well will it do with the others?
Today earned points on the scorecard for Masturbation and Horniness. The way I've broken down this scale is that every day gets 0-8 points, for a possible total of 45 points in a category (this is a 45-day experiment).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 1/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 2/45
Obviously, we'll never be able to hit a perfect score with a card like this. Out of a potential maximum of 360, the highest possible score I'll be able to get at this point is 347. Of course, the truest scorecard is "At the end of the 45 days, is she doing all of these things?"
We'll find out in 43 more days.
Today was pretty uneventful. Your usual "no sex because we're too busy" day. The subliminals are playing through the house all day, the relaxation CD next to our bed plays subliminals all night. A hidden subliminal player plays subliminals on her computer when she's online.
I really didn't put any stock in anything happening today, because it's just day two. What could happen in a day?
We went to bed, and as I was falling asleep, I felt her arm twitch. I pretended to be asleep, and oh, my, God... She was masturbating. She was being very quiet and trying not to wake me up, but she was horny and in need, and getting herself off famously.
I know she didn't want me to see it because that's simply something she hasn't done in front of me before. How could she know that I'm the one encouraging her to want -- need -- to do it?
Well, if the program is this successful at one of the easier items on the list, how well will it do with the others?
Today earned points on the scorecard for Masturbation and Horniness. The way I've broken down this scale is that every day gets 0-8 points, for a possible total of 45 points in a category (this is a 45-day experiment).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 1/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 2/45
Obviously, we'll never be able to hit a perfect score with a card like this. Out of a potential maximum of 360, the highest possible score I'll be able to get at this point is 347. Of course, the truest scorecard is "At the end of the 45 days, is she doing all of these things?"
We'll find out in 43 more days.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Day 1:
I started playing the relaxation CD when we went to bed on New Year's Eve. During New Year's day I activated the silent subliminals to play throughout the house all day. To be honest, I didn't expect much for the first day -- even for the first week. These things take time.
At the end of the day, though, as we were heading to bed, she took my cock in her hands and started stroking it. That was nice. We'd been so busy I don't think we'd had sex since Christmas. But instead of pumping me until I came all over myself, which is what usually happens, she told me she wanted me to shoot my come on her tits. That was new.
Maybe these subliminals do work.
I'm going to keep a 45-day scorecard. For each day that she exhibits one of the behaviors I'm trying to instill in her, she'll get a point. That way I can have some empirical evidence of whether or not the subliminal training program works.
Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 0/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 1/45
So, out of a total of 360 possible points, this 45 day training regime is up to 1 point so far lol. Ah well... We'll see what tomorrow brings!
I started playing the relaxation CD when we went to bed on New Year's Eve. During New Year's day I activated the silent subliminals to play throughout the house all day. To be honest, I didn't expect much for the first day -- even for the first week. These things take time.
At the end of the day, though, as we were heading to bed, she took my cock in her hands and started stroking it. That was nice. We'd been so busy I don't think we'd had sex since Christmas. But instead of pumping me until I came all over myself, which is what usually happens, she told me she wanted me to shoot my come on her tits. That was new.
Maybe these subliminals do work.
I'm going to keep a 45-day scorecard. For each day that she exhibits one of the behaviors I'm trying to instill in her, she'll get a point. That way I can have some empirical evidence of whether or not the subliminal training program works.
Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 0/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 1/45
So, out of a total of 360 possible points, this 45 day training regime is up to 1 point so far lol. Ah well... We'll see what tomorrow brings!
Monday, January 13, 2014
Subliminal Training File #1: Lessons
Lessons is a custom subliminal I had created to encourage specific behavior in my wife. In particular, this silent subliminal encourages her to want to watch porn every day. It focuses a desire on lesbian porn, because this is the kind I prefer, and because I'm going to parlay this desire into more exotic training in her future. It also instills in her a desire to watch porn with me as an intro to foreplay.
In addition, the silent subliminal messages encourage her to want to masturbate. They tell her that masturbation is normal, natural, and that she is always in the mood to finger herself. Now, she's masturbated in the past, of course, but she simply doesn't do it all the time -- and I want her to be a horny little slut, and increased masturbation helps stimulate the pleasure centers in the brain. Soon enough she's going to be addicted to orgasming, and that's how I want her.
I added affirmations that she'll want to masturbate with a dildo and will want me to watch her masturbate. In fact, it will turn her on to fuck herself for me.
Those are the first set of lessons I want her to learn. Watch lesbian porn, masturbate daily with a dildo. Initiate and ask me to join her in these activities.
This silent subliminal plays all day and all night through speakers I've installed in the walls of the house. In addition to this, at night we play a relaxation CD (rainfall, ocean, etc) while we sleep. What the wife doesn't know, is that this CD has another subliminal message playing: a desire to suck cock, a craving for the feel of a cock in her mouth, and an encouragement that she loves the taste of come.
She's given me blow jobs in the past, but far and few behind, and she never swallows -- or even lets me come in her mouth. She doesn't like the texture she says.
I am setting a 45-day goal to see how these affirmations work on her. The three key behavior changes:
Go from watching no porn a day to watching lesbian porn daily.
Go from not masturbating at all to masturbating with a dildo daily.
Go from not enjoying oral sex or tasting come to craving my cock in her mouth.
I'll start reporting the results tomorrow.
In addition, the silent subliminal messages encourage her to want to masturbate. They tell her that masturbation is normal, natural, and that she is always in the mood to finger herself. Now, she's masturbated in the past, of course, but she simply doesn't do it all the time -- and I want her to be a horny little slut, and increased masturbation helps stimulate the pleasure centers in the brain. Soon enough she's going to be addicted to orgasming, and that's how I want her.
I added affirmations that she'll want to masturbate with a dildo and will want me to watch her masturbate. In fact, it will turn her on to fuck herself for me.
Those are the first set of lessons I want her to learn. Watch lesbian porn, masturbate daily with a dildo. Initiate and ask me to join her in these activities.
This silent subliminal plays all day and all night through speakers I've installed in the walls of the house. In addition to this, at night we play a relaxation CD (rainfall, ocean, etc) while we sleep. What the wife doesn't know, is that this CD has another subliminal message playing: a desire to suck cock, a craving for the feel of a cock in her mouth, and an encouragement that she loves the taste of come.
She's given me blow jobs in the past, but far and few behind, and she never swallows -- or even lets me come in her mouth. She doesn't like the texture she says.
I am setting a 45-day goal to see how these affirmations work on her. The three key behavior changes:
Go from watching no porn a day to watching lesbian porn daily.
Go from not masturbating at all to masturbating with a dildo daily.
Go from not enjoying oral sex or tasting come to craving my cock in her mouth.
I'll start reporting the results tomorrow.
Sunday, January 12, 2014
About Subliminal Wife Training
As a man, it is our desire to want a wife who is willing to do anything we wish in bed. Unfortunately, for the vast majority of men, this is not the case. In my own situation, my wife was a wonderful lover, but I wanted more from her than she was comfortable giving.
I set aside time to study ways to help encourage her to perform the acts I wanted, and after several months, found the tools I needed in the use of subliminal programming. At least, that is what I have been hoping for.
There are several good subliminal companies out there, and I picked my brain trying to put together the perfect combination.
This blog is a daily journal of our first training session. I have wired the home with an all-house sound system, it was a simple matter to wire in a CD playing one set of silent subliminals that play all day, every day. Then I set up a CD player by the bedside, and we play "relaxation sounds" every night. Little does she know that that CD player is loaded with subliminals too. In addition, I installed a silent subliminal and silent subliminal player on her computer -- every time she's online, she's being trained to be my perfect wife.
And so that's the introduction. I started training her on January 1. Tomorrow I will post the contents of her subliminals, and then each day recount my journal entries for that day.
For those curious, this is not fiction. It's not an elaborate internet hoax. I am testing how well subliminals work to train a person who has no knowledge of their being used. I am turning my wife into a sex-starved slut, all for my personal gratification. And I'm sharing these experiences with you.
I set aside time to study ways to help encourage her to perform the acts I wanted, and after several months, found the tools I needed in the use of subliminal programming. At least, that is what I have been hoping for.
There are several good subliminal companies out there, and I picked my brain trying to put together the perfect combination.
This blog is a daily journal of our first training session. I have wired the home with an all-house sound system, it was a simple matter to wire in a CD playing one set of silent subliminals that play all day, every day. Then I set up a CD player by the bedside, and we play "relaxation sounds" every night. Little does she know that that CD player is loaded with subliminals too. In addition, I installed a silent subliminal and silent subliminal player on her computer -- every time she's online, she's being trained to be my perfect wife.
And so that's the introduction. I started training her on January 1. Tomorrow I will post the contents of her subliminals, and then each day recount my journal entries for that day.
For those curious, this is not fiction. It's not an elaborate internet hoax. I am testing how well subliminals work to train a person who has no knowledge of their being used. I am turning my wife into a sex-starved slut, all for my personal gratification. And I'm sharing these experiences with you.
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