Day 8:
Today she was a lot more affectionate, even more so than yesterday. She wanted hugs, kisses, asked me to rub her back. It's though she wanted as much physical contact as she could get, without it being sexual. That is just really weird.
What I think I'm seeing is her natural tendencies coming into to balance. I think if I had kept the arousal file going longer, the nymphomania she was experiencing may have ended up being permanent. What I'm getting now is a woman who greatly loves her husband, and wants to be near him all the time -- even when she's not feeling sexual.
Kind of lame, lol. I want the nymph!
Session three definitely needs to include the arousal triggers again.
Friday, March 14, 2014
Thursday, March 13, 2014
Day 7:
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. Work has been crazy. Her fundraiser has been driving her insane. We are both just frazzled and at our wits' ends.
On day 7, she still had little to no sex drive, but that may be turning around. She teased a little bit about how much she loved my cock -- something she hasn't done since session one ended. She has wanted to snuggle and be close to me, and I just feel like she's absorbing what she's hearing.
The problem is, other than the increased affection -- which is a symptom of the submissive desires -- I'm not seeing any of the other key elements in the subliminals.
She hasn't started wearing nail polish, she isn't masturbating or waking up horny -- and if she's dreaming about sex, she hasn't told me about it.
Some things to consider are that
a) Maybe the subliminals don't work (this is the most popular opinion among the folks I've polled)
b) Maybe I recorded them wrong. This is my first attempt at creating a subliminal from scratch, so this is absolutely a possibility.
c) Maybe she just needs time. She's been ill and stressed, and in women especially, their mood and environment affect their libido and sex drive far more than men expect.
There's a month + of time left in session two. I will continue reporting back daily and hopefully I'll start to see the changes I'm looking for in her.
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. Work has been crazy. Her fundraiser has been driving her insane. We are both just frazzled and at our wits' ends.
On day 7, she still had little to no sex drive, but that may be turning around. She teased a little bit about how much she loved my cock -- something she hasn't done since session one ended. She has wanted to snuggle and be close to me, and I just feel like she's absorbing what she's hearing.
The problem is, other than the increased affection -- which is a symptom of the submissive desires -- I'm not seeing any of the other key elements in the subliminals.
She hasn't started wearing nail polish, she isn't masturbating or waking up horny -- and if she's dreaming about sex, she hasn't told me about it.
Some things to consider are that
a) Maybe the subliminals don't work (this is the most popular opinion among the folks I've polled)
b) Maybe I recorded them wrong. This is my first attempt at creating a subliminal from scratch, so this is absolutely a possibility.
c) Maybe she just needs time. She's been ill and stressed, and in women especially, their mood and environment affect their libido and sex drive far more than men expect.
There's a month + of time left in session two. I will continue reporting back daily and hopefully I'll start to see the changes I'm looking for in her.
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Day 6:
You know, even though her libido has dropped, I think this subliminal is having an effect. Now that her sex drive has returned to normal (after the 45-day brain-doping of session one, with its massive emphasis on arousal), she has become very affectionate. More so than usual, it seems like.
She has become friendly, flirty. Is it possible that she's starting to absorb the submissive subliminal? In her own way, incorporating that by being just... nicer in general? I don't know.
I know this though, something's changing in her again. I can sense it. It may end up meaning that this session was not as wasted as it was starting to seem like yesterday. We'll see.
You know, even though her libido has dropped, I think this subliminal is having an effect. Now that her sex drive has returned to normal (after the 45-day brain-doping of session one, with its massive emphasis on arousal), she has become very affectionate. More so than usual, it seems like.
She has become friendly, flirty. Is it possible that she's starting to absorb the submissive subliminal? In her own way, incorporating that by being just... nicer in general? I don't know.
I know this though, something's changing in her again. I can sense it. It may end up meaning that this session was not as wasted as it was starting to seem like yesterday. We'll see.
Monday, March 10, 2014
Day 5:
She gave me a hand job today, but it almost seemed dutiful, like it was something she was supposed to do, not what she enjoys doing. It struck me, as she was gliding her hand up and down my shaft, that it had been several days since we'd actually fucked.
It's funny, I had decided that session one was a good baseline for a subliminal based on its results. Well, so far, using that scale, session two is an abject failure.
She has a lot of stress going on with her fundraiser she's working on. I have to imagine she's focusing so hard on her team's needs there, that she's not letting her mind whittle away on the messages its finding stuff into its nooks and crannies by my programming.
I have hope that she will have a breakthrough day. We're only 1/9 of the way through the experiment.
She gave me a hand job today, but it almost seemed dutiful, like it was something she was supposed to do, not what she enjoys doing. It struck me, as she was gliding her hand up and down my shaft, that it had been several days since we'd actually fucked.
It's funny, I had decided that session one was a good baseline for a subliminal based on its results. Well, so far, using that scale, session two is an abject failure.
She has a lot of stress going on with her fundraiser she's working on. I have to imagine she's focusing so hard on her team's needs there, that she's not letting her mind whittle away on the messages its finding stuff into its nooks and crannies by my programming.
I have hope that she will have a breakthrough day. We're only 1/9 of the way through the experiment.
Friday, March 7, 2014
Day 4:
Last session, I received some emails from folks asking what kind of response did I think I'd get if my wife wasn't listening to the subliminal feed nearly 24/7. The answer then was "I don't know." The answer today is "I still don't know, but I'm pretty sure it will be less successful."
We had an argument today. OMG, right? A married couple having an argument?! That's insane!
Well, whether it was dumb luck or the affirmations/arousal cues in the first session, we didn't fight at all in that 45-day round. And, I never once felt an urge to "take care of business" myself, because she was so thoroughly milking my cock so frequently.
However, that was then, and this is now. I think I got spoiled, because I've been getting downright surly with the decrease in sexual output from the wife. Last night after she went to bed I got up, popped in one of my favorite lesbian scenes on the laptop and had a very satisfying orgasm. When she asked me what I'd done when I got up last night, I told her, and it made her very upset.
She feels like if she's not meeting my needs, I view her as a failure, and the only thing I want from her is sex, and it demeans her.
These are all attitudes I need to work on. With her. Because a lot of that is true. And I think what is happening is that her normally dominant mind is struggling with the new directives she's finding in her head that demand she beg for sex, and beg to come, and increase the desire to be submissive.
It's an interesting turn. I can't say I'm happy with how this session is running, but we're committed to running the course. We'll see what happens as we go along.
If you know anything about silent subliminal programming, please send me an email (the subliminal wife trainer at gmail). I'd love to discuss methodologies with you. I'm still new at creating my own (as opposed to just buying them) and I wonder if I'm doing them right.
Also, if you're not knowledgeable about this stuff, but would like to help fund my research, I'm looking to buy the newest version of Subliminal Recording Studio, and you can help! Hit the Paypal Donate button over yonder and give whatever you think is fair for a fun, insightful, outright wicked blog about mindfucking a woman. Anyone who gives $10 or more gets a copy of the Session 2 file I'm using during this 45-day experiment. THANK YOU for the folks who've already donated. It means more to me than you can imagine.
See ya tomorrow!
Last session, I received some emails from folks asking what kind of response did I think I'd get if my wife wasn't listening to the subliminal feed nearly 24/7. The answer then was "I don't know." The answer today is "I still don't know, but I'm pretty sure it will be less successful."
We had an argument today. OMG, right? A married couple having an argument?! That's insane!
Well, whether it was dumb luck or the affirmations/arousal cues in the first session, we didn't fight at all in that 45-day round. And, I never once felt an urge to "take care of business" myself, because she was so thoroughly milking my cock so frequently.
However, that was then, and this is now. I think I got spoiled, because I've been getting downright surly with the decrease in sexual output from the wife. Last night after she went to bed I got up, popped in one of my favorite lesbian scenes on the laptop and had a very satisfying orgasm. When she asked me what I'd done when I got up last night, I told her, and it made her very upset.
She feels like if she's not meeting my needs, I view her as a failure, and the only thing I want from her is sex, and it demeans her.
These are all attitudes I need to work on. With her. Because a lot of that is true. And I think what is happening is that her normally dominant mind is struggling with the new directives she's finding in her head that demand she beg for sex, and beg to come, and increase the desire to be submissive.
It's an interesting turn. I can't say I'm happy with how this session is running, but we're committed to running the course. We'll see what happens as we go along.
If you know anything about silent subliminal programming, please send me an email (the subliminal wife trainer at gmail). I'd love to discuss methodologies with you. I'm still new at creating my own (as opposed to just buying them) and I wonder if I'm doing them right.
Also, if you're not knowledgeable about this stuff, but would like to help fund my research, I'm looking to buy the newest version of Subliminal Recording Studio, and you can help! Hit the Paypal Donate button over yonder and give whatever you think is fair for a fun, insightful, outright wicked blog about mindfucking a woman. Anyone who gives $10 or more gets a copy of the Session 2 file I'm using during this 45-day experiment. THANK YOU for the folks who've already donated. It means more to me than you can imagine.
See ya tomorrow!
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Day 3:
Her libido continues to drop. I am starting to get concerned: In session one, I had a constant arousal subliminal playing 24/7. In this session, I am just using the instructional affirmations. While I'm already disappointed that her attitudes have changed so dramatically. I'm going to continue with the session I designed. These are learning experiments, and if by the end of the 45 day-session she hasn't come around, we will have established a vitally important piece of information about subliminal files that build arousal.
Not much to report. She has not shown any interest or desire in doing anything in the affirmations. It's still early though.
Her libido continues to drop. I am starting to get concerned: In session one, I had a constant arousal subliminal playing 24/7. In this session, I am just using the instructional affirmations. While I'm already disappointed that her attitudes have changed so dramatically. I'm going to continue with the session I designed. These are learning experiments, and if by the end of the 45 day-session she hasn't come around, we will have established a vitally important piece of information about subliminal files that build arousal.
Not much to report. She has not shown any interest or desire in doing anything in the affirmations. It's still early though.
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
Day 2:
An interesting wrinkle has shown up and it may have long-reaching ramifications into our experiment. My wife has gotten involved in a community fundraiser our church is having (yes, we go to church. Don't judge me!).
Because of her duties in it, she is on the go and busy all day long. Which means she's out of the house, and exhausted every day. She's losing like 1/3 of the daily subliminals and at the end of the day, she's too tired to want to do anything.
Her libido has dropped since this started, and with that drop, the sexy texts have fallen off, everything is reducing. She gave me a handjob today, but I got the sense that she offered it as a wifely duty, not because she'd been thinking about cock all day.
I may have to revise the subliminals in session two to compensate for her not hearing them as incessantly as I'd have wanted. Keeping an eye on the situation.
An interesting wrinkle has shown up and it may have long-reaching ramifications into our experiment. My wife has gotten involved in a community fundraiser our church is having (yes, we go to church. Don't judge me!).
Because of her duties in it, she is on the go and busy all day long. Which means she's out of the house, and exhausted every day. She's losing like 1/3 of the daily subliminals and at the end of the day, she's too tired to want to do anything.
Her libido has dropped since this started, and with that drop, the sexy texts have fallen off, everything is reducing. She gave me a handjob today, but I got the sense that she offered it as a wifely duty, not because she'd been thinking about cock all day.
I may have to revise the subliminals in session two to compensate for her not hearing them as incessantly as I'd have wanted. Keeping an eye on the situation.
Monday, March 3, 2014
Subliminal Training Experiment Two
Day 1:
For the next 45 days I am going to try to influence my wife's mind and attitudes about sex using nothing but subliminal programming on her. She is aware that we are running subliminals in the house, but she is not aware of the specific changes I am making.
For session two, I'm looking for the following changes in her: to start wearing red nail polish -- and to want to give hand jobs when she does; to have sexy dreams all night and wake up needing to masturbate; to desire and purchase a dildo for self-pleasure and to have a compulsive desire to masturbate every day; and to feel submissive and slutty in the bedroom, begging both to be fucked, and to come when being fucked.
Other than the sex toys, she's never expressed a revulsion to any of these things (although she trends naturally toward dominant in the sack). I hope to see some favorable returns from this training.
The people who make subliminals say it takes as long as 45 days for one to take effect, so experiment two will start today and run for 45 days. it should be a really information ride.
For the next 45 days I am going to try to influence my wife's mind and attitudes about sex using nothing but subliminal programming on her. She is aware that we are running subliminals in the house, but she is not aware of the specific changes I am making.
For session two, I'm looking for the following changes in her: to start wearing red nail polish -- and to want to give hand jobs when she does; to have sexy dreams all night and wake up needing to masturbate; to desire and purchase a dildo for self-pleasure and to have a compulsive desire to masturbate every day; and to feel submissive and slutty in the bedroom, begging both to be fucked, and to come when being fucked.
Other than the sex toys, she's never expressed a revulsion to any of these things (although she trends naturally toward dominant in the sack). I hope to see some favorable returns from this training.
The people who make subliminals say it takes as long as 45 days for one to take effect, so experiment two will start today and run for 45 days. it should be a really information ride.
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