Day 33:

We seem to have established a pattern. It's not quite the habit I was hoping for, but it's a start. For four days in a row now, she's approached me insisting on sex. I'm going to add submissive directives in the next training session, to encourage her not just to insist, but to beg to be fucked. Adding submissive undertones now will go a long way -- if they take hold in her fairly dominant mind -- toward breaking her to my will utterly.

For those following along, I'm going to post the affirmations that will be going into training session #2. The six areas I'm going to change her mind about (the whole time her thinking it's just her own changing attitudes, of course), are sexual dreams, submissive thoughts, wearing red nail polish, masturbating daily, buying sex toys, and sending me naked photographs and pornographic videos of herself.

Session 2 will start 5 days after this 45-day session ends. The last session was a little too cluttered. This session will have two arousal tracks, and the custom track I am going to create using the following affirmations:

I am dreaming about sex.

I am dreaming about long hard cocks

I am dreaming about fucking a long hard cock.

I am fucking my husband in my dreams

I am sucking my husband's cock in my dreams.

It feels so good being fucked in my dreams

It feels so good sucking my husband's cock in my dreams

I am so aroused.

I am so horny.

My dreams make me horny.

My dreams make me wet.

My pussy is so wet.

I am such a dirty slut.

I love being a dirty slut.

I love dreaming about sex.

I love fucking my husband's cock in my dreams

I love sucking my husband's cock in my dreams.

I always swallow my husband's come in my dreams.

In my dreams, come tastes delicious

I feel so horny all the time.

I am always aroused.

I am a dirty little cum slut.

I love being covered in cum

I am a fuck toy.

Cum tastes delicious

I feel very submissive when I'm horny.

I love feeling submissive when I'm wet.

I am submissive in bed, and I love how my husband fucks me

I always beg for my husband to fuck me.

Please. Please fuck me.

Please. Please let me come.

I always beg for my husband to fuck me.

A good cum slut is submissive.

I am a good cum slut.

I always beg to suck my husband's cock.

I love wearing red nail polish.

I wear red nail polish every day.

Wearing red nail polish is sexy.

Wearing red nail polish is sophisticated.

Wearing red nail polish makes me horny.

Wearing red nail polish makes me want to stroke my husband's cock

I always wear red nail polish.

I have always worn red nail polish.

Red nail polish is what cum sluts wear

I am a good cum slut.

I always wear red nail polish.

I always stroke my husband's cock with red-nail polish on my fingernails.

I love masturbating. I masturbate every day.

I want to masturbate right now.

I love finger fucking myself.

It feels so good when I masturbate.

My husband loves watching me masturbate.

I love masturbating for my husband.

I wish I owned a dildo.

I need to buy a dildo.

I could fuck myself with my dildo if I had one.

I am a good cum slut.

Cum sluts always own dildos.

Cum sluts always fuck themselves with dildos.

I love masturbating with a dildo.

I need to buy a dildo.

I need to buy a dildo today.

I need to fuck myself with my dildo.

I want to masturbate every day.

Right now I need to masturbate.

I am so wet.

I am so horny.

I am so aroused.

I need my fingers on my clit.

I need my dildo in my filthy little cunt.

I am a dirty fuck toy and I need to masturbate every day.

I love how horny I am.

I love being wet all the time.

I love being always ready to fuck

I love being a fuck toy.

I love being a dirty little come slut.

Dirty little cum sluts send sexy photos all the time.

I will send my husband dirty videos of me.

I will send my husband dirty photos of me.

I will film myself masturbating for my husband.

I love being a dirty little come slut.

I love sending him dirty texts and nasty photos.

I feel so horny when I film myself.

I am a horny little fucktoy who loves being photographed.

I am a wet, filthy little cunt and I need to be fucked.

I love it when cum splashes on my face.

I love it when cum splashes in my mouth.

Sometimes I swallow cum.

Cum tastes delicious

I love the taste of cum.

I love sucking cock.

I love watching porn.

I should watch porn right now.

I watch porn every day.

I always watch porn with my husband

I am my husband's dirty little bitch.

I am my husband's submissive little whore.

I am a dirty fuck toy and I need to masturbate every day.

I am my husband's good little cum slut.

I love having come all over my body.

One point for needing sex again today.

Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come           0/45
Watches porn               4/45
Watches lesbian porn  2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates                 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex     28/45


Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.