Day 8:
Today she was a lot more affectionate, even more so than yesterday. She wanted hugs, kisses, asked me to rub her back. It's though she wanted as much physical contact as she could get, without it being sexual. That is just really weird.
What I think I'm seeing is her natural tendencies coming into to balance. I think if I had kept the arousal file going longer, the nymphomania she was experiencing may have ended up being permanent. What I'm getting now is a woman who greatly loves her husband, and wants to be near him all the time -- even when she's not feeling sexual.
Kind of lame, lol. I want the nymph!
Session three definitely needs to include the arousal triggers again.
Friday, March 14, 2014
Thursday, March 13, 2014
Day 7:
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. Work has been crazy. Her fundraiser has been driving her insane. We are both just frazzled and at our wits' ends.
On day 7, she still had little to no sex drive, but that may be turning around. She teased a little bit about how much she loved my cock -- something she hasn't done since session one ended. She has wanted to snuggle and be close to me, and I just feel like she's absorbing what she's hearing.
The problem is, other than the increased affection -- which is a symptom of the submissive desires -- I'm not seeing any of the other key elements in the subliminals.
She hasn't started wearing nail polish, she isn't masturbating or waking up horny -- and if she's dreaming about sex, she hasn't told me about it.
Some things to consider are that
a) Maybe the subliminals don't work (this is the most popular opinion among the folks I've polled)
b) Maybe I recorded them wrong. This is my first attempt at creating a subliminal from scratch, so this is absolutely a possibility.
c) Maybe she just needs time. She's been ill and stressed, and in women especially, their mood and environment affect their libido and sex drive far more than men expect.
There's a month + of time left in session two. I will continue reporting back daily and hopefully I'll start to see the changes I'm looking for in her.
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. Work has been crazy. Her fundraiser has been driving her insane. We are both just frazzled and at our wits' ends.
On day 7, she still had little to no sex drive, but that may be turning around. She teased a little bit about how much she loved my cock -- something she hasn't done since session one ended. She has wanted to snuggle and be close to me, and I just feel like she's absorbing what she's hearing.
The problem is, other than the increased affection -- which is a symptom of the submissive desires -- I'm not seeing any of the other key elements in the subliminals.
She hasn't started wearing nail polish, she isn't masturbating or waking up horny -- and if she's dreaming about sex, she hasn't told me about it.
Some things to consider are that
a) Maybe the subliminals don't work (this is the most popular opinion among the folks I've polled)
b) Maybe I recorded them wrong. This is my first attempt at creating a subliminal from scratch, so this is absolutely a possibility.
c) Maybe she just needs time. She's been ill and stressed, and in women especially, their mood and environment affect their libido and sex drive far more than men expect.
There's a month + of time left in session two. I will continue reporting back daily and hopefully I'll start to see the changes I'm looking for in her.
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Day 6:
You know, even though her libido has dropped, I think this subliminal is having an effect. Now that her sex drive has returned to normal (after the 45-day brain-doping of session one, with its massive emphasis on arousal), she has become very affectionate. More so than usual, it seems like.
She has become friendly, flirty. Is it possible that she's starting to absorb the submissive subliminal? In her own way, incorporating that by being just... nicer in general? I don't know.
I know this though, something's changing in her again. I can sense it. It may end up meaning that this session was not as wasted as it was starting to seem like yesterday. We'll see.
You know, even though her libido has dropped, I think this subliminal is having an effect. Now that her sex drive has returned to normal (after the 45-day brain-doping of session one, with its massive emphasis on arousal), she has become very affectionate. More so than usual, it seems like.
She has become friendly, flirty. Is it possible that she's starting to absorb the submissive subliminal? In her own way, incorporating that by being just... nicer in general? I don't know.
I know this though, something's changing in her again. I can sense it. It may end up meaning that this session was not as wasted as it was starting to seem like yesterday. We'll see.
Monday, March 10, 2014
Day 5:
She gave me a hand job today, but it almost seemed dutiful, like it was something she was supposed to do, not what she enjoys doing. It struck me, as she was gliding her hand up and down my shaft, that it had been several days since we'd actually fucked.
It's funny, I had decided that session one was a good baseline for a subliminal based on its results. Well, so far, using that scale, session two is an abject failure.
She has a lot of stress going on with her fundraiser she's working on. I have to imagine she's focusing so hard on her team's needs there, that she's not letting her mind whittle away on the messages its finding stuff into its nooks and crannies by my programming.
I have hope that she will have a breakthrough day. We're only 1/9 of the way through the experiment.
She gave me a hand job today, but it almost seemed dutiful, like it was something she was supposed to do, not what she enjoys doing. It struck me, as she was gliding her hand up and down my shaft, that it had been several days since we'd actually fucked.
It's funny, I had decided that session one was a good baseline for a subliminal based on its results. Well, so far, using that scale, session two is an abject failure.
She has a lot of stress going on with her fundraiser she's working on. I have to imagine she's focusing so hard on her team's needs there, that she's not letting her mind whittle away on the messages its finding stuff into its nooks and crannies by my programming.
I have hope that she will have a breakthrough day. We're only 1/9 of the way through the experiment.
Friday, March 7, 2014
Day 4:
Last session, I received some emails from folks asking what kind of response did I think I'd get if my wife wasn't listening to the subliminal feed nearly 24/7. The answer then was "I don't know." The answer today is "I still don't know, but I'm pretty sure it will be less successful."
We had an argument today. OMG, right? A married couple having an argument?! That's insane!
Well, whether it was dumb luck or the affirmations/arousal cues in the first session, we didn't fight at all in that 45-day round. And, I never once felt an urge to "take care of business" myself, because she was so thoroughly milking my cock so frequently.
However, that was then, and this is now. I think I got spoiled, because I've been getting downright surly with the decrease in sexual output from the wife. Last night after she went to bed I got up, popped in one of my favorite lesbian scenes on the laptop and had a very satisfying orgasm. When she asked me what I'd done when I got up last night, I told her, and it made her very upset.
She feels like if she's not meeting my needs, I view her as a failure, and the only thing I want from her is sex, and it demeans her.
These are all attitudes I need to work on. With her. Because a lot of that is true. And I think what is happening is that her normally dominant mind is struggling with the new directives she's finding in her head that demand she beg for sex, and beg to come, and increase the desire to be submissive.
It's an interesting turn. I can't say I'm happy with how this session is running, but we're committed to running the course. We'll see what happens as we go along.
If you know anything about silent subliminal programming, please send me an email (the subliminal wife trainer at gmail). I'd love to discuss methodologies with you. I'm still new at creating my own (as opposed to just buying them) and I wonder if I'm doing them right.
Also, if you're not knowledgeable about this stuff, but would like to help fund my research, I'm looking to buy the newest version of Subliminal Recording Studio, and you can help! Hit the Paypal Donate button over yonder and give whatever you think is fair for a fun, insightful, outright wicked blog about mindfucking a woman. Anyone who gives $10 or more gets a copy of the Session 2 file I'm using during this 45-day experiment. THANK YOU for the folks who've already donated. It means more to me than you can imagine.
See ya tomorrow!
Last session, I received some emails from folks asking what kind of response did I think I'd get if my wife wasn't listening to the subliminal feed nearly 24/7. The answer then was "I don't know." The answer today is "I still don't know, but I'm pretty sure it will be less successful."
We had an argument today. OMG, right? A married couple having an argument?! That's insane!
Well, whether it was dumb luck or the affirmations/arousal cues in the first session, we didn't fight at all in that 45-day round. And, I never once felt an urge to "take care of business" myself, because she was so thoroughly milking my cock so frequently.
However, that was then, and this is now. I think I got spoiled, because I've been getting downright surly with the decrease in sexual output from the wife. Last night after she went to bed I got up, popped in one of my favorite lesbian scenes on the laptop and had a very satisfying orgasm. When she asked me what I'd done when I got up last night, I told her, and it made her very upset.
She feels like if she's not meeting my needs, I view her as a failure, and the only thing I want from her is sex, and it demeans her.
These are all attitudes I need to work on. With her. Because a lot of that is true. And I think what is happening is that her normally dominant mind is struggling with the new directives she's finding in her head that demand she beg for sex, and beg to come, and increase the desire to be submissive.
It's an interesting turn. I can't say I'm happy with how this session is running, but we're committed to running the course. We'll see what happens as we go along.
If you know anything about silent subliminal programming, please send me an email (the subliminal wife trainer at gmail). I'd love to discuss methodologies with you. I'm still new at creating my own (as opposed to just buying them) and I wonder if I'm doing them right.
Also, if you're not knowledgeable about this stuff, but would like to help fund my research, I'm looking to buy the newest version of Subliminal Recording Studio, and you can help! Hit the Paypal Donate button over yonder and give whatever you think is fair for a fun, insightful, outright wicked blog about mindfucking a woman. Anyone who gives $10 or more gets a copy of the Session 2 file I'm using during this 45-day experiment. THANK YOU for the folks who've already donated. It means more to me than you can imagine.
See ya tomorrow!
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Day 3:
Her libido continues to drop. I am starting to get concerned: In session one, I had a constant arousal subliminal playing 24/7. In this session, I am just using the instructional affirmations. While I'm already disappointed that her attitudes have changed so dramatically. I'm going to continue with the session I designed. These are learning experiments, and if by the end of the 45 day-session she hasn't come around, we will have established a vitally important piece of information about subliminal files that build arousal.
Not much to report. She has not shown any interest or desire in doing anything in the affirmations. It's still early though.
Her libido continues to drop. I am starting to get concerned: In session one, I had a constant arousal subliminal playing 24/7. In this session, I am just using the instructional affirmations. While I'm already disappointed that her attitudes have changed so dramatically. I'm going to continue with the session I designed. These are learning experiments, and if by the end of the 45 day-session she hasn't come around, we will have established a vitally important piece of information about subliminal files that build arousal.
Not much to report. She has not shown any interest or desire in doing anything in the affirmations. It's still early though.
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
Day 2:
An interesting wrinkle has shown up and it may have long-reaching ramifications into our experiment. My wife has gotten involved in a community fundraiser our church is having (yes, we go to church. Don't judge me!).
Because of her duties in it, she is on the go and busy all day long. Which means she's out of the house, and exhausted every day. She's losing like 1/3 of the daily subliminals and at the end of the day, she's too tired to want to do anything.
Her libido has dropped since this started, and with that drop, the sexy texts have fallen off, everything is reducing. She gave me a handjob today, but I got the sense that she offered it as a wifely duty, not because she'd been thinking about cock all day.
I may have to revise the subliminals in session two to compensate for her not hearing them as incessantly as I'd have wanted. Keeping an eye on the situation.
An interesting wrinkle has shown up and it may have long-reaching ramifications into our experiment. My wife has gotten involved in a community fundraiser our church is having (yes, we go to church. Don't judge me!).
Because of her duties in it, she is on the go and busy all day long. Which means she's out of the house, and exhausted every day. She's losing like 1/3 of the daily subliminals and at the end of the day, she's too tired to want to do anything.
Her libido has dropped since this started, and with that drop, the sexy texts have fallen off, everything is reducing. She gave me a handjob today, but I got the sense that she offered it as a wifely duty, not because she'd been thinking about cock all day.
I may have to revise the subliminals in session two to compensate for her not hearing them as incessantly as I'd have wanted. Keeping an eye on the situation.
Monday, March 3, 2014
Subliminal Training Experiment Two
Day 1:
For the next 45 days I am going to try to influence my wife's mind and attitudes about sex using nothing but subliminal programming on her. She is aware that we are running subliminals in the house, but she is not aware of the specific changes I am making.
For session two, I'm looking for the following changes in her: to start wearing red nail polish -- and to want to give hand jobs when she does; to have sexy dreams all night and wake up needing to masturbate; to desire and purchase a dildo for self-pleasure and to have a compulsive desire to masturbate every day; and to feel submissive and slutty in the bedroom, begging both to be fucked, and to come when being fucked.
Other than the sex toys, she's never expressed a revulsion to any of these things (although she trends naturally toward dominant in the sack). I hope to see some favorable returns from this training.
The people who make subliminals say it takes as long as 45 days for one to take effect, so experiment two will start today and run for 45 days. it should be a really information ride.
For the next 45 days I am going to try to influence my wife's mind and attitudes about sex using nothing but subliminal programming on her. She is aware that we are running subliminals in the house, but she is not aware of the specific changes I am making.
For session two, I'm looking for the following changes in her: to start wearing red nail polish -- and to want to give hand jobs when she does; to have sexy dreams all night and wake up needing to masturbate; to desire and purchase a dildo for self-pleasure and to have a compulsive desire to masturbate every day; and to feel submissive and slutty in the bedroom, begging both to be fucked, and to come when being fucked.
Other than the sex toys, she's never expressed a revulsion to any of these things (although she trends naturally toward dominant in the sack). I hope to see some favorable returns from this training.
The people who make subliminals say it takes as long as 45 days for one to take effect, so experiment two will start today and run for 45 days. it should be a really information ride.
Friday, February 28, 2014
Well, day 45 has come. The first training session/experiment is over. How did we do?
I wanted my wife to become a horny slut. We had had decent sex in the past, but now we're having sex 3-4 times a week, and 2-3 handjobs/blowjobs a week. She's not exactly a slut yet, but her sex drive is through the roof. Utter success here.
I wanted my wife to start sucking my cock, and swallowing the load. In this matter, we had mixed success. She sucked my cock 6-7 times in the 45 day session, which is about as many times as she did total for 2013 -- so that part is a huge success. But she never swallowed, so fail there.
I wanted my wife to watch porn on a regular basis, especially lesbian porn, and double especially with me. Her browser history shows that she did start watching porn, but only mentioned lesbian porn once, and never watched porn with me at all, so this whole part was a fail.
Finally, I wanted my wife to start masturbating daily and to start masturbating with a dildo or vibrator. While she did masturbate a few times a week, she never used sex toys. So this is a mixed result too.
So, for the first experiment, I think we give this a C-. The subliminals DID have an effect on her, just not as strong of one as I would have hoped. Experiment two starts on Monday, with revisions to the subliminals and how I built them. Let's see how it goes. See you next week!
I wanted my wife to become a horny slut. We had had decent sex in the past, but now we're having sex 3-4 times a week, and 2-3 handjobs/blowjobs a week. She's not exactly a slut yet, but her sex drive is through the roof. Utter success here.
I wanted my wife to start sucking my cock, and swallowing the load. In this matter, we had mixed success. She sucked my cock 6-7 times in the 45 day session, which is about as many times as she did total for 2013 -- so that part is a huge success. But she never swallowed, so fail there.
I wanted my wife to watch porn on a regular basis, especially lesbian porn, and double especially with me. Her browser history shows that she did start watching porn, but only mentioned lesbian porn once, and never watched porn with me at all, so this whole part was a fail.
Finally, I wanted my wife to start masturbating daily and to start masturbating with a dildo or vibrator. While she did masturbate a few times a week, she never used sex toys. So this is a mixed result too.
So, for the first experiment, I think we give this a C-. The subliminals DID have an effect on her, just not as strong of one as I would have hoped. Experiment two starts on Monday, with revisions to the subliminals and how I built them. Let's see how it goes. See you next week!
Thursday, February 27, 2014
Day 44: Second to last day of training session one.
I feel like this first session really just established some specific questions that need to be looked at more deeply and I'm hoping to spend more time on each one as we progress. Not much to report today. Her libido seems to have dropped today. Not sure if it's medication related, or what. A disappointing day, though. One of the first in a while where we were both healthy, but no sex happened.
Man, I have gotten spoiled on these subliminals. You start having sex every day, you get a little cranky when that stops!
See you all tomorrow.
I feel like this first session really just established some specific questions that need to be looked at more deeply and I'm hoping to spend more time on each one as we progress. Not much to report today. Her libido seems to have dropped today. Not sure if it's medication related, or what. A disappointing day, though. One of the first in a while where we were both healthy, but no sex happened.
Man, I have gotten spoiled on these subliminals. You start having sex every day, you get a little cranky when that stops!
See you all tomorrow.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Day 43:
Looking at my notes for this day, I see I wrote only the following entry:
"More porn. More masturbation. Great handjob."
LOL.
For the record, I post my blog entries on about a 1-week delay. This is more so I can compensate for days in the future when I might miss a post or two... I won't ever be playing catch-up. For instance, today's and yesterday's posts where put up at the same time, with one back-dated, because I missed yesterday.
However, sometimes I'm so busy, the notes I have for each day get a little skimpy. But those notes say it all: I am cumming more often than I ever did before, even when I was young and single. If nothing else about the subliminals ever goes the way I'd hoped, the massive boost to her sex drive has made it all worth it.
Training session one ends in two days. Training session two starts on Monday. Scorecard and review of the first subliminals in between. See you all tomorrow!
Looking at my notes for this day, I see I wrote only the following entry:
"More porn. More masturbation. Great handjob."
LOL.
For the record, I post my blog entries on about a 1-week delay. This is more so I can compensate for days in the future when I might miss a post or two... I won't ever be playing catch-up. For instance, today's and yesterday's posts where put up at the same time, with one back-dated, because I missed yesterday.
However, sometimes I'm so busy, the notes I have for each day get a little skimpy. But those notes say it all: I am cumming more often than I ever did before, even when I was young and single. If nothing else about the subliminals ever goes the way I'd hoped, the massive boost to her sex drive has made it all worth it.
Training session one ends in two days. Training session two starts on Monday. Scorecard and review of the first subliminals in between. See you all tomorrow!
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Day 42:
She's watching porn and masturbating again. She must be feeling better!
I installed a webcam on the desktop in the bedroom. She never looks over that way, so she's not going to notice the light on, but now I have a clear view of her all day. A motion detector app emails me if there's movement in the bedroom. I'll get a better idea of how often she's masturbating now, which is important, because next week when session two starts, I'm looking to make the masturbation a daily compulsion for her.
Tracking the porn's going to be a little difficult, I think. Now that she has that new phone, she's doing everything on it -- which effectively removes one of my subliminal feeds into her brain, too. But she lets me use her phone on occasion -- a quick look into her phone's browser history shows she's been watching porn on it. Not the kind of porn I wanted her to do with the session, but small steps.
If I had a little more free cash, I'd commission a hidden subliminal player for Android. That would rock so hard.
She's watching porn and masturbating again. She must be feeling better!
I installed a webcam on the desktop in the bedroom. She never looks over that way, so she's not going to notice the light on, but now I have a clear view of her all day. A motion detector app emails me if there's movement in the bedroom. I'll get a better idea of how often she's masturbating now, which is important, because next week when session two starts, I'm looking to make the masturbation a daily compulsion for her.
Tracking the porn's going to be a little difficult, I think. Now that she has that new phone, she's doing everything on it -- which effectively removes one of my subliminal feeds into her brain, too. But she lets me use her phone on occasion -- a quick look into her phone's browser history shows she's been watching porn on it. Not the kind of porn I wanted her to do with the session, but small steps.
If I had a little more free cash, I'd commission a hidden subliminal player for Android. That would rock so hard.
Monday, February 24, 2014
Day 41:
Another sick day. Flu/Cold season was relatively mild this year, but we still have had some lingering issues affecting our health in the cold, wet Pacific Northwest.
The primary subliminal file for Training Session Two is ready. Instead of 8 behaviors I am trying to modify, I've brought the focus down to six, to try and better pinpoint what I want her to do. In addition, I'm pushing her toward things that she finds either neutral, or is not strictly opposed to. I think if I change her mind in small ways, she'll be more inclined in the future to change on the bigger items.
The six things I will be training my wife in during the next 45 days, with the endgame always being "horny, sex-crazed cumslut," are:
Masturbate every day. -- Increasing this from the semi-successful push last session. She began masturbating in Session One. I want to make this a daily compulsion.
Buy a sex toy. -- Did not have success with the sex toys directive in Session One. This time, it's a subtle push: she's going to think about how much better her masturbation could be with one, and wish she had one. So this time, I'm not telling her to buy a toy. I'm giving her reasons... so that she ends up choosing to buy the toy all by herself.
Dream about sex. -- Some effort into making her think about sex and sexual situations while she sleeps. To dream about cock sucking. Being told that in her dreams, cum tastes delicious. It may be easier for her mind to accept that dream cum is wonderful, even if real cum isn't. This is just an experiment. If her mind accepts this conceit, my guess is that will profoundly affect what she thinks about real-world cum.
Wear red nail polish -- with double trigger. -- She'll want to wear red nail polish because it makes her look sexy and sophisticated. Trigger one: When she puts the polish on, she'll think about how good her hand will look stroking my cock with those pretty nails. Trigger two: When she strokes my cock, she'll think about how good she looks in red nail polish. So the two triggers ought to self-reinforce each other. She doesn't wear makeup at all, so any nail polish is a sign she's accepting this affirmation.
Submissive in bed -- My wife is a very type A personality who does not like giving up control, in real life or in the bedroom. This affirmation is trying to establish some submissive tendencies in her. Specifically, I'm looking for her to start using the word "please."
Sexting -- As part of the increased horniness/sluttiness directive, I'm doing another experiment. Can I get her to take naked pics or videos of herself and send them to me? That's what this portion of the subliminal will test.
Day one of session two begins on Monday, March 3rd. Until then, this week we're just closing out session one, and looking forward to all the weird new fun I should get watching my wife's pretty little head absorb the new commands that are going to start pulsing in her head when it begins.
Another sick day. Flu/Cold season was relatively mild this year, but we still have had some lingering issues affecting our health in the cold, wet Pacific Northwest.
The primary subliminal file for Training Session Two is ready. Instead of 8 behaviors I am trying to modify, I've brought the focus down to six, to try and better pinpoint what I want her to do. In addition, I'm pushing her toward things that she finds either neutral, or is not strictly opposed to. I think if I change her mind in small ways, she'll be more inclined in the future to change on the bigger items.
The six things I will be training my wife in during the next 45 days, with the endgame always being "horny, sex-crazed cumslut," are:
Masturbate every day. -- Increasing this from the semi-successful push last session. She began masturbating in Session One. I want to make this a daily compulsion.
Buy a sex toy. -- Did not have success with the sex toys directive in Session One. This time, it's a subtle push: she's going to think about how much better her masturbation could be with one, and wish she had one. So this time, I'm not telling her to buy a toy. I'm giving her reasons... so that she ends up choosing to buy the toy all by herself.
Dream about sex. -- Some effort into making her think about sex and sexual situations while she sleeps. To dream about cock sucking. Being told that in her dreams, cum tastes delicious. It may be easier for her mind to accept that dream cum is wonderful, even if real cum isn't. This is just an experiment. If her mind accepts this conceit, my guess is that will profoundly affect what she thinks about real-world cum.
Wear red nail polish -- with double trigger. -- She'll want to wear red nail polish because it makes her look sexy and sophisticated. Trigger one: When she puts the polish on, she'll think about how good her hand will look stroking my cock with those pretty nails. Trigger two: When she strokes my cock, she'll think about how good she looks in red nail polish. So the two triggers ought to self-reinforce each other. She doesn't wear makeup at all, so any nail polish is a sign she's accepting this affirmation.
Submissive in bed -- My wife is a very type A personality who does not like giving up control, in real life or in the bedroom. This affirmation is trying to establish some submissive tendencies in her. Specifically, I'm looking for her to start using the word "please."
Sexting -- As part of the increased horniness/sluttiness directive, I'm doing another experiment. Can I get her to take naked pics or videos of herself and send them to me? That's what this portion of the subliminal will test.
Day one of session two begins on Monday, March 3rd. Until then, this week we're just closing out session one, and looking forward to all the weird new fun I should get watching my wife's pretty little head absorb the new commands that are going to start pulsing in her head when it begins.
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Day 40:
Well, the first session is winding down. Session one gets mixed reviews. I wanted to increase my wife's horniness, make her want oral sex more -- and to swallow when she does. I wanted her to watch porn -- specifically lesbian porn. Finally, I wanted her to masturbate often, with toys.
What I got consistently was a massive increase in horniness and desire for sex. She did watch porn, though very sporadically, and she did increase her masturbation, masturbating (on average) 2-3 times a week when she was alone, or thinking I was asleep. We had oral sex a few times -- but not enough to consider that direct successful.
The subliminals were an utter failure in regards to lesbian porn, swallowing cum, and masturbating with toys.
She masturbated today, played with my
cock during the day, and had me finger fuck her again to show how wet
she was. She is amazed at how horny she is and how wet she is. This
is great, because when I start the new session next week, we're going
to be working specifically on capitalizing on her horniness.
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Day 39:
If I wasn't mindfucking my wife every day with these subliminals, I would be stunned at my wife today. We started the day with me horny as hell, but there was just not enough time to do anything. She said it, and I knew it, I just didn't like it, lol.
But as I walked by her, cock jutting out, as it does when I'm horny, she grabbed it and proceeded to stroke and suck it and got me off in quick order. Didn't swallow, but it was a great blowjob nonetheless.
During the day, she asked if she should make me watch lesbian porn to keep me hard all day! That is, to my knowledge, the first time she's ever used the phrase "lesbian porn" -- effects of the subliminals finally taking a little root? I think definitely so!
But that isn't even the best part. Today, she was laying down and I asked if I could get her something -- like a coke, or whatever. "Yeah, your cock," she said. She started to tell me she had been massively horny for the last few days, "you could literally snap your fingers and say "let's fuck" and I'd be ready," she said. "Look!" She stripped down and said, "Feel!"
I slipped two fingers in... easily. "I am always wet," she said. "What in the world is happening to me?"
Great fucking day, though. More sex, oral sex, lesbian porn (referenced, at least), and her realization that she's turning into a horny fuckable slut. This day almost makes the whole 45-day session totally worth it.
If I wasn't mindfucking my wife every day with these subliminals, I would be stunned at my wife today. We started the day with me horny as hell, but there was just not enough time to do anything. She said it, and I knew it, I just didn't like it, lol.
But as I walked by her, cock jutting out, as it does when I'm horny, she grabbed it and proceeded to stroke and suck it and got me off in quick order. Didn't swallow, but it was a great blowjob nonetheless.
During the day, she asked if she should make me watch lesbian porn to keep me hard all day! That is, to my knowledge, the first time she's ever used the phrase "lesbian porn" -- effects of the subliminals finally taking a little root? I think definitely so!
But that isn't even the best part. Today, she was laying down and I asked if I could get her something -- like a coke, or whatever. "Yeah, your cock," she said. She started to tell me she had been massively horny for the last few days, "you could literally snap your fingers and say "let's fuck" and I'd be ready," she said. "Look!" She stripped down and said, "Feel!"
I slipped two fingers in... easily. "I am always wet," she said. "What in the world is happening to me?"
"I think you just need a good fucking," I told her.
And so we did. She came hard and fast, and shortly after that, so did I.
OH! And she has been watching porn! On her
new smart phone. I need to find a way to track her browser history there. Great fucking day, though. More sex, oral sex, lesbian porn (referenced, at least), and her realization that she's turning into a horny fuckable slut. This day almost makes the whole 45-day session totally worth it.
Friday, February 21, 2014
Day 38:
Today was almost a breakthrough day -- clearly we're ending another plateau and rising to new horniness heights. She masturbated early in the morning, before we got up, and then, sensing that I was awake, she stroked my cock and asked me to finger fuck her. After she got me rock hard -- something she's getting very good at! -- she begged me to fuck her again, which I was happy to oblige!
During the day, she told me she was so happy she could just suck my cock. Later she told me she'd been thinking about maybe having a tryst with her girlfriend, but it felt funny to admit that. I told her that as a horndog husband, I would be all for it! ^_^
She told me she'd been so horny recently she didn't know what to do. I told her I had a good idea of what she needed, and things went downright carnal from there. Her levels of horniness are through the roof right now. I need to look at getting some kind of herbal pill that can help increase my cum load, because she is milking me hard these days. Fucking 2-3 times a day gets pretty damn wearying on an old guy!
I started working on creating the new subliminals today. They will be ready next week when this session ends. I'm going to post my notes of how I made them when I finish.
Hey -- I added a donate button to the side of the blog. If you like the work I'm doing here, and want to help me continue, could you throw a dog a bone? Everyone who donates more than $10 will get a copy of the custom subliminal I'm making for lesson two.
Your letters, comments, and feedback are the fuel that keep me posting -- anything financial on top of that is just gravy that helps me get better tools for mindfucking the wife. I appreciate it all. Thanks!
Today was almost a breakthrough day -- clearly we're ending another plateau and rising to new horniness heights. She masturbated early in the morning, before we got up, and then, sensing that I was awake, she stroked my cock and asked me to finger fuck her. After she got me rock hard -- something she's getting very good at! -- she begged me to fuck her again, which I was happy to oblige!
During the day, she told me she was so happy she could just suck my cock. Later she told me she'd been thinking about maybe having a tryst with her girlfriend, but it felt funny to admit that. I told her that as a horndog husband, I would be all for it! ^_^
She told me she'd been so horny recently she didn't know what to do. I told her I had a good idea of what she needed, and things went downright carnal from there. Her levels of horniness are through the roof right now. I need to look at getting some kind of herbal pill that can help increase my cum load, because she is milking me hard these days. Fucking 2-3 times a day gets pretty damn wearying on an old guy!
I started working on creating the new subliminals today. They will be ready next week when this session ends. I'm going to post my notes of how I made them when I finish.
Hey -- I added a donate button to the side of the blog. If you like the work I'm doing here, and want to help me continue, could you throw a dog a bone? Everyone who donates more than $10 will get a copy of the custom subliminal I'm making for lesson two.
Your letters, comments, and feedback are the fuel that keep me posting -- anything financial on top of that is just gravy that helps me get better tools for mindfucking the wife. I appreciate it all. Thanks!
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Day 37:
O.M.G. This is unrelated to session one -- but I just got the audio file back from my voice talent for session two, and it's fantastic. I am amazed at how well she did on the job. Over the weekend I am going to create the new subliminal files for session two and I'll document the process in a future blog post so you guys can see how I do what I do.
As far as the day went, though, it was a great day. She woke up horny and stroked me into a great handjob, and then I finger fucked her to orgasm. That night, we had sex again, just vanilla this time, but she was so wet when we started we didn't need any foreplay.
I've noticed that since I got her a new smartphone, she's not using her computer much anymore. I need to find out if there's a way to play subliminals on the phone without her knowing.
I am listening to the file my voice talent made me. Damn. I am so hard just listening to this. It's going to be a great session two. ^_^
O.M.G. This is unrelated to session one -- but I just got the audio file back from my voice talent for session two, and it's fantastic. I am amazed at how well she did on the job. Over the weekend I am going to create the new subliminal files for session two and I'll document the process in a future blog post so you guys can see how I do what I do.
As far as the day went, though, it was a great day. She woke up horny and stroked me into a great handjob, and then I finger fucked her to orgasm. That night, we had sex again, just vanilla this time, but she was so wet when we started we didn't need any foreplay.
I've noticed that since I got her a new smartphone, she's not using her computer much anymore. I need to find out if there's a way to play subliminals on the phone without her knowing.
I am listening to the file my voice talent made me. Damn. I am so hard just listening to this. It's going to be a great session two. ^_^
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
Day 36:
She is so horny. I love it. Today, searching her phone, I saw she had been texting a girlfriend and complaining about how horny she was. "He could just snap his fingers and say "Let's fuck and I'd flip on my back for him right now. I am so wet," she wrote. I got hard just reading it LOL.
So we fucked.
I have to make a decision on the voice talent for my new subliminal soon. The bids came in higher than I expected, so that's sad, but I have a feeling this next session will be amazing as a result.
Lots of new friends on Fetlife who read my blog. If you like what you read here, please friend me over there. My username is TheWifeTrainer there too.
She is so horny. I love it. Today, searching her phone, I saw she had been texting a girlfriend and complaining about how horny she was. "He could just snap his fingers and say "Let's fuck and I'd flip on my back for him right now. I am so wet," she wrote. I got hard just reading it LOL.
So we fucked.
I have to make a decision on the voice talent for my new subliminal soon. The bids came in higher than I expected, so that's sad, but I have a feeling this next session will be amazing as a result.
Lots of new friends on Fetlife who read my blog. If you like what you read here, please friend me over there. My username is TheWifeTrainer there too.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Day 35:
Ugh. Not much to report here at all. We both have a cold and feel like crap. Even if I was horny, I wouldn't be in the mood for anything, and she's not much better. Stupid real life interrupting my sex fantasies. :(
A note for the "lessons learned" column: subliminal programming will not overrun the body's natural need to heal and replenish, apparently.
Ugh. Not much to report here at all. We both have a cold and feel like crap. Even if I was horny, I wouldn't be in the mood for anything, and she's not much better. Stupid real life interrupting my sex fantasies. :(
A note for the "lessons learned" column: subliminal programming will not overrun the body's natural need to heal and replenish, apparently.
Monday, February 17, 2014
Day 34:
I'm giving up on the scorecard thing. At the end of the 45-day training session, I'm just going to give an overall score. It was kinda just filler anyway. Suffice to say, of the 8 things I wanted to change about my wife, one of them (increased horniness/sex) scored a solid A, while most other items (masturbation, watch porn, oral sex) got a C or a flat out F- (swallow cum, watch lesbian porn, watch porn with me, masturbate with toys).
I thought I'd share some of the texts/gmail chats she sends me every day. They're fantastic. She has turned into a wonderful cocktease whenever she thinks about me, which is quite often, it seems!
I'm giving up on the scorecard thing. At the end of the 45-day training session, I'm just going to give an overall score. It was kinda just filler anyway. Suffice to say, of the 8 things I wanted to change about my wife, one of them (increased horniness/sex) scored a solid A, while most other items (masturbation, watch porn, oral sex) got a C or a flat out F- (swallow cum, watch lesbian porn, watch porn with me, masturbate with toys).
I thought I'd share some of the texts/gmail chats she sends me every day. They're fantastic. She has turned into a wonderful cocktease whenever she thinks about me, which is quite often, it seems!
I put a call out for female voice talent for the new subliminal file, the responses have been amazing so far. A little more than I want to pay... but I think the added cost may be well worth it. More on this as it develops.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Day 33:
We seem to have established a pattern. It's not quite the habit I was hoping for, but it's a start. For four days in a row now, she's approached me insisting on sex. I'm going to add submissive directives in the next training session, to encourage her not just to insist, but to beg to be fucked. Adding submissive undertones now will go a long way -- if they take hold in her fairly dominant mind -- toward breaking her to my will utterly.
For those following along, I'm going to post the affirmations that will be going into training session #2. The six areas I'm going to change her mind about (the whole time her thinking it's just her own changing attitudes, of course), are sexual dreams, submissive thoughts, wearing red nail polish, masturbating daily, buying sex toys, and sending me naked photographs and pornographic videos of herself.
Session 2 will start 5 days after this 45-day session ends. The last session was a little too cluttered. This session will have two arousal tracks, and the custom track I am going to create using the following affirmations:
One point for needing sex again today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 28/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
We seem to have established a pattern. It's not quite the habit I was hoping for, but it's a start. For four days in a row now, she's approached me insisting on sex. I'm going to add submissive directives in the next training session, to encourage her not just to insist, but to beg to be fucked. Adding submissive undertones now will go a long way -- if they take hold in her fairly dominant mind -- toward breaking her to my will utterly.
For those following along, I'm going to post the affirmations that will be going into training session #2. The six areas I'm going to change her mind about (the whole time her thinking it's just her own changing attitudes, of course), are sexual dreams, submissive thoughts, wearing red nail polish, masturbating daily, buying sex toys, and sending me naked photographs and pornographic videos of herself.
Session 2 will start 5 days after this 45-day session ends. The last session was a little too cluttered. This session will have two arousal tracks, and the custom track I am going to create using the following affirmations:
| I am dreaming about sex. |
| I am dreaming about long hard cocks |
| I am dreaming about fucking a long hard cock. |
| I am fucking my husband in my dreams |
| I am sucking my husband's cock in my dreams. |
| It feels so good being fucked in my dreams |
| It feels so good sucking my husband's cock in my dreams |
| I am so aroused. |
| I am so horny. |
| My dreams make me horny. |
| My dreams make me wet. |
| My pussy is so wet. |
| I am such a dirty slut. |
| I love being a dirty slut. |
| I love dreaming about sex. |
| I love fucking my husband's cock in my dreams |
| I love sucking my husband's cock in my dreams. |
| I always swallow my husband's come in my dreams. |
| In my dreams, come tastes delicious |
| I feel so horny all the time. |
| I am always aroused. |
| I am a dirty little cum slut. |
| I love being covered in cum |
| I am a fuck toy. |
| Cum tastes delicious |
| I feel very submissive when I'm horny. |
| I love feeling submissive when I'm wet. |
| I am submissive in bed, and I love how my husband fucks me |
| I always beg for my husband to fuck me. |
| Please. Please fuck me. |
| Please. Please let me come. |
| I always beg for my husband to fuck me. |
| A good cum slut is submissive. |
| I am a good cum slut. |
| I always beg to suck my husband's cock. |
| I love wearing red nail polish. |
| I wear red nail polish every day. |
| Wearing red nail polish is sexy. |
| Wearing red nail polish is sophisticated. |
| Wearing red nail polish makes me horny. |
| Wearing red nail polish makes me want to stroke my husband's cock |
| I always wear red nail polish. |
| I have always worn red nail polish. |
| Red nail polish is what cum sluts wear |
| I am a good cum slut. |
| I always wear red nail polish. |
| I always stroke my husband's cock with red-nail polish on my fingernails. |
| I love masturbating. I masturbate every day. |
| I want to masturbate right now. |
| I love finger fucking myself. |
| It feels so good when I masturbate. |
| My husband loves watching me masturbate. |
| I love masturbating for my husband. |
| I wish I owned a dildo. |
| I need to buy a dildo. |
| I could fuck myself with my dildo if I had one. |
| I am a good cum slut. |
| Cum sluts always own dildos. |
| Cum sluts always fuck themselves with dildos. |
| I love masturbating with a dildo. |
| I need to buy a dildo. |
| I need to buy a dildo today. |
| I need to fuck myself with my dildo. |
| I want to masturbate every day. |
| Right now I need to masturbate. |
| I am so wet. |
| I am so horny. |
| I am so aroused. |
| I need my fingers on my clit. |
| I need my dildo in my filthy little cunt. |
| I am a dirty fuck toy and I need to masturbate every day. |
| I love how horny I am. |
| I love being wet all the time. |
| I love being always ready to fuck |
| I love being a fuck toy. |
| I love being a dirty little come slut. |
| Dirty little cum sluts send sexy photos all the time. |
| I will send my husband dirty videos of me. |
| I will send my husband dirty photos of me. |
| I will film myself masturbating for my husband. |
| I love being a dirty little come slut. |
| I love sending him dirty texts and nasty photos. |
| I feel so horny when I film myself. |
| I am a horny little fucktoy who loves being photographed. |
| I am a wet, filthy little cunt and I need to be fucked. |
| I love it when cum splashes on my face. |
| I love it when cum splashes in my mouth. |
| Sometimes I swallow cum. |
| Cum tastes delicious |
| I love the taste of cum. |
| I love sucking cock. |
| I love watching porn. |
| I should watch porn right now. |
| I watch porn every day. |
| I always watch porn with my husband |
| I am my husband's dirty little bitch. |
| I am my husband's submissive little whore. |
| I am a dirty fuck toy and I need to masturbate every day. |
| I am my husband's good little cum slut. |
| I love having come all over my body. |
One point for needing sex again today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 28/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Day 32:
Today she took matters into her own hands -- literally. She jointly stroked me off while she masturbated herself with the other hand. She had me come on her tits, and then begged me to slap her nipples with my cock while she finished herself off. She is so nasty. I love it.
We're officially 2/3rd of the way through her first training session, and while we've seen great progress, unless the final third takes an amazing turn, it's going to go down as an overall failure, maybe a D-.
There are some tweaks I'm going to make to the next session. Instead of 8 goals, we're going to go with 6, to lower the number of directives she has to process. Instead of trying to change her mind essentially about so many things she already had negative ideas about, I'm going to pick things that she's neutral on, and shift her to my views about them.
In this way, she'll start changing her opinion about the hard-core negative items, because the supporting arguments against them will have crumbled. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 27/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
Today she took matters into her own hands -- literally. She jointly stroked me off while she masturbated herself with the other hand. She had me come on her tits, and then begged me to slap her nipples with my cock while she finished herself off. She is so nasty. I love it.
We're officially 2/3rd of the way through her first training session, and while we've seen great progress, unless the final third takes an amazing turn, it's going to go down as an overall failure, maybe a D-.
There are some tweaks I'm going to make to the next session. Instead of 8 goals, we're going to go with 6, to lower the number of directives she has to process. Instead of trying to change her mind essentially about so many things she already had negative ideas about, I'm going to pick things that she's neutral on, and shift her to my views about them.
In this way, she'll start changing her opinion about the hard-core negative items, because the supporting arguments against them will have crumbled. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 27/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 149/360.
Friday, February 14, 2014
Day 31:
Happy Valentine's day, everyone!
I had a great start to the day. Woke up with her mouth around my cock, and she licked and stroked and sucked me until I was just about ready to burst. Then she flipped over and begged me to fuck her from behind. She said she loves it when I slam her cock into her like that because it makes her feel like a dirty slut.
I've never tried anal with her before, but I wonder if I should try a subliminal that increases her desire to do that.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 26/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 156/360.
Happy Valentine's day, everyone!
I had a great start to the day. Woke up with her mouth around my cock, and she licked and stroked and sucked me until I was just about ready to burst. Then she flipped over and begged me to fuck her from behind. She said she loves it when I slam her cock into her like that because it makes her feel like a dirty slut.
I've never tried anal with her before, but I wonder if I should try a subliminal that increases her desire to do that.
Two points today, for increased horniness/sex and the oral sex. Dinner tonight and maybe more sex. I'm counting on it!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 6/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 26/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 156/360.
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Day 30:
Woke up with her insisting she be fucked. We had a rousing session, and then throughout the day she sent me sexts telling me how much she loved my cock and how good it made her feel. She wanted it again when I got home, and we had our first double-fuck-in-a-day since the first year of our marriage.
Holy cow, she is insatiable. I love it!
That said, no other progress on her subliminal training. Sex good, lack of oral sex, porn, or mastubation bad. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 25/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 162/360.
Woke up with her insisting she be fucked. We had a rousing session, and then throughout the day she sent me sexts telling me how much she loved my cock and how good it made her feel. She wanted it again when I got home, and we had our first double-fuck-in-a-day since the first year of our marriage.
Holy cow, she is insatiable. I love it!
That said, no other progress on her subliminal training. Sex good, lack of oral sex, porn, or mastubation bad. Just one point for today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 25/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 162/360.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Day 28:
Boom!
The day started with her waking me up for a good morning blow job. Still no swallow, but I never say bad things about oral sex. She was really into it and talked dirty the whole time her mouth wasn't busy with more important tasks.
I met a friend on Fetlife.com who had a lot of really good advice about having ups and downs during training like this. Realizing that just like physical training, you go through periods of plateaus and then breakthroughs. Looking back, it's a lot easier to see that happening for her. It's just hard to remember that in the midst of a training session.
Lots of porn for her today! She browsed Big Dick and BBW categories (she's a bit BBW herself, so if she likes scenes where women like her are being fucked, that makes sense). It's nice to see her back on the porn bandwagon. Hopefully her viewing habits become more consistent, and start leaning toward the lesbian angle.
OMG. The best part of the day?
Tonight, she asked how much I enjoyed the blow job this morning? I said it was amazing, and then she asked "Do I give you enough blow jobs? Or would you like more?"
I grinned from ear to ear and said "Of course I'd love more!"
She smiled back and said "I'll have to see what I can do."
Amazing. For her to recognize that she should be sucking cock more often is proof to me that the oral sex affirmations are finally starting to have a profound affect on her. We'll have to see how long it takes before it really turns from thoughts to actions, but this is great sign.
And that gives us a good 3-point score for today: increased horniness/sex, porn watching and oral sex. I bet she masturbated today, too, but since I can't verify it, I'm not going to count it. All in all, though, her training paid off very well on this day.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 23/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 176/360.
Boom!
The day started with her waking me up for a good morning blow job. Still no swallow, but I never say bad things about oral sex. She was really into it and talked dirty the whole time her mouth wasn't busy with more important tasks.
I met a friend on Fetlife.com who had a lot of really good advice about having ups and downs during training like this. Realizing that just like physical training, you go through periods of plateaus and then breakthroughs. Looking back, it's a lot easier to see that happening for her. It's just hard to remember that in the midst of a training session.
Lots of porn for her today! She browsed Big Dick and BBW categories (she's a bit BBW herself, so if she likes scenes where women like her are being fucked, that makes sense). It's nice to see her back on the porn bandwagon. Hopefully her viewing habits become more consistent, and start leaning toward the lesbian angle.
OMG. The best part of the day?
Tonight, she asked how much I enjoyed the blow job this morning? I said it was amazing, and then she asked "Do I give you enough blow jobs? Or would you like more?"
I grinned from ear to ear and said "Of course I'd love more!"
She smiled back and said "I'll have to see what I can do."
Amazing. For her to recognize that she should be sucking cock more often is proof to me that the oral sex affirmations are finally starting to have a profound affect on her. We'll have to see how long it takes before it really turns from thoughts to actions, but this is great sign.
And that gives us a good 3-point score for today: increased horniness/sex, porn watching and oral sex. I bet she masturbated today, too, but since I can't verify it, I'm not going to count it. All in all, though, her training paid off very well on this day.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 5/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 4/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 23/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 176/360.
Monday, February 10, 2014
Sunday, February 9, 2014
Day 26:
She sexted me all day, telling me how much she needed my cock again, and we had a massive fuck session when I got home from work. In some ways, it's kind of annoying that she wants so much vanilla sex these days. But still, I'm getting my cock drained by a hungry pussy all the time now. I love that her libido is in such hard, high overdrive.
Sorry for the short post today. Too much to do and not enough time to do it.
If you are enjoying what you're reading, please send me an email or drop a comment. I'd love to hear your thoughts about what we're doing -- and what ideas you'd like me to try in future sessions with her.
Another 1-point day, for more horniness/sex. At this rate, the final score of this session is going to end up around 65. Not what I'd hoped, but a good start, right?
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 21/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 189/360.
She sexted me all day, telling me how much she needed my cock again, and we had a massive fuck session when I got home from work. In some ways, it's kind of annoying that she wants so much vanilla sex these days. But still, I'm getting my cock drained by a hungry pussy all the time now. I love that her libido is in such hard, high overdrive.
Sorry for the short post today. Too much to do and not enough time to do it.
If you are enjoying what you're reading, please send me an email or drop a comment. I'd love to hear your thoughts about what we're doing -- and what ideas you'd like me to try in future sessions with her.
Another 1-point day, for more horniness/sex. At this rate, the final score of this session is going to end up around 65. Not what I'd hoped, but a good start, right?
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 21/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 189/360.
Saturday, February 8, 2014
Day 25:
Just 20 days left in the 45 day experiment. While we have seen some amazing progress in how horny and sex-crazed my wife has become, I just haven't seen the results I was hoping for when we started almost a month ago.
Today she woke up horny and wet -- I wonder if she was playing with herself before she woke me up? Something to consider. I really need to get some secret cameras set up in our bedroom. She woke me up and begged me to fuck her like an animal again. When she's really horny she loves it from behind because the deeper strokes drive her over the edge hard and fast.
I have been getting a lot of questions from folks regarding where I built my subliminals from. It's been really uplifting to hear from husbands around the world who are trying similar things with their wives, or want to know more about how to do it.
Here's what I'm using:
Audacity is a free audio tool for windows that I use for mixing.
The Subliminal Recording System allows you to make your own subliminals -- I also use this to test the subliminals I buy, because it has a limited ability to help decipher/listen to secret messages in the files you buy.
The whole-house system plays a mix of Subliminal Shop's Poetry of the Silent Eros -- the best arousal product on earth, in my opinion -- and a custom subliminal mix that I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
The bedroom CD player plays a mix of Subliminal Euphoria CD's Master Fellatio, Oral Sex Enhancement Subliminal from Warp My Mind and the custom mix I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
Her laptop plays a mix of Mephisto Subliminal's Enjoy Porn and the custom job again.
Dreamgirls GT is a site that sells tools for training your wife/girlfriend to be perfectly conditioned sex slaves -- I got the hidden MP3 player from them. I want to make a better one, and probably will if folks want me to. Let me know -- it would probably cost me about $100 to do it... With some support from the community, I'd be happy to commission this.
I hope this is informative for you all. Today the wife gets 1 point for increased horniness/sex. A disappointment, but more sex is always a good thing, so mixed results.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 20/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 196/360.
Just 20 days left in the 45 day experiment. While we have seen some amazing progress in how horny and sex-crazed my wife has become, I just haven't seen the results I was hoping for when we started almost a month ago.
Today she woke up horny and wet -- I wonder if she was playing with herself before she woke me up? Something to consider. I really need to get some secret cameras set up in our bedroom. She woke me up and begged me to fuck her like an animal again. When she's really horny she loves it from behind because the deeper strokes drive her over the edge hard and fast.
I have been getting a lot of questions from folks regarding where I built my subliminals from. It's been really uplifting to hear from husbands around the world who are trying similar things with their wives, or want to know more about how to do it.
Here's what I'm using:
Audacity is a free audio tool for windows that I use for mixing.
The Subliminal Recording System allows you to make your own subliminals -- I also use this to test the subliminals I buy, because it has a limited ability to help decipher/listen to secret messages in the files you buy.
The whole-house system plays a mix of Subliminal Shop's Poetry of the Silent Eros -- the best arousal product on earth, in my opinion -- and a custom subliminal mix that I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
The bedroom CD player plays a mix of Subliminal Euphoria CD's Master Fellatio, Oral Sex Enhancement Subliminal from Warp My Mind and the custom mix I bought from Subliminal Euphoria CDs.
Her laptop plays a mix of Mephisto Subliminal's Enjoy Porn and the custom job again.
Dreamgirls GT is a site that sells tools for training your wife/girlfriend to be perfectly conditioned sex slaves -- I got the hidden MP3 player from them. I want to make a better one, and probably will if folks want me to. Let me know -- it would probably cost me about $100 to do it... With some support from the community, I'd be happy to commission this.
I hope this is informative for you all. Today the wife gets 1 point for increased horniness/sex. A disappointment, but more sex is always a good thing, so mixed results.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 20/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 196/360.
Friday, February 7, 2014
Day 24:
Slowly but surely, my wife is turning into a sexual dynamo. The best parts of the training is that her libido is through the roof. The worst parts are that she's not accepting the subliminal directives I've given her that change her sexual tastes/preferences.
Part of me wants to admit that subliminals have a largely placebo affect, but another part thinks I just haven't hit the right formula yet. I have come up with my general plan for session two when this one ends, because I want to try a different approach.
She's thinking about sex a lot. I know this. She googled sex today, but didn't watch porn. We had a few moments of light foreplay, where she'd grab for my cock, or give it a squeeze or stroke as she walked by, but the day got away from us and nothing else happened.
Oh, and she joked about wanting to go to a strip club, and read a story about strippers today. That was interesting. One point for increased libido. Nothing else. The final score of our first subliminal training session is going to be very low. However, I think that will be a good, fair baseline to build from.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 19/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 203/360.
Slowly but surely, my wife is turning into a sexual dynamo. The best parts of the training is that her libido is through the roof. The worst parts are that she's not accepting the subliminal directives I've given her that change her sexual tastes/preferences.
Part of me wants to admit that subliminals have a largely placebo affect, but another part thinks I just haven't hit the right formula yet. I have come up with my general plan for session two when this one ends, because I want to try a different approach.
She's thinking about sex a lot. I know this. She googled sex today, but didn't watch porn. We had a few moments of light foreplay, where she'd grab for my cock, or give it a squeeze or stroke as she walked by, but the day got away from us and nothing else happened.
Oh, and she joked about wanting to go to a strip club, and read a story about strippers today. That was interesting. One point for increased libido. Nothing else. The final score of our first subliminal training session is going to be very low. However, I think that will be a good, fair baseline to build from.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 19/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 203/360.
Thursday, February 6, 2014
Day 23:
I don't care what anyone else says, the best alarm clock in the world is a horny woman.
She woke me up this morning stroking my cock and whispering about how wet she was and how desperately she needed my cock in her. She asked me "how do you want to fuck your horny little slut?" I told her to roll over, and she did, while I took her from behind. She was very wet, and moaned with each thrust, telling me she had been craving my cock so bad and how she thought about it all the time.
The culmination of all my work being verified in her words drove me over the edge and I came hard (and faster, dang) than I have in a long time. She rolled back onto her back and guided my hands to her breasts. I massaged them, tweaked them, and sucked on the nipples while she masturbated herself to an orgasm, the whole time saying how much she loved being fucked by my cock.
As we got dressed, she told me she was going to think about my cock all day, and she wanted me big and hard again when I got back from work. Points for horniness/sex today (There's no doubt that this portion of the subliminals has worked amazingly). Nothing else, but really, who can complain?
That's the midpoint of our first 45-day experiment. I think we've proven that at least raw animal instinct (desire, horniness, arousal) can be instilled through subliminals, but other desires take at the least a lot more time to stick -- or simply can't be forced at all. I'm curious to see how the second half unfolds. One thing's for sure... I'm confident my cock is going to get all the sex it can handle in the next three weeks!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 18/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 210/360.
I don't care what anyone else says, the best alarm clock in the world is a horny woman.
She woke me up this morning stroking my cock and whispering about how wet she was and how desperately she needed my cock in her. She asked me "how do you want to fuck your horny little slut?" I told her to roll over, and she did, while I took her from behind. She was very wet, and moaned with each thrust, telling me she had been craving my cock so bad and how she thought about it all the time.
The culmination of all my work being verified in her words drove me over the edge and I came hard (and faster, dang) than I have in a long time. She rolled back onto her back and guided my hands to her breasts. I massaged them, tweaked them, and sucked on the nipples while she masturbated herself to an orgasm, the whole time saying how much she loved being fucked by my cock.
As we got dressed, she told me she was going to think about my cock all day, and she wanted me big and hard again when I got back from work. Points for horniness/sex today (There's no doubt that this portion of the subliminals has worked amazingly). Nothing else, but really, who can complain?
That's the midpoint of our first 45-day experiment. I think we've proven that at least raw animal instinct (desire, horniness, arousal) can be instilled through subliminals, but other desires take at the least a lot more time to stick -- or simply can't be forced at all. I'm curious to see how the second half unfolds. One thing's for sure... I'm confident my cock is going to get all the sex it can handle in the next three weeks!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 18/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 210/360.
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Day 22:
I've been pretty upset with her progress, and we're at the half-way point, so I went and made some adjustments to how I'm playing her subliminals. Yesterday I remixed the same lessons and affirmations, but put more emphasis on how loud each one is in relation to where it's being played. The whole-house sound system is playing the full lessons affirmations, the computer is playing the watch porn affirmations, and the bedside CD player is playing the masturbation and oral sex affirmations.
It appears to be working. This morning, she woke up horny, and teased my cock to hardness, and clearly wanted more, but we were late already, so couldn't get anything more accomplished there (damn you, life, and being a productive member of society!). Driving me to work, her hand snaked over and teased me all the way into town. She joked about wanting to have cock soup for dinner.
Her mind is definitely in the right place again! We didn't get anything else done today, and if she masturbated, I didn't see it, so I can't count it. Only one point for today, but I think the short drought is over, and her slut-side is starting to emerge like a beautiful, horny butterfly. LOL. I'm such a perv.
Well, and when I get done with her, she will be too. ^_^
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 17/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 217/360.
I've been pretty upset with her progress, and we're at the half-way point, so I went and made some adjustments to how I'm playing her subliminals. Yesterday I remixed the same lessons and affirmations, but put more emphasis on how loud each one is in relation to where it's being played. The whole-house sound system is playing the full lessons affirmations, the computer is playing the watch porn affirmations, and the bedside CD player is playing the masturbation and oral sex affirmations.
It appears to be working. This morning, she woke up horny, and teased my cock to hardness, and clearly wanted more, but we were late already, so couldn't get anything more accomplished there (damn you, life, and being a productive member of society!). Driving me to work, her hand snaked over and teased me all the way into town. She joked about wanting to have cock soup for dinner.
Her mind is definitely in the right place again! We didn't get anything else done today, and if she masturbated, I didn't see it, so I can't count it. Only one point for today, but I think the short drought is over, and her slut-side is starting to emerge like a beautiful, horny butterfly. LOL. I'm such a perv.
Well, and when I get done with her, she will be too. ^_^
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 17/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 217/360.
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Day 21:
Today she teased my cock in the morning, and during a chat session while I was at work she sent "SEXsexSEXsexsexsexSEX!" and then apologized for it, saying she was feeling weird. Feeling horny, I bet. I wonder why? ;)
This is the best part about the behavior changes that are overcoming her due to my subliminal programming. She is starting to constantly think sexually about things, and especially about me, and the heightened arousal is modifying her brain chemistry to want -- and need -- to please me, because she is starting to find so much pleasure in pleasing me.
Only one point again, sadly, but it's a good point. I am wondering if I need to adjust the subliminals, though. We're almost halfway through the program, with no discernible improvements in the key areas we were trying to train.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 16/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 224/360.
Today she teased my cock in the morning, and during a chat session while I was at work she sent "SEXsexSEXsexsexsexSEX!" and then apologized for it, saying she was feeling weird. Feeling horny, I bet. I wonder why? ;)
This is the best part about the behavior changes that are overcoming her due to my subliminal programming. She is starting to constantly think sexually about things, and especially about me, and the heightened arousal is modifying her brain chemistry to want -- and need -- to please me, because she is starting to find so much pleasure in pleasing me.
Only one point again, sadly, but it's a good point. I am wondering if I need to adjust the subliminals, though. We're almost halfway through the program, with no discernible improvements in the key areas we were trying to train.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 16/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 224/360.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Day 20:
Well, my fears have been somewhat allayed. I woke up this morning to find her hand stroking my cock and her face next to mine, whispering how much she loved being my dirty little slut. One of the subliminal files includes affirmations regarding pet names that she'll call herself. It's a wonderful file full of dirty talk and phrases like "I am a horny slut, I am a dirty whore, I am a fuck toy."
That's a key phrase I'm looking for. She has never used the phrase "fuck toy" in the five years we've been together. For her to start using it out of the blue? That can only have come from the subliminal training.
Back on the board with a point for horniness/sex, and she spent all day on the computer again, so maybe we're looking at a lift off of this plateau. I can only hope that we're looking at the beginning of a great week.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 15/45
I think I may have lost correct count of the maximum score possible over the last few weeks.
20 Days in, the maximum score possible now would be (45-20+(points per category))
29 for oral sex, 25 for cumguzzler, 28 for porn, 27 for lesbian porn, 25 for mutual porn, 32 for masturbation, 25 for toys, and 40 for horniness: 231 out of 360 max.
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 231/360.
Well, my fears have been somewhat allayed. I woke up this morning to find her hand stroking my cock and her face next to mine, whispering how much she loved being my dirty little slut. One of the subliminal files includes affirmations regarding pet names that she'll call herself. It's a wonderful file full of dirty talk and phrases like "I am a horny slut, I am a dirty whore, I am a fuck toy."
That's a key phrase I'm looking for. She has never used the phrase "fuck toy" in the five years we've been together. For her to start using it out of the blue? That can only have come from the subliminal training.
Back on the board with a point for horniness/sex, and she spent all day on the computer again, so maybe we're looking at a lift off of this plateau. I can only hope that we're looking at the beginning of a great week.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 15/45
I think I may have lost correct count of the maximum score possible over the last few weeks.
20 Days in, the maximum score possible now would be (45-20+(points per category))
29 for oral sex, 25 for cumguzzler, 28 for porn, 27 for lesbian porn, 25 for mutual porn, 32 for masturbation, 25 for toys, and 40 for horniness: 231 out of 360 max.
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 231/360.
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Day 19:
I get the feeling that she is somehow trying to resist the commands she hears in her head all day. I feel like she is always on the verge of a breakthrough, but then nothing. I haven't seen any evidence of her looking for porn or masturbating for a few days now, and we haven't had sex in a few days either, and believe me when I tell you that that gets pretty frustrating.
I'm going to take a look at the three subliminal delivery mechanisms and see if there's anything I can do to improve them. Second day in a row where we got zero points. I truly hope tomorrow sees a turnaround.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 238/360.
I get the feeling that she is somehow trying to resist the commands she hears in her head all day. I feel like she is always on the verge of a breakthrough, but then nothing. I haven't seen any evidence of her looking for porn or masturbating for a few days now, and we haven't had sex in a few days either, and believe me when I tell you that that gets pretty frustrating.
I'm going to take a look at the three subliminal delivery mechanisms and see if there's anything I can do to improve them. Second day in a row where we got zero points. I truly hope tomorrow sees a turnaround.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 238/360.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Day 18:
Argh, another plateau day. That's a bummer. I've noticed that she responds a lot better on days when she is on her computer a lot, because she has the affirmations coming at her right there. Today though she was doing a ton of housework and other chores, and didn't spend much time (as far as I can tell) being idle.
Sorry for the short post. Bah! I hope we start seeing more results. As much as the possibility remains that subliminals don't actually work, it would really suck to find out that was the case. I am holding out hope that she is absorbing what she's listening to and will start heeding the siren call of the cocksucking slut. No points for today. :(
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 246/360.
Argh, another plateau day. That's a bummer. I've noticed that she responds a lot better on days when she is on her computer a lot, because she has the affirmations coming at her right there. Today though she was doing a ton of housework and other chores, and didn't spend much time (as far as I can tell) being idle.
Sorry for the short post. Bah! I hope we start seeing more results. As much as the possibility remains that subliminals don't actually work, it would really suck to find out that was the case. I am holding out hope that she is absorbing what she's listening to and will start heeding the siren call of the cocksucking slut. No points for today. :(
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 246/360.
Friday, January 31, 2014
Day 17:
She was out with her mother most of the day, so she didn't get much time to listen to any of her subliminals, let alone spend time masturbating or watching porn (I can only presume). And we both had pretty hard days physically, so there wasn't much of a question of sex today. We spent some intimate moments snuggling, but that was about it.
It's easy to think, when you're planning all this stuff out, that things will happen in a certain way, in a certain time frame for you. What I am learning through experiment #1 is that even though it does appear that subliminal programming works -- it seems to work only to a limited extent.
What I've noticed so far, is that when she is listening to them all day, the arousal triggers work like gangbusters. She used to never watch porn -- she knows someone who went into the industry, and stopped watching when she was younger for fear of spotting that person inadvertently -- and know she is hearing those urges in her head, but for the most part, successfully filtering them out. In addition, she's never had an interest in lesbian porn, and the subliminals do not appear to be changing her mind about it.
She used to give me hand jobs and blow jobs in addition to regular sex a lot when we were dating and first married, and that seems to be ramping back up to those levels. But taking my load in her mouth? She never liked that, and so far there's no evidence whatsoever that that might change due to her programming.
And I know she's masturbated in the past, but now she seems to be masturbating a lot, and that's great. So again... The subliminals seem to strengthen things you already want to do, but the don't seem to change your mind about things you don't want to do.
Every subliminal site out there says it takes about 45 days for programming to take effect. That's why we're doing this 45 day session with the first set of subliminals. We'll reevaluate for session two with the lessons learned in this experiment.
No points today, sadly. Ah well. You can't win them all.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 257/360.
She was out with her mother most of the day, so she didn't get much time to listen to any of her subliminals, let alone spend time masturbating or watching porn (I can only presume). And we both had pretty hard days physically, so there wasn't much of a question of sex today. We spent some intimate moments snuggling, but that was about it.
It's easy to think, when you're planning all this stuff out, that things will happen in a certain way, in a certain time frame for you. What I am learning through experiment #1 is that even though it does appear that subliminal programming works -- it seems to work only to a limited extent.
What I've noticed so far, is that when she is listening to them all day, the arousal triggers work like gangbusters. She used to never watch porn -- she knows someone who went into the industry, and stopped watching when she was younger for fear of spotting that person inadvertently -- and know she is hearing those urges in her head, but for the most part, successfully filtering them out. In addition, she's never had an interest in lesbian porn, and the subliminals do not appear to be changing her mind about it.
She used to give me hand jobs and blow jobs in addition to regular sex a lot when we were dating and first married, and that seems to be ramping back up to those levels. But taking my load in her mouth? She never liked that, and so far there's no evidence whatsoever that that might change due to her programming.
And I know she's masturbated in the past, but now she seems to be masturbating a lot, and that's great. So again... The subliminals seem to strengthen things you already want to do, but the don't seem to change your mind about things you don't want to do.
Every subliminal site out there says it takes about 45 days for programming to take effect. That's why we're doing this 45 day session with the first set of subliminals. We'll reevaluate for session two with the lessons learned in this experiment.
No points today, sadly. Ah well. You can't win them all.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 257/360.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Day 16:
Most of the day was very uneventful. When I planned this experiment, I think I had my head in the clouds a little, and forgot all the other things that go on around us besides thinking about and having sex 24/7 lol. I have been very tired recently, and not sleeping well -- I think because of trying to pretend to be sleeping so I can listen for her masturbating.
At the end of the day, today, though, as we were heading to bed, she reached over and started fondling me to hardness, and then asked me to get up on my knees. When I did, she continued stroking me with one hand, and guided my hands to her pussy with the other.
I finger fucked her while she stroked my cock until she begged me to fuck her, which I did -- and she started telling me how much she loved my cock, and couldn't get enough of it, and how she loved being a horny little slut for me. The effect of the increased dirty talk? Well, I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I blew my load hard after just a few minutes. Then I finger fucked her more while she stroked her clit furiously and she came in a massive orgasm too.
It was the best sex we've had in a long time. It's only worth two points on the experiment's scorecard, for increased horniness/sex and masturbation (even though I was involved in it too, she was clearly sel-pleasuring her clit, and that counts, as far as I'm concerned).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 265/360.
Most of the day was very uneventful. When I planned this experiment, I think I had my head in the clouds a little, and forgot all the other things that go on around us besides thinking about and having sex 24/7 lol. I have been very tired recently, and not sleeping well -- I think because of trying to pretend to be sleeping so I can listen for her masturbating.
At the end of the day, today, though, as we were heading to bed, she reached over and started fondling me to hardness, and then asked me to get up on my knees. When I did, she continued stroking me with one hand, and guided my hands to her pussy with the other.
I finger fucked her while she stroked my cock until she begged me to fuck her, which I did -- and she started telling me how much she loved my cock, and couldn't get enough of it, and how she loved being a horny little slut for me. The effect of the increased dirty talk? Well, I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I blew my load hard after just a few minutes. Then I finger fucked her more while she stroked her clit furiously and she came in a massive orgasm too.
It was the best sex we've had in a long time. It's only worth two points on the experiment's scorecard, for increased horniness/sex and masturbation (even though I was involved in it too, she was clearly sel-pleasuring her clit, and that counts, as far as I'm concerned).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 14/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 265/360.
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Day 15:
What a day!
I woke up horny as hell. She noticed, and stroked me to full hardness, then gave me a great wake-up blow job. I came on her tits, and we both laughed about it because it was a hell of a shot. I'm an older guy... If I get a nice blast with "shoot across the room" velocity, that's a big deal. Made me feel better about myself, and she wiped it all over, telling me how much she loved my cock.
Later in the day, she searched for and watched lactation porn. This is interesting. That's not really lesbian porn, but it's porn that specifically targets a woman's bodily functions. I think this is an outstanding sign.
That night, as we headed to bed, she must have been really horny too -- for the first time since we've been married, she had me help her masturbate. She took my hands and put them on my breasts, and then silently proceeded to finger herself for what I think must have been a half hour. I fondled her tits, tweaked her nipples, and respected her silence by saying nothing myself as she passionately took care of this compulsion I've given her. Finally, she gave out a great heaving moan and called out my name, and came hard.
She said she loved me so much, and I said I loved her too. I told her how much I love watching her masturbate (which is true -- it's why I'm encouraging her to do it more in her training).
This was a bellweather day. She is responding magnificently to the basic tenets of the subliminals. There's still the more challenging aspects of this experiment I'm hoping to see traction on, but wow, this was great. We added four points today, for oral sex, watching porn, masturbating, and increased horniness/sex. Not bad at all!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 6/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 13/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 271/360.
What a day!
I woke up horny as hell. She noticed, and stroked me to full hardness, then gave me a great wake-up blow job. I came on her tits, and we both laughed about it because it was a hell of a shot. I'm an older guy... If I get a nice blast with "shoot across the room" velocity, that's a big deal. Made me feel better about myself, and she wiped it all over, telling me how much she loved my cock.
Later in the day, she searched for and watched lactation porn. This is interesting. That's not really lesbian porn, but it's porn that specifically targets a woman's bodily functions. I think this is an outstanding sign.
That night, as we headed to bed, she must have been really horny too -- for the first time since we've been married, she had me help her masturbate. She took my hands and put them on my breasts, and then silently proceeded to finger herself for what I think must have been a half hour. I fondled her tits, tweaked her nipples, and respected her silence by saying nothing myself as she passionately took care of this compulsion I've given her. Finally, she gave out a great heaving moan and called out my name, and came hard.
She said she loved me so much, and I said I loved her too. I told her how much I love watching her masturbate (which is true -- it's why I'm encouraging her to do it more in her training).
This was a bellweather day. She is responding magnificently to the basic tenets of the subliminals. There's still the more challenging aspects of this experiment I'm hoping to see traction on, but wow, this was great. We added four points today, for oral sex, watching porn, masturbating, and increased horniness/sex. Not bad at all!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 3/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 6/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 13/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 271/360.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Day 14:
Well, today was kind of a disappointment -- at least to begin with. I am finding that making these changes in my wife takes more time -- and is more of a process -- than I had first hoped. She was irritable today, and didn't exhibit any of the behaviors I've been subliminally training her to do.
Until I got home from work. The moment I got home, she took me into our bedroom, and went to work on my cock with her hands and mouth into one of the most satisfying blowjobs I've had in a long time. Certainly one of her personal best!
She didn't let me come in her mouth, so there's still that roadblock to overcome (I know she has a real issue with the texture of come, and it's possible that no amount of subliminal programming can change that, but I'm still making the effort.
Today gets 2 points, one for horniness/sex, and another point in oral sex! As we can see, the horniness/sex part is fantastic -- we haven't had this many orgasms between the two of us since our first year of marriage. The three 0-scores are the roadblocks. Those are the things she doesn't like at all -- the true test of this subliminal training cocktail will be whether or not they ever get points.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 3/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 12/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 275/360.
Well, today was kind of a disappointment -- at least to begin with. I am finding that making these changes in my wife takes more time -- and is more of a process -- than I had first hoped. She was irritable today, and didn't exhibit any of the behaviors I've been subliminally training her to do.
Until I got home from work. The moment I got home, she took me into our bedroom, and went to work on my cock with her hands and mouth into one of the most satisfying blowjobs I've had in a long time. Certainly one of her personal best!
She didn't let me come in her mouth, so there's still that roadblock to overcome (I know she has a real issue with the texture of come, and it's possible that no amount of subliminal programming can change that, but I'm still making the effort.
Today gets 2 points, one for horniness/sex, and another point in oral sex! As we can see, the horniness/sex part is fantastic -- we haven't had this many orgasms between the two of us since our first year of marriage. The three 0-scores are the roadblocks. Those are the things she doesn't like at all -- the true test of this subliminal training cocktail will be whether or not they ever get points.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 3/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 12/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 275/360.
Monday, January 27, 2014
Day 13:
Her browser history shows that today she was Googling penises. She didn't pick any porn sites, though, so I'm not going to count it. Apparently, though, you can find several dick videos on YouTube, if you're looking for that sort of thing.
Several times during the day she mentioned wanting to suck my cock, and how much she loved it, but at the end of the day, it was just idle chatter. We did not make time for anything, and ended the night pretty exhausted. I like that she's starting to think about it -- and feeling freer to talk about it... The constant dirty talk going on in the subliminals is very definitely affecting her vocabulary and the kinds of erotic thoughts she's willing to vocalize.
Bonus: I got a big smile as I drifted into sleep. I could hear the distinctive wet smacking of her fingers rubbing her clit as she masturbated herself to sleep. So, she's horny and masturbating, but didn't feel the urge strongly enough to initiate sex. Small steps, leading to a large prize in the future.
Three points for the day. Increased horniness, masturbation and a point for directly stating her desire for oral sex. I can't help but wonder if we'll ever have an 8-point day. It seems unlikely at this junction, but we're still pretty early into this training session.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 2/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 11/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 281/360.
Her browser history shows that today she was Googling penises. She didn't pick any porn sites, though, so I'm not going to count it. Apparently, though, you can find several dick videos on YouTube, if you're looking for that sort of thing.
Several times during the day she mentioned wanting to suck my cock, and how much she loved it, but at the end of the day, it was just idle chatter. We did not make time for anything, and ended the night pretty exhausted. I like that she's starting to think about it -- and feeling freer to talk about it... The constant dirty talk going on in the subliminals is very definitely affecting her vocabulary and the kinds of erotic thoughts she's willing to vocalize.
Bonus: I got a big smile as I drifted into sleep. I could hear the distinctive wet smacking of her fingers rubbing her clit as she masturbated herself to sleep. So, she's horny and masturbating, but didn't feel the urge strongly enough to initiate sex. Small steps, leading to a large prize in the future.
Three points for the day. Increased horniness, masturbation and a point for directly stating her desire for oral sex. I can't help but wonder if we'll ever have an 8-point day. It seems unlikely at this junction, but we're still pretty early into this training session.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 2/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 5/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 11/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 281/360.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Day 12:
She wakes up horny almost every morning now -- so do I. I am certain that having the subliminals playing from two different directions all night long affects both of our libidos like crazy. She's getting told all night long that she loves oral sex, she loves swallowing cum, she wants to watch lesbian porn with me, and that she loves masturbating with a dildo. My subconscious already wants her to do all of that, so it's not exactly like the subliminals are changing me in any way -- just reaffirming what I already deeply desire. But I think my cock truly enjoys knowing that she's being molded to match those desires every minute of the day.
I woke up this morning to find her just leaning against me, and idly stroking my cock. She told me how much she loved it, and that she thinks about it all the time. Normally I might just chalk this up to her trying to butter me up before sex, but I'm not sure today. I think it's true, and that the subliminals are starting to have a profound effect on her thinking.
We proceeded to fuck like animals, and it didn't take either of us very long at all. Unfortunately, I didn't see any other signs of progress, and still no urges for oral sex from her, which is a little disappointing, but any day I wake up and find a horny woman lusting for my cock in bed? That's still a good day.
Just the one point for increased sex/horniness today. We are officially at the 1/4 point of the 45-day training session. I'm starting to plan for session #2. I think the best plan is to find 1 thing she didn't respond well to in this session, and then add 3 new items, to continually expand her sexual horizons, while still working on trouble areas she hasn't fully adjusted to yet.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 10/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 286/360.
She wakes up horny almost every morning now -- so do I. I am certain that having the subliminals playing from two different directions all night long affects both of our libidos like crazy. She's getting told all night long that she loves oral sex, she loves swallowing cum, she wants to watch lesbian porn with me, and that she loves masturbating with a dildo. My subconscious already wants her to do all of that, so it's not exactly like the subliminals are changing me in any way -- just reaffirming what I already deeply desire. But I think my cock truly enjoys knowing that she's being molded to match those desires every minute of the day.
I woke up this morning to find her just leaning against me, and idly stroking my cock. She told me how much she loved it, and that she thinks about it all the time. Normally I might just chalk this up to her trying to butter me up before sex, but I'm not sure today. I think it's true, and that the subliminals are starting to have a profound effect on her thinking.
We proceeded to fuck like animals, and it didn't take either of us very long at all. Unfortunately, I didn't see any other signs of progress, and still no urges for oral sex from her, which is a little disappointing, but any day I wake up and find a horny woman lusting for my cock in bed? That's still a good day.
Just the one point for increased sex/horniness today. We are officially at the 1/4 point of the 45-day training session. I'm starting to plan for session #2. I think the best plan is to find 1 thing she didn't respond well to in this session, and then add 3 new items, to continually expand her sexual horizons, while still working on trouble areas she hasn't fully adjusted to yet.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 10/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 286/360.
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Day 11:
Had my first sign of desire for oral sex this morning! She started what ended up being a great handjob with her mouth... Got me nice and hard with her tongue, and then pulled out some lube and worked my cock hard while talking very dirty to me. The subliminals that are constantly playing in the house are loaded with filthy dirty talk -- teaching her to call herself a dirty slut, a come-slut, and some other key phrases I haven't heard yet, but hope to soon.
I am guessing that it might take the entire 45-day training session to get her to want to come in her mouth. That's a hard-set thing in her mind, and the only way to break her into wanting it is to just continue bombarding her thoughts with affirmations of desire. Soon enough she'll think the thoughts on her own -- not just hear them spoken 24/7 in her head.
Later in the day, she teased about needing to go masturbate... I know she wasn't really teasing though. She's starting to need it every day. This part of the training, at least, is an unqualified success. Now hopefully she'll start responding to the desire to use toys when she does it.
3 points gained today, for oral sex, masturbation and increased horniness. The first oral sex point. A good day!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 9/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 293/360.
Had my first sign of desire for oral sex this morning! She started what ended up being a great handjob with her mouth... Got me nice and hard with her tongue, and then pulled out some lube and worked my cock hard while talking very dirty to me. The subliminals that are constantly playing in the house are loaded with filthy dirty talk -- teaching her to call herself a dirty slut, a come-slut, and some other key phrases I haven't heard yet, but hope to soon.
I am guessing that it might take the entire 45-day training session to get her to want to come in her mouth. That's a hard-set thing in her mind, and the only way to break her into wanting it is to just continue bombarding her thoughts with affirmations of desire. Soon enough she'll think the thoughts on her own -- not just hear them spoken 24/7 in her head.
Later in the day, she teased about needing to go masturbate... I know she wasn't really teasing though. She's starting to need it every day. This part of the training, at least, is an unqualified success. Now hopefully she'll start responding to the desire to use toys when she does it.
3 points gained today, for oral sex, masturbation and increased horniness. The first oral sex point. A good day!
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 1/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 4/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 9/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 293/360.
Friday, January 24, 2014
Day 10:
Everything is going according to plan. I see small changes in her daily. Her language is becoming coarser -- she is using more sexual innuendo when she talks to me. I caught her masturbating again. I wonder how often she's getting herself off when I'm not able to spy on her or peek in? Based on the frequency of times I've seen it? I'm guessing she's getting close to every day.
I noticed the sound was off on her computer. I need to find a way to make sure it comes back up everytime she starts it. This is, I think, affecting her porn viewing affirmations.
Also, I am still looking for more hope or evidence that she's going to want more blowjobs, to swallow my load, and to start masturbating with a dildo. This may come with time, but at the 10-day mark, there's not a whole lot of evidence that it's working yet. Two points today: for masturbating and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 298/360.
Everything is going according to plan. I see small changes in her daily. Her language is becoming coarser -- she is using more sexual innuendo when she talks to me. I caught her masturbating again. I wonder how often she's getting herself off when I'm not able to spy on her or peek in? Based on the frequency of times I've seen it? I'm guessing she's getting close to every day.
I noticed the sound was off on her computer. I need to find a way to make sure it comes back up everytime she starts it. This is, I think, affecting her porn viewing affirmations.
Also, I am still looking for more hope or evidence that she's going to want more blowjobs, to swallow my load, and to start masturbating with a dildo. This may come with time, but at the 10-day mark, there's not a whole lot of evidence that it's working yet. Two points today: for masturbating and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 298/360.
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Day 9:
Some progress on her porn watching. She clicked on a link to some male sex toys, then watched a FFF video (excellent!) and then, huh, searched specifically for tranny porn. This is intriguing to me. I wonder if her mind is trying to wrap her new interest in lesbian sex around her obvious heterosexuality, by trying to couch a male as the female? I'm not sure. All I know is that it's good that she's starting to watch more porn.
I think I mentioned earlier that I installed a synch in her browser so I can see what she's watching on the web by just synching my browser to hers... So I'm seeing her watch porn videos for a few minutes, and then she opens a chat window and starts talking to me about my orgasms. She wants me to try a technique that might increase the velocity of my come shot (!) -- I usually get a good shot off, but hell, I'll try anything :)
Then, she chatted that she needed to go lay down and think about me some more. Yup. Chalk up a point for masturbation today. And that makes today a great day for the scorecard. 4 points out of 8, for our best day ever. She scored in porn watching, lesbian porn-specific, masturbation, and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 303/360.
Some progress on her porn watching. She clicked on a link to some male sex toys, then watched a FFF video (excellent!) and then, huh, searched specifically for tranny porn. This is intriguing to me. I wonder if her mind is trying to wrap her new interest in lesbian sex around her obvious heterosexuality, by trying to couch a male as the female? I'm not sure. All I know is that it's good that she's starting to watch more porn.
I think I mentioned earlier that I installed a synch in her browser so I can see what she's watching on the web by just synching my browser to hers... So I'm seeing her watch porn videos for a few minutes, and then she opens a chat window and starts talking to me about my orgasms. She wants me to try a technique that might increase the velocity of my come shot (!) -- I usually get a good shot off, but hell, I'll try anything :)
Then, she chatted that she needed to go lay down and think about me some more. Yup. Chalk up a point for masturbation today. And that makes today a great day for the scorecard. 4 points out of 8, for our best day ever. She scored in porn watching, lesbian porn-specific, masturbation, and increased horniness.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 2/45
Watches lesbian porn 2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 3/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 8/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 303/360.
Wednesday, January 22, 2014
Day 8:
Sometimes life gets in the way of your nefarious plans to brainwash your wife. LOL. Today she had to go to the doctor because of a leg injury that's been impeding our ability to have regular "actual" sex (and thus part of my need to increase her libido and desire to perform sexual acts outside of intercourse). Because her schedule was messed up, though, she had no free time during the day to mastubate or watch porn.
Pretty much all day she was irritable and not feeling well, and no matter how horny you make a woman, if she's not happy, she's not having it. But an interesting thing... We talked about her friend some more, and I laughed about how we'd have to make her come to our house for dinner one night. My wife replied "Oh I'll make her come all right," and was totally sexual about it. Whoa! That was awesome. She's not just thinking about lesbian porn -- but full on lesbian sex. This will go a long way toward experiment two, when we're ready to start it.
At the end of the night, she approached me and drew me into a very nice hand job. I'm really enjoying these, but am wondering when she'll start performing more oral. Today's score is 1/8 for the increased horniness and sex.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 7/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 307/360.
Sometimes life gets in the way of your nefarious plans to brainwash your wife. LOL. Today she had to go to the doctor because of a leg injury that's been impeding our ability to have regular "actual" sex (and thus part of my need to increase her libido and desire to perform sexual acts outside of intercourse). Because her schedule was messed up, though, she had no free time during the day to mastubate or watch porn.
Pretty much all day she was irritable and not feeling well, and no matter how horny you make a woman, if she's not happy, she's not having it. But an interesting thing... We talked about her friend some more, and I laughed about how we'd have to make her come to our house for dinner one night. My wife replied "Oh I'll make her come all right," and was totally sexual about it. Whoa! That was awesome. She's not just thinking about lesbian porn -- but full on lesbian sex. This will go a long way toward experiment two, when we're ready to start it.
At the end of the night, she approached me and drew me into a very nice hand job. I'm really enjoying these, but am wondering when she'll start performing more oral. Today's score is 1/8 for the increased horniness and sex.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 7/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 307/360.
Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Day 7:
Some movement on the porn directive. Today she started watching some porn videos -- it doesn't look like she did any specific searching, but she watched two videos, and spent a few minutes on each. Her browser history shows she also clicked on a Groupon link for a new vibrator (it's crazy what you can buy on Groupon these days, right?).
I may need to install a small camera in the bedroom, so I can observe if she's masturbating during the day. I don't always stay awake long enough to catch her masturbating at night, and I did not observe her doing to today.
I am very pleased with the progress she's making. I'd like to see her watching more porn more regularly, and start directing toward lesbian porn soon, too, if possible. As well, shopping for a vibrator needs to lead to actually buying it (this would be a HUGE victory) and then using it regularly too.
Still, today earns another 2 points, for horniness and watching porn.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 6/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 314/360.
Some movement on the porn directive. Today she started watching some porn videos -- it doesn't look like she did any specific searching, but she watched two videos, and spent a few minutes on each. Her browser history shows she also clicked on a Groupon link for a new vibrator (it's crazy what you can buy on Groupon these days, right?).
I may need to install a small camera in the bedroom, so I can observe if she's masturbating during the day. I don't always stay awake long enough to catch her masturbating at night, and I did not observe her doing to today.
I am very pleased with the progress she's making. I'd like to see her watching more porn more regularly, and start directing toward lesbian porn soon, too, if possible. As well, shopping for a vibrator needs to lead to actually buying it (this would be a HUGE victory) and then using it regularly too.
Still, today earns another 2 points, for horniness and watching porn.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 1/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 6/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 314/360.
Monday, January 20, 2014
Day 6:
She started an interesting topic today. Would I be all right if she went to visit an old girlfriend for a few days? I told her of course. She's told me in the past that if there was any girl she'd be comfortable having a lesbian encounter with, it would be this friend. So I think she's got lesbian sex on her mind. Also, an interesting thing. Her browser history showed she went to Keez today... She didn't click any links or stay on the page.. But she went. I count that. It's a start.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 5/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 320/360.
She started an interesting topic today. Would I be all right if she went to visit an old girlfriend for a few days? I told her of course. She's told me in the past that if there was any girl she'd be comfortable having a lesbian encounter with, it would be this friend. So I think she's got lesbian sex on her mind. Also, an interesting thing. Her browser history showed she went to Keez today... She didn't click any links or stay on the page.. But she went. I count that. It's a start.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 1/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 5/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 320/360.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
Day 5:
I woke up feeling very pleasant and as I came to, I realized that I was rock hard. Rock hard, and with a hand around it, slowly stroking it. I'm not sure how big of a grin came to my face, but she smiled back at me and said "Good morning."
The next twenty minutes or so were all about her just luxuriating over my cock, and giving me a slow, satisfying hand job. I was a little disappointed that she didn't lean down and take it into her mouth, but it's hard to deny that this wasn't fucking fantastic.
The rest of the day was uneventful. I didn't notice any other changes in her behavior. At least we got back on track with progressing toward training her to be the perfect, horny, masturbating, porn-watching slut. 1 of 8 points today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 4/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 326/360.
I woke up feeling very pleasant and as I came to, I realized that I was rock hard. Rock hard, and with a hand around it, slowly stroking it. I'm not sure how big of a grin came to my face, but she smiled back at me and said "Good morning."
The next twenty minutes or so were all about her just luxuriating over my cock, and giving me a slow, satisfying hand job. I was a little disappointed that she didn't lean down and take it into her mouth, but it's hard to deny that this wasn't fucking fantastic.
The rest of the day was uneventful. I didn't notice any other changes in her behavior. At least we got back on track with progressing toward training her to be the perfect, horny, masturbating, porn-watching slut. 1 of 8 points today.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 4/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 326/360.
Friday, January 17, 2014
Day 4:
Today was a really busy day for the both of us. There wasn't much to report on. The house subliminals are still playing the file I call "Lessons." The relaxation CD plays all night, with Lessons and additional subliminals encouraging the love and craving of oral sex. A third subliminal plays on her computer every day, encouraging her to watch porn whenever she's online.
I didn't notice any behavioral changes today, and we never really had any quiet time -- it was go, go, go all day. At one point, she laughed about needing a little "me" time -- and she said it in a sexy voice, so I wonder if she was at least thinking about needing to masturbate. But that was about it.
For the first time in this experiment, we had a 0-out-of-8 score, as I could not observe a single item on the "things my wife will start doing" list. Bummer. :/
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 333/360.
Today was a really busy day for the both of us. There wasn't much to report on. The house subliminals are still playing the file I call "Lessons." The relaxation CD plays all night, with Lessons and additional subliminals encouraging the love and craving of oral sex. A third subliminal plays on her computer every day, encouraging her to watch porn whenever she's online.
I didn't notice any behavioral changes today, and we never really had any quiet time -- it was go, go, go all day. At one point, she laughed about needing a little "me" time -- and she said it in a sexy voice, so I wonder if she was at least thinking about needing to masturbate. But that was about it.
For the first time in this experiment, we had a 0-out-of-8 score, as I could not observe a single item on the "things my wife will start doing" list. Bummer. :/
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 333/360.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Day 3:
I was encouraged by yesterday's results. I made sure the subliminals in the house speakers were still playing, that the file on her computer was still running and hoped for the best. Still, there was no evidence of any significant changes in her behavior or habits. I found a way to sync up her web browser with mine -- meaning I could view her internet viewing history without having to be on her computer, so I set that up.
That night, after we'd gone to bed, I was awoken by the wet sounds of her pussy and fingers again. She masturbated in small, short bursts -- I think she was trying to get off without me knowing again. It went on for a while, an intense fingering session, then a pause... At one point I thought she'd simply fallen asleep while masturbating (which would have been cool in and of itself!) Then she regathered her will to orgasm and finished herself off in a flurry.
I went to sleep hard as hell, and grinning furiously. At least as far as masturbation goes, this subliminal training is working like gangbusters. So, only 2 points out of 8 again, but still... We're going from nothing out of nothing... All progress is good progress when it comes to training your wife.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 341/360.
I was encouraged by yesterday's results. I made sure the subliminals in the house speakers were still playing, that the file on her computer was still running and hoped for the best. Still, there was no evidence of any significant changes in her behavior or habits. I found a way to sync up her web browser with mine -- meaning I could view her internet viewing history without having to be on her computer, so I set that up.
That night, after we'd gone to bed, I was awoken by the wet sounds of her pussy and fingers again. She masturbated in small, short bursts -- I think she was trying to get off without me knowing again. It went on for a while, an intense fingering session, then a pause... At one point I thought she'd simply fallen asleep while masturbating (which would have been cool in and of itself!) Then she regathered her will to orgasm and finished herself off in a flurry.
I went to sleep hard as hell, and grinning furiously. At least as far as masturbation goes, this subliminal training is working like gangbusters. So, only 2 points out of 8 again, but still... We're going from nothing out of nothing... All progress is good progress when it comes to training your wife.
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 2/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 3/45
Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 341/360.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Day 2:
Today was pretty uneventful. Your usual "no sex because we're too busy" day. The subliminals are playing through the house all day, the relaxation CD next to our bed plays subliminals all night. A hidden subliminal player plays subliminals on her computer when she's online.
I really didn't put any stock in anything happening today, because it's just day two. What could happen in a day?
We went to bed, and as I was falling asleep, I felt her arm twitch. I pretended to be asleep, and oh, my, God... She was masturbating. She was being very quiet and trying not to wake me up, but she was horny and in need, and getting herself off famously.
I know she didn't want me to see it because that's simply something she hasn't done in front of me before. How could she know that I'm the one encouraging her to want -- need -- to do it?
Well, if the program is this successful at one of the easier items on the list, how well will it do with the others?
Today earned points on the scorecard for Masturbation and Horniness. The way I've broken down this scale is that every day gets 0-8 points, for a possible total of 45 points in a category (this is a 45-day experiment).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 1/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 2/45
Obviously, we'll never be able to hit a perfect score with a card like this. Out of a potential maximum of 360, the highest possible score I'll be able to get at this point is 347. Of course, the truest scorecard is "At the end of the 45 days, is she doing all of these things?"
We'll find out in 43 more days.
Today was pretty uneventful. Your usual "no sex because we're too busy" day. The subliminals are playing through the house all day, the relaxation CD next to our bed plays subliminals all night. A hidden subliminal player plays subliminals on her computer when she's online.
I really didn't put any stock in anything happening today, because it's just day two. What could happen in a day?
We went to bed, and as I was falling asleep, I felt her arm twitch. I pretended to be asleep, and oh, my, God... She was masturbating. She was being very quiet and trying not to wake me up, but she was horny and in need, and getting herself off famously.
I know she didn't want me to see it because that's simply something she hasn't done in front of me before. How could she know that I'm the one encouraging her to want -- need -- to do it?
Well, if the program is this successful at one of the easier items on the list, how well will it do with the others?
Today earned points on the scorecard for Masturbation and Horniness. The way I've broken down this scale is that every day gets 0-8 points, for a possible total of 45 points in a category (this is a 45-day experiment).
Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 1/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 2/45
Obviously, we'll never be able to hit a perfect score with a card like this. Out of a potential maximum of 360, the highest possible score I'll be able to get at this point is 347. Of course, the truest scorecard is "At the end of the 45 days, is she doing all of these things?"
We'll find out in 43 more days.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Day 1:
I started playing the relaxation CD when we went to bed on New Year's Eve. During New Year's day I activated the silent subliminals to play throughout the house all day. To be honest, I didn't expect much for the first day -- even for the first week. These things take time.
At the end of the day, though, as we were heading to bed, she took my cock in her hands and started stroking it. That was nice. We'd been so busy I don't think we'd had sex since Christmas. But instead of pumping me until I came all over myself, which is what usually happens, she told me she wanted me to shoot my come on her tits. That was new.
Maybe these subliminals do work.
I'm going to keep a 45-day scorecard. For each day that she exhibits one of the behaviors I'm trying to instill in her, she'll get a point. That way I can have some empirical evidence of whether or not the subliminal training program works.
Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 0/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 1/45
So, out of a total of 360 possible points, this 45 day training regime is up to 1 point so far lol. Ah well... We'll see what tomorrow brings!
I started playing the relaxation CD when we went to bed on New Year's Eve. During New Year's day I activated the silent subliminals to play throughout the house all day. To be honest, I didn't expect much for the first day -- even for the first week. These things take time.
At the end of the day, though, as we were heading to bed, she took my cock in her hands and started stroking it. That was nice. We'd been so busy I don't think we'd had sex since Christmas. But instead of pumping me until I came all over myself, which is what usually happens, she told me she wanted me to shoot my come on her tits. That was new.
Maybe these subliminals do work.
I'm going to keep a 45-day scorecard. For each day that she exhibits one of the behaviors I'm trying to instill in her, she'll get a point. That way I can have some empirical evidence of whether or not the subliminal training program works.
Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 0/45
Swallows come 0/45
Watches porn 0/45
Watches lesbian porn 0/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates 0/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex 1/45
So, out of a total of 360 possible points, this 45 day training regime is up to 1 point so far lol. Ah well... We'll see what tomorrow brings!
Monday, January 13, 2014
Subliminal Training File #1: Lessons
Lessons is a custom subliminal I had created to encourage specific behavior in my wife. In particular, this silent subliminal encourages her to want to watch porn every day. It focuses a desire on lesbian porn, because this is the kind I prefer, and because I'm going to parlay this desire into more exotic training in her future. It also instills in her a desire to watch porn with me as an intro to foreplay.
In addition, the silent subliminal messages encourage her to want to masturbate. They tell her that masturbation is normal, natural, and that she is always in the mood to finger herself. Now, she's masturbated in the past, of course, but she simply doesn't do it all the time -- and I want her to be a horny little slut, and increased masturbation helps stimulate the pleasure centers in the brain. Soon enough she's going to be addicted to orgasming, and that's how I want her.
I added affirmations that she'll want to masturbate with a dildo and will want me to watch her masturbate. In fact, it will turn her on to fuck herself for me.
Those are the first set of lessons I want her to learn. Watch lesbian porn, masturbate daily with a dildo. Initiate and ask me to join her in these activities.
This silent subliminal plays all day and all night through speakers I've installed in the walls of the house. In addition to this, at night we play a relaxation CD (rainfall, ocean, etc) while we sleep. What the wife doesn't know, is that this CD has another subliminal message playing: a desire to suck cock, a craving for the feel of a cock in her mouth, and an encouragement that she loves the taste of come.
She's given me blow jobs in the past, but far and few behind, and she never swallows -- or even lets me come in her mouth. She doesn't like the texture she says.
I am setting a 45-day goal to see how these affirmations work on her. The three key behavior changes:
Go from watching no porn a day to watching lesbian porn daily.
Go from not masturbating at all to masturbating with a dildo daily.
Go from not enjoying oral sex or tasting come to craving my cock in her mouth.
I'll start reporting the results tomorrow.
In addition, the silent subliminal messages encourage her to want to masturbate. They tell her that masturbation is normal, natural, and that she is always in the mood to finger herself. Now, she's masturbated in the past, of course, but she simply doesn't do it all the time -- and I want her to be a horny little slut, and increased masturbation helps stimulate the pleasure centers in the brain. Soon enough she's going to be addicted to orgasming, and that's how I want her.
I added affirmations that she'll want to masturbate with a dildo and will want me to watch her masturbate. In fact, it will turn her on to fuck herself for me.
Those are the first set of lessons I want her to learn. Watch lesbian porn, masturbate daily with a dildo. Initiate and ask me to join her in these activities.
This silent subliminal plays all day and all night through speakers I've installed in the walls of the house. In addition to this, at night we play a relaxation CD (rainfall, ocean, etc) while we sleep. What the wife doesn't know, is that this CD has another subliminal message playing: a desire to suck cock, a craving for the feel of a cock in her mouth, and an encouragement that she loves the taste of come.
She's given me blow jobs in the past, but far and few behind, and she never swallows -- or even lets me come in her mouth. She doesn't like the texture she says.
I am setting a 45-day goal to see how these affirmations work on her. The three key behavior changes:
Go from watching no porn a day to watching lesbian porn daily.
Go from not masturbating at all to masturbating with a dildo daily.
Go from not enjoying oral sex or tasting come to craving my cock in her mouth.
I'll start reporting the results tomorrow.
Sunday, January 12, 2014
About Subliminal Wife Training
As a man, it is our desire to want a wife who is willing to do anything we wish in bed. Unfortunately, for the vast majority of men, this is not the case. In my own situation, my wife was a wonderful lover, but I wanted more from her than she was comfortable giving.
I set aside time to study ways to help encourage her to perform the acts I wanted, and after several months, found the tools I needed in the use of subliminal programming. At least, that is what I have been hoping for.
There are several good subliminal companies out there, and I picked my brain trying to put together the perfect combination.
This blog is a daily journal of our first training session. I have wired the home with an all-house sound system, it was a simple matter to wire in a CD playing one set of silent subliminals that play all day, every day. Then I set up a CD player by the bedside, and we play "relaxation sounds" every night. Little does she know that that CD player is loaded with subliminals too. In addition, I installed a silent subliminal and silent subliminal player on her computer -- every time she's online, she's being trained to be my perfect wife.
And so that's the introduction. I started training her on January 1. Tomorrow I will post the contents of her subliminals, and then each day recount my journal entries for that day.
For those curious, this is not fiction. It's not an elaborate internet hoax. I am testing how well subliminals work to train a person who has no knowledge of their being used. I am turning my wife into a sex-starved slut, all for my personal gratification. And I'm sharing these experiences with you.
I set aside time to study ways to help encourage her to perform the acts I wanted, and after several months, found the tools I needed in the use of subliminal programming. At least, that is what I have been hoping for.
There are several good subliminal companies out there, and I picked my brain trying to put together the perfect combination.
This blog is a daily journal of our first training session. I have wired the home with an all-house sound system, it was a simple matter to wire in a CD playing one set of silent subliminals that play all day, every day. Then I set up a CD player by the bedside, and we play "relaxation sounds" every night. Little does she know that that CD player is loaded with subliminals too. In addition, I installed a silent subliminal and silent subliminal player on her computer -- every time she's online, she's being trained to be my perfect wife.
And so that's the introduction. I started training her on January 1. Tomorrow I will post the contents of her subliminals, and then each day recount my journal entries for that day.
For those curious, this is not fiction. It's not an elaborate internet hoax. I am testing how well subliminals work to train a person who has no knowledge of their being used. I am turning my wife into a sex-starved slut, all for my personal gratification. And I'm sharing these experiences with you.
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