Well, day 45 has come. The first training session/experiment is over. How did we do?
I wanted my wife to become a horny slut. We had had decent sex in the past, but now we're having sex 3-4 times a week, and 2-3 handjobs/blowjobs a week. She's not exactly a slut yet, but her sex drive is through the roof. Utter success here.
I wanted my wife to start sucking my cock, and swallowing the load. In this matter, we had mixed success. She sucked my cock 6-7 times in the 45 day session, which is about as many times as she did total for 2013 -- so that part is a huge success. But she never swallowed, so fail there.
I wanted my wife to watch porn on a regular basis, especially lesbian porn, and double especially with me. Her browser history shows that she did start watching porn, but only mentioned lesbian porn once, and never watched porn with me at all, so this whole part was a fail.
Finally, I wanted my wife to start masturbating daily and to start masturbating with a dildo or vibrator. While she did masturbate a few times a week, she never used sex toys. So this is a mixed result too.
So, for the first experiment, I think we give this a C-. The subliminals DID have an effect on her, just not as strong of one as I would have hoped. Experiment two starts on Monday, with revisions to the subliminals and how I built them. Let's see how it goes. See you next week!
Friday, February 28, 2014
Thursday, February 27, 2014
Day 44: Second to last day of training session one.
I feel like this first session really just established some specific questions that need to be looked at more deeply and I'm hoping to spend more time on each one as we progress. Not much to report today. Her libido seems to have dropped today. Not sure if it's medication related, or what. A disappointing day, though. One of the first in a while where we were both healthy, but no sex happened.
Man, I have gotten spoiled on these subliminals. You start having sex every day, you get a little cranky when that stops!
See you all tomorrow.
I feel like this first session really just established some specific questions that need to be looked at more deeply and I'm hoping to spend more time on each one as we progress. Not much to report today. Her libido seems to have dropped today. Not sure if it's medication related, or what. A disappointing day, though. One of the first in a while where we were both healthy, but no sex happened.
Man, I have gotten spoiled on these subliminals. You start having sex every day, you get a little cranky when that stops!
See you all tomorrow.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Day 43:
Looking at my notes for this day, I see I wrote only the following entry:
"More porn. More masturbation. Great handjob."
LOL.
For the record, I post my blog entries on about a 1-week delay. This is more so I can compensate for days in the future when I might miss a post or two... I won't ever be playing catch-up. For instance, today's and yesterday's posts where put up at the same time, with one back-dated, because I missed yesterday.
However, sometimes I'm so busy, the notes I have for each day get a little skimpy. But those notes say it all: I am cumming more often than I ever did before, even when I was young and single. If nothing else about the subliminals ever goes the way I'd hoped, the massive boost to her sex drive has made it all worth it.
Training session one ends in two days. Training session two starts on Monday. Scorecard and review of the first subliminals in between. See you all tomorrow!
Looking at my notes for this day, I see I wrote only the following entry:
"More porn. More masturbation. Great handjob."
LOL.
For the record, I post my blog entries on about a 1-week delay. This is more so I can compensate for days in the future when I might miss a post or two... I won't ever be playing catch-up. For instance, today's and yesterday's posts where put up at the same time, with one back-dated, because I missed yesterday.
However, sometimes I'm so busy, the notes I have for each day get a little skimpy. But those notes say it all: I am cumming more often than I ever did before, even when I was young and single. If nothing else about the subliminals ever goes the way I'd hoped, the massive boost to her sex drive has made it all worth it.
Training session one ends in two days. Training session two starts on Monday. Scorecard and review of the first subliminals in between. See you all tomorrow!
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Day 42:
She's watching porn and masturbating again. She must be feeling better!
I installed a webcam on the desktop in the bedroom. She never looks over that way, so she's not going to notice the light on, but now I have a clear view of her all day. A motion detector app emails me if there's movement in the bedroom. I'll get a better idea of how often she's masturbating now, which is important, because next week when session two starts, I'm looking to make the masturbation a daily compulsion for her.
Tracking the porn's going to be a little difficult, I think. Now that she has that new phone, she's doing everything on it -- which effectively removes one of my subliminal feeds into her brain, too. But she lets me use her phone on occasion -- a quick look into her phone's browser history shows she's been watching porn on it. Not the kind of porn I wanted her to do with the session, but small steps.
If I had a little more free cash, I'd commission a hidden subliminal player for Android. That would rock so hard.
She's watching porn and masturbating again. She must be feeling better!
I installed a webcam on the desktop in the bedroom. She never looks over that way, so she's not going to notice the light on, but now I have a clear view of her all day. A motion detector app emails me if there's movement in the bedroom. I'll get a better idea of how often she's masturbating now, which is important, because next week when session two starts, I'm looking to make the masturbation a daily compulsion for her.
Tracking the porn's going to be a little difficult, I think. Now that she has that new phone, she's doing everything on it -- which effectively removes one of my subliminal feeds into her brain, too. But she lets me use her phone on occasion -- a quick look into her phone's browser history shows she's been watching porn on it. Not the kind of porn I wanted her to do with the session, but small steps.
If I had a little more free cash, I'd commission a hidden subliminal player for Android. That would rock so hard.
Monday, February 24, 2014
Day 41:
Another sick day. Flu/Cold season was relatively mild this year, but we still have had some lingering issues affecting our health in the cold, wet Pacific Northwest.
The primary subliminal file for Training Session Two is ready. Instead of 8 behaviors I am trying to modify, I've brought the focus down to six, to try and better pinpoint what I want her to do. In addition, I'm pushing her toward things that she finds either neutral, or is not strictly opposed to. I think if I change her mind in small ways, she'll be more inclined in the future to change on the bigger items.
The six things I will be training my wife in during the next 45 days, with the endgame always being "horny, sex-crazed cumslut," are:
Masturbate every day. -- Increasing this from the semi-successful push last session. She began masturbating in Session One. I want to make this a daily compulsion.
Buy a sex toy. -- Did not have success with the sex toys directive in Session One. This time, it's a subtle push: she's going to think about how much better her masturbation could be with one, and wish she had one. So this time, I'm not telling her to buy a toy. I'm giving her reasons... so that she ends up choosing to buy the toy all by herself.
Dream about sex. -- Some effort into making her think about sex and sexual situations while she sleeps. To dream about cock sucking. Being told that in her dreams, cum tastes delicious. It may be easier for her mind to accept that dream cum is wonderful, even if real cum isn't. This is just an experiment. If her mind accepts this conceit, my guess is that will profoundly affect what she thinks about real-world cum.
Wear red nail polish -- with double trigger. -- She'll want to wear red nail polish because it makes her look sexy and sophisticated. Trigger one: When she puts the polish on, she'll think about how good her hand will look stroking my cock with those pretty nails. Trigger two: When she strokes my cock, she'll think about how good she looks in red nail polish. So the two triggers ought to self-reinforce each other. She doesn't wear makeup at all, so any nail polish is a sign she's accepting this affirmation.
Submissive in bed -- My wife is a very type A personality who does not like giving up control, in real life or in the bedroom. This affirmation is trying to establish some submissive tendencies in her. Specifically, I'm looking for her to start using the word "please."
Sexting -- As part of the increased horniness/sluttiness directive, I'm doing another experiment. Can I get her to take naked pics or videos of herself and send them to me? That's what this portion of the subliminal will test.
Day one of session two begins on Monday, March 3rd. Until then, this week we're just closing out session one, and looking forward to all the weird new fun I should get watching my wife's pretty little head absorb the new commands that are going to start pulsing in her head when it begins.
Another sick day. Flu/Cold season was relatively mild this year, but we still have had some lingering issues affecting our health in the cold, wet Pacific Northwest.
The primary subliminal file for Training Session Two is ready. Instead of 8 behaviors I am trying to modify, I've brought the focus down to six, to try and better pinpoint what I want her to do. In addition, I'm pushing her toward things that she finds either neutral, or is not strictly opposed to. I think if I change her mind in small ways, she'll be more inclined in the future to change on the bigger items.
The six things I will be training my wife in during the next 45 days, with the endgame always being "horny, sex-crazed cumslut," are:
Masturbate every day. -- Increasing this from the semi-successful push last session. She began masturbating in Session One. I want to make this a daily compulsion.
Buy a sex toy. -- Did not have success with the sex toys directive in Session One. This time, it's a subtle push: she's going to think about how much better her masturbation could be with one, and wish she had one. So this time, I'm not telling her to buy a toy. I'm giving her reasons... so that she ends up choosing to buy the toy all by herself.
Dream about sex. -- Some effort into making her think about sex and sexual situations while she sleeps. To dream about cock sucking. Being told that in her dreams, cum tastes delicious. It may be easier for her mind to accept that dream cum is wonderful, even if real cum isn't. This is just an experiment. If her mind accepts this conceit, my guess is that will profoundly affect what she thinks about real-world cum.
Wear red nail polish -- with double trigger. -- She'll want to wear red nail polish because it makes her look sexy and sophisticated. Trigger one: When she puts the polish on, she'll think about how good her hand will look stroking my cock with those pretty nails. Trigger two: When she strokes my cock, she'll think about how good she looks in red nail polish. So the two triggers ought to self-reinforce each other. She doesn't wear makeup at all, so any nail polish is a sign she's accepting this affirmation.
Submissive in bed -- My wife is a very type A personality who does not like giving up control, in real life or in the bedroom. This affirmation is trying to establish some submissive tendencies in her. Specifically, I'm looking for her to start using the word "please."
Sexting -- As part of the increased horniness/sluttiness directive, I'm doing another experiment. Can I get her to take naked pics or videos of herself and send them to me? That's what this portion of the subliminal will test.
Day one of session two begins on Monday, March 3rd. Until then, this week we're just closing out session one, and looking forward to all the weird new fun I should get watching my wife's pretty little head absorb the new commands that are going to start pulsing in her head when it begins.
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Day 40:
Well, the first session is winding down. Session one gets mixed reviews. I wanted to increase my wife's horniness, make her want oral sex more -- and to swallow when she does. I wanted her to watch porn -- specifically lesbian porn. Finally, I wanted her to masturbate often, with toys.
What I got consistently was a massive increase in horniness and desire for sex. She did watch porn, though very sporadically, and she did increase her masturbation, masturbating (on average) 2-3 times a week when she was alone, or thinking I was asleep. We had oral sex a few times -- but not enough to consider that direct successful.
The subliminals were an utter failure in regards to lesbian porn, swallowing cum, and masturbating with toys.
She masturbated today, played with my
cock during the day, and had me finger fuck her again to show how wet
she was. She is amazed at how horny she is and how wet she is. This
is great, because when I start the new session next week, we're going
to be working specifically on capitalizing on her horniness.
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Day 39:
If I wasn't mindfucking my wife every day with these subliminals, I would be stunned at my wife today. We started the day with me horny as hell, but there was just not enough time to do anything. She said it, and I knew it, I just didn't like it, lol.
But as I walked by her, cock jutting out, as it does when I'm horny, she grabbed it and proceeded to stroke and suck it and got me off in quick order. Didn't swallow, but it was a great blowjob nonetheless.
During the day, she asked if she should make me watch lesbian porn to keep me hard all day! That is, to my knowledge, the first time she's ever used the phrase "lesbian porn" -- effects of the subliminals finally taking a little root? I think definitely so!
But that isn't even the best part. Today, she was laying down and I asked if I could get her something -- like a coke, or whatever. "Yeah, your cock," she said. She started to tell me she had been massively horny for the last few days, "you could literally snap your fingers and say "let's fuck" and I'd be ready," she said. "Look!" She stripped down and said, "Feel!"
I slipped two fingers in... easily. "I am always wet," she said. "What in the world is happening to me?"
Great fucking day, though. More sex, oral sex, lesbian porn (referenced, at least), and her realization that she's turning into a horny fuckable slut. This day almost makes the whole 45-day session totally worth it.
If I wasn't mindfucking my wife every day with these subliminals, I would be stunned at my wife today. We started the day with me horny as hell, but there was just not enough time to do anything. She said it, and I knew it, I just didn't like it, lol.
But as I walked by her, cock jutting out, as it does when I'm horny, she grabbed it and proceeded to stroke and suck it and got me off in quick order. Didn't swallow, but it was a great blowjob nonetheless.
During the day, she asked if she should make me watch lesbian porn to keep me hard all day! That is, to my knowledge, the first time she's ever used the phrase "lesbian porn" -- effects of the subliminals finally taking a little root? I think definitely so!
But that isn't even the best part. Today, she was laying down and I asked if I could get her something -- like a coke, or whatever. "Yeah, your cock," she said. She started to tell me she had been massively horny for the last few days, "you could literally snap your fingers and say "let's fuck" and I'd be ready," she said. "Look!" She stripped down and said, "Feel!"
I slipped two fingers in... easily. "I am always wet," she said. "What in the world is happening to me?"
"I think you just need a good fucking," I told her.
And so we did. She came hard and fast, and shortly after that, so did I.
OH! And she has been watching porn! On her
new smart phone. I need to find a way to track her browser history there. Great fucking day, though. More sex, oral sex, lesbian porn (referenced, at least), and her realization that she's turning into a horny fuckable slut. This day almost makes the whole 45-day session totally worth it.
Friday, February 21, 2014
Day 38:
Today was almost a breakthrough day -- clearly we're ending another plateau and rising to new horniness heights. She masturbated early in the morning, before we got up, and then, sensing that I was awake, she stroked my cock and asked me to finger fuck her. After she got me rock hard -- something she's getting very good at! -- she begged me to fuck her again, which I was happy to oblige!
During the day, she told me she was so happy she could just suck my cock. Later she told me she'd been thinking about maybe having a tryst with her girlfriend, but it felt funny to admit that. I told her that as a horndog husband, I would be all for it! ^_^
She told me she'd been so horny recently she didn't know what to do. I told her I had a good idea of what she needed, and things went downright carnal from there. Her levels of horniness are through the roof right now. I need to look at getting some kind of herbal pill that can help increase my cum load, because she is milking me hard these days. Fucking 2-3 times a day gets pretty damn wearying on an old guy!
I started working on creating the new subliminals today. They will be ready next week when this session ends. I'm going to post my notes of how I made them when I finish.
Hey -- I added a donate button to the side of the blog. If you like the work I'm doing here, and want to help me continue, could you throw a dog a bone? Everyone who donates more than $10 will get a copy of the custom subliminal I'm making for lesson two.
Your letters, comments, and feedback are the fuel that keep me posting -- anything financial on top of that is just gravy that helps me get better tools for mindfucking the wife. I appreciate it all. Thanks!
Today was almost a breakthrough day -- clearly we're ending another plateau and rising to new horniness heights. She masturbated early in the morning, before we got up, and then, sensing that I was awake, she stroked my cock and asked me to finger fuck her. After she got me rock hard -- something she's getting very good at! -- she begged me to fuck her again, which I was happy to oblige!
During the day, she told me she was so happy she could just suck my cock. Later she told me she'd been thinking about maybe having a tryst with her girlfriend, but it felt funny to admit that. I told her that as a horndog husband, I would be all for it! ^_^
She told me she'd been so horny recently she didn't know what to do. I told her I had a good idea of what she needed, and things went downright carnal from there. Her levels of horniness are through the roof right now. I need to look at getting some kind of herbal pill that can help increase my cum load, because she is milking me hard these days. Fucking 2-3 times a day gets pretty damn wearying on an old guy!
I started working on creating the new subliminals today. They will be ready next week when this session ends. I'm going to post my notes of how I made them when I finish.
Hey -- I added a donate button to the side of the blog. If you like the work I'm doing here, and want to help me continue, could you throw a dog a bone? Everyone who donates more than $10 will get a copy of the custom subliminal I'm making for lesson two.
Your letters, comments, and feedback are the fuel that keep me posting -- anything financial on top of that is just gravy that helps me get better tools for mindfucking the wife. I appreciate it all. Thanks!
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Day 37:
O.M.G. This is unrelated to session one -- but I just got the audio file back from my voice talent for session two, and it's fantastic. I am amazed at how well she did on the job. Over the weekend I am going to create the new subliminal files for session two and I'll document the process in a future blog post so you guys can see how I do what I do.
As far as the day went, though, it was a great day. She woke up horny and stroked me into a great handjob, and then I finger fucked her to orgasm. That night, we had sex again, just vanilla this time, but she was so wet when we started we didn't need any foreplay.
I've noticed that since I got her a new smartphone, she's not using her computer much anymore. I need to find out if there's a way to play subliminals on the phone without her knowing.
I am listening to the file my voice talent made me. Damn. I am so hard just listening to this. It's going to be a great session two. ^_^
O.M.G. This is unrelated to session one -- but I just got the audio file back from my voice talent for session two, and it's fantastic. I am amazed at how well she did on the job. Over the weekend I am going to create the new subliminal files for session two and I'll document the process in a future blog post so you guys can see how I do what I do.
As far as the day went, though, it was a great day. She woke up horny and stroked me into a great handjob, and then I finger fucked her to orgasm. That night, we had sex again, just vanilla this time, but she was so wet when we started we didn't need any foreplay.
I've noticed that since I got her a new smartphone, she's not using her computer much anymore. I need to find out if there's a way to play subliminals on the phone without her knowing.
I am listening to the file my voice talent made me. Damn. I am so hard just listening to this. It's going to be a great session two. ^_^
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Day 36:
She is so horny. I love it. Today, searching her phone, I saw she had been texting a girlfriend and complaining about how horny she was. "He could just snap his fingers and say "Let's fuck and I'd flip on my back for him right now. I am so wet," she wrote. I got hard just reading it LOL.
So we fucked.
I have to make a decision on the voice talent for my new subliminal soon. The bids came in higher than I expected, so that's sad, but I have a feeling this next session will be amazing as a result.
Lots of new friends on Fetlife who read my blog. If you like what you read here, please friend me over there. My username is TheWifeTrainer there too.
She is so horny. I love it. Today, searching her phone, I saw she had been texting a girlfriend and complaining about how horny she was. "He could just snap his fingers and say "Let's fuck and I'd flip on my back for him right now. I am so wet," she wrote. I got hard just reading it LOL.
So we fucked.
I have to make a decision on the voice talent for my new subliminal soon. The bids came in higher than I expected, so that's sad, but I have a feeling this next session will be amazing as a result.
Lots of new friends on Fetlife who read my blog. If you like what you read here, please friend me over there. My username is TheWifeTrainer there too.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Day 35:
Ugh. Not much to report here at all. We both have a cold and feel like crap. Even if I was horny, I wouldn't be in the mood for anything, and she's not much better. Stupid real life interrupting my sex fantasies. :(
A note for the "lessons learned" column: subliminal programming will not overrun the body's natural need to heal and replenish, apparently.
Ugh. Not much to report here at all. We both have a cold and feel like crap. Even if I was horny, I wouldn't be in the mood for anything, and she's not much better. Stupid real life interrupting my sex fantasies. :(
A note for the "lessons learned" column: subliminal programming will not overrun the body's natural need to heal and replenish, apparently.
Monday, February 17, 2014
Day 34:
I'm giving up on the scorecard thing. At the end of the 45-day training session, I'm just going to give an overall score. It was kinda just filler anyway. Suffice to say, of the 8 things I wanted to change about my wife, one of them (increased horniness/sex) scored a solid A, while most other items (masturbation, watch porn, oral sex) got a C or a flat out F- (swallow cum, watch lesbian porn, watch porn with me, masturbate with toys).
I thought I'd share some of the texts/gmail chats she sends me every day. They're fantastic. She has turned into a wonderful cocktease whenever she thinks about me, which is quite often, it seems!
I'm giving up on the scorecard thing. At the end of the 45-day training session, I'm just going to give an overall score. It was kinda just filler anyway. Suffice to say, of the 8 things I wanted to change about my wife, one of them (increased horniness/sex) scored a solid A, while most other items (masturbation, watch porn, oral sex) got a C or a flat out F- (swallow cum, watch lesbian porn, watch porn with me, masturbate with toys).
I thought I'd share some of the texts/gmail chats she sends me every day. They're fantastic. She has turned into a wonderful cocktease whenever she thinks about me, which is quite often, it seems!
I put a call out for female voice talent for the new subliminal file, the responses have been amazing so far. A little more than I want to pay... but I think the added cost may be well worth it. More on this as it develops.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Day 33:
We seem to have established a pattern. It's not quite the habit I was hoping for, but it's a start. For four days in a row now, she's approached me insisting on sex. I'm going to add submissive directives in the next training session, to encourage her not just to insist, but to beg to be fucked. Adding submissive undertones now will go a long way -- if they take hold in her fairly dominant mind -- toward breaking her to my will utterly.
For those following along, I'm going to post the affirmations that will be going into training session #2. The six areas I'm going to change her mind about (the whole time her thinking it's just her own changing attitudes, of course), are sexual dreams, submissive thoughts, wearing red nail polish, masturbating daily, buying sex toys, and sending me naked photographs and pornographic videos of herself.
Session 2 will start 5 days after this 45-day session ends. The last session was a little too cluttered. This session will have two arousal tracks, and the custom track I am going to create using the following affirmations:
One point for needing sex again today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 28/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
We seem to have established a pattern. It's not quite the habit I was hoping for, but it's a start. For four days in a row now, she's approached me insisting on sex. I'm going to add submissive directives in the next training session, to encourage her not just to insist, but to beg to be fucked. Adding submissive undertones now will go a long way -- if they take hold in her fairly dominant mind -- toward breaking her to my will utterly.
For those following along, I'm going to post the affirmations that will be going into training session #2. The six areas I'm going to change her mind about (the whole time her thinking it's just her own changing attitudes, of course), are sexual dreams, submissive thoughts, wearing red nail polish, masturbating daily, buying sex toys, and sending me naked photographs and pornographic videos of herself.
Session 2 will start 5 days after this 45-day session ends. The last session was a little too cluttered. This session will have two arousal tracks, and the custom track I am going to create using the following affirmations:
| I am dreaming about sex. |
| I am dreaming about long hard cocks |
| I am dreaming about fucking a long hard cock. |
| I am fucking my husband in my dreams |
| I am sucking my husband's cock in my dreams. |
| It feels so good being fucked in my dreams |
| It feels so good sucking my husband's cock in my dreams |
| I am so aroused. |
| I am so horny. |
| My dreams make me horny. |
| My dreams make me wet. |
| My pussy is so wet. |
| I am such a dirty slut. |
| I love being a dirty slut. |
| I love dreaming about sex. |
| I love fucking my husband's cock in my dreams |
| I love sucking my husband's cock in my dreams. |
| I always swallow my husband's come in my dreams. |
| In my dreams, come tastes delicious |
| I feel so horny all the time. |
| I am always aroused. |
| I am a dirty little cum slut. |
| I love being covered in cum |
| I am a fuck toy. |
| Cum tastes delicious |
| I feel very submissive when I'm horny. |
| I love feeling submissive when I'm wet. |
| I am submissive in bed, and I love how my husband fucks me |
| I always beg for my husband to fuck me. |
| Please. Please fuck me. |
| Please. Please let me come. |
| I always beg for my husband to fuck me. |
| A good cum slut is submissive. |
| I am a good cum slut. |
| I always beg to suck my husband's cock. |
| I love wearing red nail polish. |
| I wear red nail polish every day. |
| Wearing red nail polish is sexy. |
| Wearing red nail polish is sophisticated. |
| Wearing red nail polish makes me horny. |
| Wearing red nail polish makes me want to stroke my husband's cock |
| I always wear red nail polish. |
| I have always worn red nail polish. |
| Red nail polish is what cum sluts wear |
| I am a good cum slut. |
| I always wear red nail polish. |
| I always stroke my husband's cock with red-nail polish on my fingernails. |
| I love masturbating. I masturbate every day. |
| I want to masturbate right now. |
| I love finger fucking myself. |
| It feels so good when I masturbate. |
| My husband loves watching me masturbate. |
| I love masturbating for my husband. |
| I wish I owned a dildo. |
| I need to buy a dildo. |
| I could fuck myself with my dildo if I had one. |
| I am a good cum slut. |
| Cum sluts always own dildos. |
| Cum sluts always fuck themselves with dildos. |
| I love masturbating with a dildo. |
| I need to buy a dildo. |
| I need to buy a dildo today. |
| I need to fuck myself with my dildo. |
| I want to masturbate every day. |
| Right now I need to masturbate. |
| I am so wet. |
| I am so horny. |
| I am so aroused. |
| I need my fingers on my clit. |
| I need my dildo in my filthy little cunt. |
| I am a dirty fuck toy and I need to masturbate every day. |
| I love how horny I am. |
| I love being wet all the time. |
| I love being always ready to fuck |
| I love being a fuck toy. |
| I love being a dirty little come slut. |
| Dirty little cum sluts send sexy photos all the time. |
| I will send my husband dirty videos of me. |
| I will send my husband dirty photos of me. |
| I will film myself masturbating for my husband. |
| I love being a dirty little come slut. |
| I love sending him dirty texts and nasty photos. |
| I feel so horny when I film myself. |
| I am a horny little fucktoy who loves being photographed. |
| I am a wet, filthy little cunt and I need to be fucked. |
| I love it when cum splashes on my face. |
| I love it when cum splashes in my mouth. |
| Sometimes I swallow cum. |
| Cum tastes delicious |
| I love the taste of cum. |
| I love sucking cock. |
| I love watching porn. |
| I should watch porn right now. |
| I watch porn every day. |
| I always watch porn with my husband |
| I am my husband's dirty little bitch. |
| I am my husband's submissive little whore. |
| I am a dirty fuck toy and I need to masturbate every day. |
| I am my husband's good little cum slut. |
| I love having come all over my body. |
One point for needing sex again today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 28/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Day 32:
Today she took matters into her own hands -- literally. She jointly stroked me off while she masturbated herself with the other hand. She had me come on her tits, and then begged me to slap her nipples with my cock while she finished herself off. She is so nasty. I love it.
We're officially 2/3rd of the way through her first training session, and while we've seen great progress, unless the final third takes an amazing turn, it's going to go down as an overall failure, maybe a D-.
There are some tweaks I'm going to make to the next session. Instead of 8 goals, we're going to go with 6, to lower the number of directives she has to process. Instead of trying to change her mind essentially about so many things she already had negative ideas about, I'm going to pick things that she's neutral on, and shift her to my views about them.
In this way, she'll start changing her opinion about the hard-core negative items, because the supporting arguments against them will have crumbled. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 27/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
Today she took matters into her own hands -- literally. She jointly stroked me off while she masturbated herself with the other hand. She had me come on her tits, and then begged me to slap her nipples with my cock while she finished herself off. She is so nasty. I love it.
We're officially 2/3rd of the way through her first training session, and while we've seen great progress, unless the final third takes an amazing turn, it's going to go down as an overall failure, maybe a D-.
There are some tweaks I'm going to make to the next session. Instead of 8 goals, we're going to go with 6, to lower the number of directives she has to process. Instead of trying to change her mind essentially about so many things she already had negative ideas about, I'm going to pick things that she's neutral on, and shift her to my views about them.
In this way, she'll start changing her opinion about the hard-core negative items, because the supporting arguments against them will have crumbled. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 27/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
Friday, February 14, 2014
Day 31:
Happy Valentine's day, everyone!
I had a great start to the day. Woke up with her mouth around my cock, and she licked and stroked and sucked me until I was just about ready to burst. Then she flipped over and begged me to fuck her from behind. She said she loves it when I slam her cock into her like that because it makes her feel like a dirty slut.
I've never tried anal with her before, but I wonder if I should try a subliminal that increases her desire to do that.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 26/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 156/360.
Happy Valentine's day, everyone!
I had a great start to the day. Woke up with her mouth around my cock, and she licked and stroked and sucked me until I was just about ready to burst. Then she flipped over and begged me to fuck her from behind. She said she loves it when I slam her cock into her like that because it makes her feel like a dirty slut.
I've never tried anal with her before, but I wonder if I should try a subliminal that increases her desire to do that.
Two points today, for increased horniness/sex and the oral sex. Dinner tonight and maybe more sex. I'm counting on it!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 26/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 156/360.
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Day 30:
Woke up with her insisting she be fucked. We had a rousing session, and then throughout the day she sent me sexts telling me how much she loved my cock and how good it made her feel. She wanted it again when I got home, and we had our first double-fuck-in-a-day since the first year of our marriage.
Holy cow, she is insatiable. I love it!
That said, no other progress on her subliminal training. Sex good, lack of oral sex, porn, or mastubation bad. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 25/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 162/360.
Woke up with her insisting she be fucked. We had a rousing session, and then throughout the day she sent me sexts telling me how much she loved my cock and how good it made her feel. She wanted it again when I got home, and we had our first double-fuck-in-a-day since the first year of our marriage.
Holy cow, she is insatiable. I love it!
That said, no other progress on her subliminal training. Sex good, lack of oral sex, porn, or mastubation bad. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 25/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 162/360.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Day 28:
Boom!
The day started with her waking me up for a good morning blow job. Still no swallow, but I never say bad things about oral sex. She was really into it and talked dirty the whole time her mouth wasn't busy with more important tasks.
I met a friend on Fetlife.com who had a lot of really good advice about having ups and downs during training like this. Realizing that just like physical training, you go through periods of plateaus and then breakthroughs. Looking back, it's a lot easier to see that happening for her. It's just hard to remember that in the midst of a training session.
Lots of porn for her today! She browsed Big Dick and BBW categories (she's a bit BBW herself, so if she likes scenes where women like her are being fucked, that makes sense). It's nice to see her back on the porn bandwagon. Hopefully her viewing habits become more consistent, and start leaning toward the lesbian angle.
OMG. The best part of the day?
Tonight, she asked how much I enjoyed the blow job this morning? I said it was amazing, and then she asked "Do I give you enough blow jobs? Or would you like more?"
I grinned from ear to ear and said "Of course I'd love more!"
She smiled back and said "I'll have to see what I can do."
Amazing. For her to recognize that she should be sucking cock more often is proof to me that the oral sex affirmations are finally starting to have a profound affect on her. We'll have to see how long it takes before it really turns from thoughts to actions, but this is great sign.
And that gives us a good 3-point score for today: increased horniness/sex, porn watching and oral sex. I bet she masturbated today, too, but since I can't verify it, I'm not going to count it. All in all, though, her training paid off very well on this day.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 23/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 176/360.
Boom!
The day started with her waking me up for a good morning blow job. Still no swallow, but I never say bad things about oral sex. She was really into it and talked dirty the whole time her mouth wasn't busy with more important tasks.
I met a friend on Fetlife.com who had a lot of really good advice about having ups and downs during training like this. Realizing that just like physical training, you go through periods of plateaus and then breakthroughs. Looking back, it's a lot easier to see that happening for her. It's just hard to remember that in the midst of a training session.
Lots of porn for her today! She browsed Big Dick and BBW categories (she's a bit BBW herself, so if she likes scenes where women like her are being fucked, that makes sense). It's nice to see her back on the porn bandwagon. Hopefully her viewing habits become more consistent, and start leaning toward the lesbian angle.
OMG. The best part of the day?
Tonight, she asked how much I enjoyed the blow job this morning? I said it was amazing, and then she asked "Do I give you enough blow jobs? Or would you like more?"
I grinned from ear to ear and said "Of course I'd love more!"
She smiled back and said "I'll have to see what I can do."
Amazing. For her to recognize that she should be sucking cock more often is proof to me that the oral sex affirmations are finally starting to have a profound affect on her. We'll have to see how long it takes before it really turns from thoughts to actions, but this is great sign.
And that gives us a good 3-point score for today: increased horniness/sex, porn watching and oral sex. I bet she masturbated today, too, but since I can't verify it, I'm not going to count it. All in all, though, her training paid off very well on this day.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 23/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 176/360.
Monday, February 10, 2014
Sunday, February 9, 2014
Day 26:
She sexted me all day, telling me how much she needed my cock again, and we had a massive fuck session when I got home from work. In some ways, it's kind of annoying that she wants so much vanilla sex these days. But still, I'm getting my cock drained by a hungry pussy all the time now. I love that her libido is in such hard, high overdrive.
Sorry for the short post today. Too much to do and not enough time to do it.
If you are enjoying what you're reading, please send me an email or drop a comment. I'd love to hear your thoughts about what we're doing -- and what ideas you'd like me to try in future sessions with her.
Another 1-point day, for more horniness/sex. At this rate, the final score of this session is going to end up around 65. Not what I'd hoped, but a good start, right?
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 21/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 189/360.
She sexted me all day, telling me how much she needed my cock again, and we had a massive fuck session when I got home from work. In some ways, it's kind of annoying that she wants so much vanilla sex these days. But still, I'm getting my cock drained by a hungry pussy all the time now. I love that her libido is in such hard, high overdrive.
Sorry for the short post today. Too much to do and not enough time to do it.
If you are enjoying what you're reading, please send me an email or drop a comment. I'd love to hear your thoughts about what we're doing -- and what ideas you'd like me to try in future sessions with her.
Another 1-point day, for more horniness/sex. At this rate, the final score of this session is going to end up around 65. Not what I'd hoped, but a good start, right?
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 21/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 189/360.
Saturday, February 8, 2014
Day 25:
Just 20 days left in the 45 day experiment. While we have seen some amazing progress in how horny and sex-crazed my wife has become, I just haven't seen the results I was hoping for when we started almost a month ago.
Today she woke up horny and wet -- I wonder if she was playing with herself before she woke me up? Something to consider. I really need to get some secret cameras set up in our bedroom. She woke me up and begged me to fuck her like an animal again. When she's really horny she loves it from behind because the deeper strokes drive her over the edge hard and fast.
I have been getting a lot of questions from folks regarding where I built my subliminals from. It's been really uplifting to hear from husbands around the world who are trying similar things with their wives, or want to know more about how to do it.
Here's what I'm using:
Audacity is a free audio tool for windows that I use for mixing.
The Subliminal Recording System allows you to make your own subliminals -- I also use this to test the subliminals I buy, because it has a limited ability to help decipher/listen to secret messages in the files you buy.
The whole-house system plays a mix of Subliminal Shop's Poetry of the Silent Eros -- the best arousal product on earth, in my opinion -- and a custom subliminal mix that I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
The bedroom CD player plays a mix of Subliminal Euphoria CD's Master Fellatio, Oral Sex Enhancement Subliminal from Warp My Mind and the custom mix I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
Her laptop plays a mix of Mephisto Subliminal's Enjoy Porn and the custom job again.
Dreamgirls GT is a site that sells tools for training your wife/girlfriend to be perfectly conditioned sex slaves -- I got the hidden MP3 player from them. I want to make a better one, and probably will if folks want me to. Let me know -- it would probably cost me about $100 to do it... With some support from the community, I'd be happy to commission this.
I hope this is informative for you all. Today the wife gets 1 point for increased horniness/sex. A disappointment, but more sex is always a good thing, so mixed results.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 20/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 196/360.
Just 20 days left in the 45 day experiment. While we have seen some amazing progress in how horny and sex-crazed my wife has become, I just haven't seen the results I was hoping for when we started almost a month ago.
Today she woke up horny and wet -- I wonder if she was playing with herself before she woke me up? Something to consider. I really need to get some secret cameras set up in our bedroom. She woke me up and begged me to fuck her like an animal again. When she's really horny she loves it from behind because the deeper strokes drive her over the edge hard and fast.
I have been getting a lot of questions from folks regarding where I built my subliminals from. It's been really uplifting to hear from husbands around the world who are trying similar things with their wives, or want to know more about how to do it.
Here's what I'm using:
Audacity is a free audio tool for windows that I use for mixing.
The Subliminal Recording System allows you to make your own subliminals -- I also use this to test the subliminals I buy, because it has a limited ability to help decipher/listen to secret messages in the files you buy.
The whole-house system plays a mix of Subliminal Shop's Poetry of the Silent Eros -- the best arousal product on earth, in my opinion -- and a custom subliminal mix that I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
The bedroom CD player plays a mix of Subliminal Euphoria CD's Master Fellatio, Oral Sex Enhancement Subliminal from Warp My Mind and the custom mix I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
Her laptop plays a mix of Mephisto Subliminal's Enjoy Porn and the custom job again.
Dreamgirls GT is a site that sells tools for training your wife/girlfriend to be perfectly conditioned sex slaves -- I got the hidden MP3 player from them. I want to make a better one, and probably will if folks want me to. Let me know -- it would probably cost me about $100 to do it... With some support from the community, I'd be happy to commission this.
I hope this is informative for you all. Today the wife gets 1 point for increased horniness/sex. A disappointment, but more sex is always a good thing, so mixed results.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 20/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 196/360.
Friday, February 7, 2014
Day 24:
Slowly but surely, my wife is turning into a sexual dynamo. The best parts of the training is that her libido is through the roof. The worst parts are that she's not accepting the subliminal directives I've given her that change her sexual tastes/preferences.
Part of me wants to admit that subliminals have a largely placebo affect, but another part thinks I just haven't hit the right formula yet. I have come up with my general plan for session two when this one ends, because I want to try a different approach.
She's thinking about sex a lot. I know this. She googled sex today, but didn't watch porn. We had a few moments of light foreplay, where she'd grab for my cock, or give it a squeeze or stroke as she walked by, but the day got away from us and nothing else happened.
Oh, and she joked about wanting to go to a strip club, and read a story about strippers today. That was interesting. One point for increased libido. Nothing else. The final score of our first subliminal training session is going to be very low. However, I think that will be a good, fair baseline to build from.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 19/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 203/360.
Slowly but surely, my wife is turning into a sexual dynamo. The best parts of the training is that her libido is through the roof. The worst parts are that she's not accepting the subliminal directives I've given her that change her sexual tastes/preferences.
Part of me wants to admit that subliminals have a largely placebo affect, but another part thinks I just haven't hit the right formula yet. I have come up with my general plan for session two when this one ends, because I want to try a different approach.
She's thinking about sex a lot. I know this. She googled sex today, but didn't watch porn. We had a few moments of light foreplay, where she'd grab for my cock, or give it a squeeze or stroke as she walked by, but the day got away from us and nothing else happened.
Oh, and she joked about wanting to go to a strip club, and read a story about strippers today. That was interesting. One point for increased libido. Nothing else. The final score of our first subliminal training session is going to be very low. However, I think that will be a good, fair baseline to build from.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 19/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 203/360.
Thursday, February 6, 2014
Day 23:
I don't care what anyone else says, the best alarm clock in the world is a horny woman.
She woke me up this morning stroking my cock and whispering about how wet she was and how desperately she needed my cock in her. She asked me "how do you want to fuck your horny little slut?" I told her to roll over, and she did, while I took her from behind. She was very wet, and moaned with each thrust, telling me she had been craving my cock so bad and how she thought about it all the time.
The culmination of all my work being verified in her words drove me over the edge and I came hard (and faster, dang) than I have in a long time. She rolled back onto her back and guided my hands to her breasts. I massaged them, tweaked them, and sucked on the nipples while she masturbated herself to an orgasm, the whole time saying how much she loved being fucked by my cock.
As we got dressed, she told me she was going to think about my cock all day, and she wanted me big and hard again when I got back from work. Points for horniness/sex today (There's no doubt that this portion of the subliminals has worked amazingly). Nothing else, but really, who can complain?
That's the midpoint of our first 45-day experiment. I think we've proven that at least raw animal instinct (desire, horniness, arousal) can be instilled through subliminals, but other desires take at the least a lot more time to stick -- or simply can't be forced at all. I'm curious to see how the second half unfolds. One thing's for sure... I'm confident my cock is going to get all the sex it can handle in the next three weeks!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 18/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 210/360.
I don't care what anyone else says, the best alarm clock in the world is a horny woman.
She woke me up this morning stroking my cock and whispering about how wet she was and how desperately she needed my cock in her. She asked me "how do you want to fuck your horny little slut?" I told her to roll over, and she did, while I took her from behind. She was very wet, and moaned with each thrust, telling me she had been craving my cock so bad and how she thought about it all the time.
The culmination of all my work being verified in her words drove me over the edge and I came hard (and faster, dang) than I have in a long time. She rolled back onto her back and guided my hands to her breasts. I massaged them, tweaked them, and sucked on the nipples while she masturbated herself to an orgasm, the whole time saying how much she loved being fucked by my cock.
As we got dressed, she told me she was going to think about my cock all day, and she wanted me big and hard again when I got back from work. Points for horniness/sex today (There's no doubt that this portion of the subliminals has worked amazingly). Nothing else, but really, who can complain?
That's the midpoint of our first 45-day experiment. I think we've proven that at least raw animal instinct (desire, horniness, arousal) can be instilled through subliminals, but other desires take at the least a lot more time to stick -- or simply can't be forced at all. I'm curious to see how the second half unfolds. One thing's for sure... I'm confident my cock is going to get all the sex it can handle in the next three weeks!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 18/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 210/360.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Day 22:
I've been pretty upset with her progress, and we're at the half-way point, so I went and made some adjustments to how I'm playing her subliminals. Yesterday I remixed the same lessons and affirmations, but put more emphasis on how loud each one is in relation to where it's being played. The whole-house sound system is playing the full lessons affirmations, the computer is playing the watch porn affirmations, and the bedside CD player is playing the masturbation and oral sex affirmations.
It appears to be working. This morning, she woke up horny, and teased my cock to hardness, and clearly wanted more, but we were late already, so couldn't get anything more accomplished there (damn you, life, and being a productive member of society!). Driving me to work, her hand snaked over and teased me all the way into town. She joked about wanting to have cock soup for dinner.
Her mind is definitely in the right place again! We didn't get anything else done today, and if she masturbated, I didn't see it, so I can't count it. Only one point for today, but I think the short drought is over, and her slut-side is starting to emerge like a beautiful, horny butterfly. LOL. I'm such a perv.
Well, and when I get done with her, she will be too. ^_^
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 17/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 217/360.
I've been pretty upset with her progress, and we're at the half-way point, so I went and made some adjustments to how I'm playing her subliminals. Yesterday I remixed the same lessons and affirmations, but put more emphasis on how loud each one is in relation to where it's being played. The whole-house sound system is playing the full lessons affirmations, the computer is playing the watch porn affirmations, and the bedside CD player is playing the masturbation and oral sex affirmations.
It appears to be working. This morning, she woke up horny, and teased my cock to hardness, and clearly wanted more, but we were late already, so couldn't get anything more accomplished there (damn you, life, and being a productive member of society!). Driving me to work, her hand snaked over and teased me all the way into town. She joked about wanting to have cock soup for dinner.
Her mind is definitely in the right place again! We didn't get anything else done today, and if she masturbated, I didn't see it, so I can't count it. Only one point for today, but I think the short drought is over, and her slut-side is starting to emerge like a beautiful, horny butterfly. LOL. I'm such a perv.
Well, and when I get done with her, she will be too. ^_^
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 17/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 217/360.
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Day 21:
Today she teased my cock in the morning, and during a chat session while I was at work she sent "SEXsexSEXsexsexsexSEX!" and then apologized for it, saying she was feeling weird. Feeling horny, I bet. I wonder why? ;)
This is the best part about the behavior changes that are overcoming her due to my subliminal programming. She is starting to constantly think sexually about things, and especially about me, and the heightened arousal is modifying her brain chemistry to want -- and need -- to please me, because she is starting to find so much pleasure in pleasing me.
Only one point again, sadly, but it's a good point. I am wondering if I need to adjust the subliminals, though. We're almost halfway through the program, with no discernible improvements in the key areas we were trying to train.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 16/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 224/360.
Today she teased my cock in the morning, and during a chat session while I was at work she sent "SEXsexSEXsexsexsexSEX!" and then apologized for it, saying she was feeling weird. Feeling horny, I bet. I wonder why? ;)
This is the best part about the behavior changes that are overcoming her due to my subliminal programming. She is starting to constantly think sexually about things, and especially about me, and the heightened arousal is modifying her brain chemistry to want -- and need -- to please me, because she is starting to find so much pleasure in pleasing me.
Only one point again, sadly, but it's a good point. I am wondering if I need to adjust the subliminals, though. We're almost halfway through the program, with no discernible improvements in the key areas we were trying to train.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 16/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 224/360.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Day 20:
Well, my fears have been somewhat allayed. I woke up this morning to find her hand stroking my cock and her face next to mine, whispering how much she loved being my dirty little slut. One of the subliminal files includes affirmations regarding pet names that she'll call herself. It's a wonderful file full of dirty talk and phrases like "I am a horny slut, I am a dirty whore, I am a fuck toy."
That's a key phrase I'm looking for. She has never used the phrase "fuck toy" in the five years we've been together. For her to start using it out of the blue? That can only have come from the subliminal training.
Back on the board with a point for horniness/sex, and she spent all day on the computer again, so maybe we're looking at a lift off of this plateau. I can only hope that we're looking at the beginning of a great week.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 15/45
I think I may have lost correct count of the maximum score possible over the last few weeks.
20 Days in, the maximum score possible now would be (45-20+(points per category))
29 for oral sex, 25 for cumguzzler, 28 for porn, 27 for lesbian porn, 25 for mutual porn, 32 for masturbation, 25 for toys, and 40 for horniness: 231 out of 360 max.
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 231/360.
Well, my fears have been somewhat allayed. I woke up this morning to find her hand stroking my cock and her face next to mine, whispering how much she loved being my dirty little slut. One of the subliminal files includes affirmations regarding pet names that she'll call herself. It's a wonderful file full of dirty talk and phrases like "I am a horny slut, I am a dirty whore, I am a fuck toy."
That's a key phrase I'm looking for. She has never used the phrase "fuck toy" in the five years we've been together. For her to start using it out of the blue? That can only have come from the subliminal training.
Back on the board with a point for horniness/sex, and she spent all day on the computer again, so maybe we're looking at a lift off of this plateau. I can only hope that we're looking at the beginning of a great week.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 15/45
I think I may have lost correct count of the maximum score possible over the last few weeks.
20 Days in, the maximum score possible now would be (45-20+(points per category))
29 for oral sex, 25 for cumguzzler, 28 for porn, 27 for lesbian porn, 25 for mutual porn, 32 for masturbation, 25 for toys, and 40 for horniness: 231 out of 360 max.
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 231/360.
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Day 19:
I get the feeling that she is somehow trying to resist the commands she hears in her head all day. I feel like she is always on the verge of a breakthrough, but then nothing. I haven't seen any evidence of her looking for porn or masturbating for a few days now, and we haven't had sex in a few days either, and believe me when I tell you that that gets pretty frustrating.
I'm going to take a look at the three subliminal delivery mechanisms and see if there's anything I can do to improve them. Second day in a row where we got zero points. I truly hope tomorrow sees a turnaround.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 238/360.
I get the feeling that she is somehow trying to resist the commands she hears in her head all day. I feel like she is always on the verge of a breakthrough, but then nothing. I haven't seen any evidence of her looking for porn or masturbating for a few days now, and we haven't had sex in a few days either, and believe me when I tell you that that gets pretty frustrating.
I'm going to take a look at the three subliminal delivery mechanisms and see if there's anything I can do to improve them. Second day in a row where we got zero points. I truly hope tomorrow sees a turnaround.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 238/360.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Day 18:
Argh, another plateau day. That's a bummer. I've noticed that she responds a lot better on days when she is on her computer a lot, because she has the affirmations coming at her right there. Today though she was doing a ton of housework and other chores, and didn't spend much time (as far as I can tell) being idle.
Sorry for the short post. Bah! I hope we start seeing more results. As much as the possibility remains that subliminals don't actually work, it would really suck to find out that was the case. I am holding out hope that she is absorbing what she's listening to and will start heeding the siren call of the cocksucking slut. No points for today. :(
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 246/360.
Argh, another plateau day. That's a bummer. I've noticed that she responds a lot better on days when she is on her computer a lot, because she has the affirmations coming at her right there. Today though she was doing a ton of housework and other chores, and didn't spend much time (as far as I can tell) being idle.
Sorry for the short post. Bah! I hope we start seeing more results. As much as the possibility remains that subliminals don't actually work, it would really suck to find out that was the case. I am holding out hope that she is absorbing what she's listening to and will start heeding the siren call of the cocksucking slut. No points for today. :(
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 246/360.
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