Day 15:

What a day!

I woke up horny as hell. She noticed, and stroked me to full hardness, then gave me a great wake-up blow job. I came on her tits, and we both laughed about it because it was a hell of a shot. I'm an older guy... If I get a nice blast with "shoot across the room" velocity, that's a big deal. Made me feel better about myself, and she wiped it all over, telling me how much she loved my cock.

Later in the day, she searched for and watched lactation porn. This is interesting. That's not really lesbian porn, but it's porn that specifically targets a woman's bodily functions. I think this is an outstanding sign.

That night, as we headed to bed, she must have been really horny too -- for the first time since we've been married, she had me help her masturbate. She took my hands and put them on my breasts, and then silently proceeded to finger herself for what I think must have been a half hour. I fondled her tits, tweaked her nipples, and respected her silence by saying nothing myself as she passionately took care of this compulsion I've given her.  Finally, she gave out a great heaving moan and called out my name, and came hard.

She said she loved me so much, and I said I loved her too. I told her how much I love watching her masturbate (which is true -- it's why I'm encouraging her to do it more in her training).

This was a bellweather day. She is responding magnificently to the basic tenets of the subliminals. There's still the more challenging aspects of this experiment I'm hoping to see traction on, but wow, this was great. We added four points today, for oral sex, watching porn, masturbating, and increased horniness/sex.  Not bad at all!

Cumulative Scorecard:
Desires or has oral sex 4/45
Swallows come           0/45
Watches porn               3/45
Watches lesbian porn  2/45
Watches porn with me 0/45
Masturbates                 6/45
Masturbates with toys 0/45
More horniness/sex     13/45

Maximum score possible at end of 45-day experiment: 271/360.