Day 17:

She was out with her mother most of the day, so she didn't get much time to listen to any of her subliminals, let alone spend time masturbating or watching porn (I can only presume).  And we both had pretty hard days physically, so there wasn't much of a question of sex today. We spent some intimate moments snuggling, but that was about it.

It's easy to think, when you're planning all this stuff out, that things will happen in a certain way, in a certain time frame for you. What I am learning through experiment #1 is that even though it does appear that subliminal programming works -- it seems to work only to a limited extent.

What I've noticed so far, is that when she is listening to them all day, the arousal triggers work like gangbusters. She used to never watch porn -- she knows someone who went into the industry, and stopped watching when she was younger for fear of spotting that person inadvertently -- and know she is hearing those urges in her head, but for the most part, successfully filtering them out. In addition, she's never had an interest in lesbian porn, and the subliminals do not appear to be changing her mind about it.

She used to give me hand jobs and blow jobs in addition to regular sex a lot when we were dating and first married, and that seems to be ramping back up to those levels. But taking my load in her mouth? She never liked that, and so far there's no evidence whatsoever that that might change due to her programming.

And I know she's masturbated in the past, but now she seems to be masturbating a lot, and that's great. So again... The subliminals seem to strengthen things you already want to do, but the don't seem to change your mind about things you don't want to do.

Every subliminal site out there says it takes about 45 days for programming to take effect. That's why we're doing this 45 day session with the first set of subliminals. We'll reevaluate for session two with the lessons learned in this experiment.

No points today, sadly. Ah well. You can't win them all.

Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come           0/45
Watches porn               3/45
Watches lesbian porn  2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates                 7/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex     14/45

Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 257/360.